hey, you’re not alone. i feel like this all the dämń time, but i don’t like showing that part of me. mainly because i don’t want pity from people, and trying to assure me that everything is gonna be fine and then proceed to compliment me saying stuff like, “you’re worth it” and stuff like that. like i know i’m a person and i matter even though it doesn’t feel like it, i just don’t like cheesy stuff ig. idk what I’m trying to say or get at. but just know that you’re not alone, i don’t know if it’s gonna get better but i hope it does, for both us. im working on making it better, and you should too. i’m not really good with advice but don’t give up.

I’m currently in the worst mental state I’ve been in in a while. now, I know that I should be thankful because my worst could be some people’s best, but sometimes unhappiness doesn’t need to be put on a scale. if you’re unhappy, you’re unhappy. in terms of loneliness, I have also felt very alone lately. I feel like I don’t have any friends to talk to or just any friends in general. I just having been feeling myself. I’ve been stressed out, sad, filled with regret, and just frustrated with all of that. But I guess I’m coping alright, I’m still waking up in the morning with some sort of hope for the day to come, and that’s more than a lot of people. but anyway, I hope you know that you truly aren’t alone. I’m here if you need me, I’ll talk to you any time about anything. I don’t know how much help I can actually be, but I’m here nonetheless. so I guess I’ll just leave by asking this question: what music have you been listening to recently?