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OKAY ENOUGH ABOUT ME AND MY PROBLEMS WHATS WRONG FREN

okay, if you don’t want me to worry I’ll try not to

just know that I’m here

but how the frick do I tell them without us all crying

that scares me too

oh my god I just remembered it’s Sunday

I have to go to church later

do I have to do it today though

because after church I think we’re going to Disney again and I do not want them to have to cancel everyone’s plans because of me

I think I should plan a day

maybe write some note cards

idk I’m just so freaking scared to do it

agh idk. but seriously are you okay

okay. ily

AGH EVERYTHING IS SO NORMAL HOW CAN I DO THIS

but like my sibilants are down here Christmas music is playing and they’re rating and they made me breakfast and everything is so perfect I don’t understand

siblings**

eating**

oof now we’re in the car

I’ll try my best. I’m just so freaking scared, fren

okay. we’re at church now, I’ll update you as the day goes on

so we’re on the way home and I’m a coward so I’m probably not gonna be able to do it. I’ll probably just write something and put it on my mom’s desks so she can read it while I’m at school tomorrow

desk**

why

I’m looking up stuff on how to tell her and statistics and stuff so I’m prepared. I think I’m gonna ask her if we can talk tonight if I don’t freak out before then

I’ve been searching for half an hour and it’s helpful by like 20%

I’m scared

I’m not really sure. Their reactions, them crying, them not understanding, them thinking I’m lying, a lot of stuff

okay

I’m so fricking scared

okay. I’m trying. should I text her to ask her to talk after dinner

now I must sit in my room and draw eyes on the next sheet of paper while I wait because I’m scared

oof I lost interest already

still waiting for a reply

from my mom

yeah but there’s a cable guy here and she’s talking to him

it still hasn’t happened yet

it’s good. I’m still sitting in my room

you okay?

my mom hasn’t mentioned anything about my text so I’m gonna ask again tomorrow