okay SO this is how yesterday went: James came to pick me up right after he got back from church and he came up and knocked on the door this time and he got a haircut and was wearing his Sunday best and he was SO CUTE 🥺 and i was a rad late so i was rushing and didn’t have a bag to put the paper crane in so i found a small ripped Christmas bag in my little sisters room and shoved it in there 😂 then we drove to his house and i wanted him to open it in the car when we got there bc i wanted it to just be us and he was struggling to unfold it and i helped him and he read the note and i did the pinky promise thing and kissed him and told him i loved him and it was probably the best moment of my entire life ngl ☺️ he was so so happy aghhh he’s adorable. then we went inside and i said hi to his parents and his sister and then we went back to the basement and he gave me a box and i opened it and the first thing was this cool bracelet from Just One Africa where they make bracelets out of newspaper and i think the proceeds go to helping people in Africa get water or something of the sort ? and it’s yellowwww hehe. then i untapped some white tissue paper and i saw yellow and the word Disney world in sparkles and I LOST IT OMG. when i went to Disney world back in June i saw this yellow spirit jersey everywhere and i couldn’t decide between that one and a gray crew neck and i got the gray one instead and i was sad bc it didn’t end up fitting me the way i liked. a month ago he saw it on amazon and texted Emma and asked if i would like it and she was like OH MY GOD SHE LITERALLY WANTED THAT. like it was on my Christmas list this year and i had to take it off bc it wasn’t on the website anymore. i looked at him and said “SHUT UP HOW DID YOH KNOW” and he grinned and was like “i didn’t” 😂 soooo that made me so happy i like fell into him and wouldn’t stop kissing him ahhaha. then we played Star Wars battlefront II and ate some chicken nuggs and watched some of wall-e and then watched half of a quiet place but i was already anxious about going into work and the movie was starting to get stressful so i made him turn it off 😂 then we watched the office and it was great :)

now about work: yesterday i worked 5:00 to close which is like 11:00 bc of the holiday season and it was the longest shift I’ve worked so far and since i did register the whole time the other night they put me on floor and i helped for back up on register if they needed it. even tho floor is harder i love it wayyy more bc i get to out returns and go backs in a shopping cart and scan things and just put them back haha i probably organized ribbons for an hour 😂 and so many people came to ask me where stuff was and i don’t know yet so i have to ask in my earpiece and the customers don’t know that i have one half the time so i look like i’m talking to no one HAHA also i think my coworkers all had a Christmas party yesterday and didn’t tell me :/ that’s okay, i’ve only been here for a week haha. OH ALSO it was like 11:05 and we were literally about to go to the break room to put our gear away and this guy came from the bathroom and left ?? and there were literally no other customers haha we thought we were alone. so my closing manager was like “uhhhh let me check to make sure he wasn’t smoking pot or anything” PFFFPFPFP

I’m so glad it went so well gashhshsh 🥺🥺

I’m so glad it went well that’s so cute 🥺🥰