Looks like he's eating ur ear lol❤

ik they are so cute ❤️

Lol❤

we went to hot topic after lunch and arienne me and drikka each put $10 together and got some stuff I got more earrings and something little and cute for you ❤️

yea I love them they are light and adorable I love stitch❤️

Lol ok baby ❤ that's where I got my belt and the guy cashier was the one who told is there making a stitch live❤

yea ❤️ well I saw spiked belts there so I figured you got it there ❤️

Yea lol❤

I have teddy bear earrings ❤️

So r we going to have a "family" meeting??

Lol I like teddy bears❤

honestly Idk baby

I also have earrings that are binkis like for a baby they are cute ❤️

I'm going to have my axx ripped if we do

Lol so u did have fun❤

well at the mall I had fun but that was it ❤️

idk if we are my mom said we should but idk

I do have to admit something tho baby and I don’t think you’re gonna like it

I don't want to

What babe?

yea we shouldn’t idk just no more days like today and we should be good

I just realized I never had cramps today until after I fell down the stairs on the bus

Did u catch urself?

like I was fine packing my sax around and walking other than I was tired but I never got cramps until after I fell

I hope nothing's wrong

yea I did on the rail but it only kept me from falling out of the bus completely and into the sidewalk I only caught myself enough to keep me inside the bus when I fell instead of falling forward on the sidewalk

I hope Idk if I have bad cramps tomorrow I’ll probs talk to my mom more about it but I hurt rn like it hurts

Did ur belly hit anything??

kinda not rly when I fell I kinda fell down sideways but when I stopped sliding I was on my back

kinda hit aśs first then slid on my side then back onto my back

So u fell on ur axx??

Lay down and relax please

yea I slipped on the step going down and fell on my aśs and grabbed onto the rail as I slid down the stairs

yea I’m grabbing my Gatorade and putting some stuff away and ima lay down

Yea put ur feet up please❤

okay I’ll relax ❤️ so I don’t rly know if I wanna go anywhere tomorrow so you okay coming over?❤️

hey if the pain gets worse I’ll jump in the shower okay just have warm water running over me might help me feel better but I’ll talk to my mom first ❤️

Yea I'm fine going over❤ wish I was feeling ok cause my dad and I r building a fire❤❤

ik I just kinda had a long day today and I’m hurting pretty bad in all honesty just need to lay in bed and relax I think 😩❤️❤️

Jump in the shower baby and then relax or wat first❤❤

well my parents are in the shower rn so I gotta wait till 7:30-7:45 ish ❤️

but I will just to ease the cramps cuz they hurting me 😩❤️

Ok baby❤

okay tbh I’m a little nervous I’m scared baby😔

Nervous about what??❤❤

idk the cramps are kinda scaring me cuz they hurt rly bad and I keep thinking it’s cuz I fell and I almost fell a couple different times and Idk it was hella slick out and I’m just Idk I have cramps after I fell I don’t like it I’m a lil nervous about the cramps 😔

I was kinda afraid of u falling 😔❤

Ik and I didn’t think it was gonna be that slick but it was 😔

I’m scared 😔

Idk y just me if something bad going to happen idk I get worried and it usually happened that's y I didn't want u to go to the band thing

ik I’m sorry I’m sorry 😔

Sorry baby 😔❤

I thought it was gonna be okay but the damñ bus stairs Idk baby I’m sorry I’m rly just hurting rn like if I get up it hurts idk I just I want you tbh okay😔

okay I’m scared I’ve been terrified I don’t want anything to be wrong with me or nugget and I don’t wanna fxck anything up I shouldn’t have gone I should’ve listened and stayed home I’m so scared now tbh😔😔😔

Don't be scared 😔❤

okay im scared tho all I can think about is how I’m hurting right now and I don’t wanna lose nugget and I’m already at high risk right now and doctor is on verge of me on bed rest and idk baby I’m scared I’m scared to go to the science fair nxt Friday I’m scared to get up I’m just Idk it hurts a lot I don’t wanna lose nugget it’ll be my fault cuz I didn’t stay home 😞

No it won't be ur fault u felt fine u done it falling happens babe and science fair I'ma be with u so you'll be fine❤

ik I’m just scared I don’t wanna do anything to hurt me or baby😔

U won't❤

Falling happens ok❤

I better not just I’m nervous I don’t wanna fxckk anything up 😔

Just the next appointment tell the doc u fell and she'll check u out and then after we can cuddle

Babe u won't fxck anything up I promise ❤❤

mew I just I hurt I wanna cuddle 😔 just lay here sleep and cuddles 😔

hey baby I might go take a shower and just try and feel a little better if that’s okay😩❤️

Yea that's fine ❤

okay ❤️ ima jump in then for a lil okay I’ll txt you when I get out I loves you ❤️❤️❤️

❤️❤️❤️❤️

Love u to❤

I told my parents that I don't need to go to fitsjarold and yea that went to shxxt I told them y I don't talk to them about things

baby I still rly hurt and fxck I over think 😢

I found out my new mascara isn’t water proof 😔

nugget rly hurts still and I’m mad at myself for falling earlier I should’ve been more careful and I shouldn’t have went to the band thing in the first place and ima be a bad mom I’m always stressed 24/7 and I don’t wanna lose nugget and I can’t even keep myself hydrated no matter how much I try and idk I’m just have like a mental breakdown and I’m afraid to shower cuz I’m afraid if the water is too hot ima miscarry and omg baby😢

I got out early cuz I got scared 😔

sorry just I’ve been stressing all day then when I took a shower and the cramps didn’t even get better just worse I just kinda lost it and got out and I’m having like a mental breakdown😢😞😞😞😞

you there?😔

Can u grab some water in a water bottle and lay down please baby❤❤

Yea I'm here sorry my phone was freaking out

I have water and Gatorade and I’m in bed 😔

cramps hurt baby I’m scared 😞

food doesn’t even make it better 😞

they are like period cramps just they hurt more tho 😞😞

Well next time we're in the docs ask about that❤❤ and hey ur going to be a fxcking bomb axx mother and my bomb axx wife and nugget he's fishing or hunting or probably want chicken nuggets ❤❤

I’m just terrified that ima lose nugget cuz I’m stressed 24/7 I’m scared to take a shower I’m crying all the fxcking time and I can’t keep myself hydrated which is making everything worse I’m trying to be a good mom like so far but losing nugget would be my fault 😞

Quick change of subject umm do u want to do the project Monday??

Stressing would be my fault sorry baby and we're as in u and I we're going to figure out the nway to not make u stress and nugget baby he's just sore from impact I mean it's going to hurt a little bit nugget will be ok❤❤

Baby u will be a good mom believe me❤❤

I rly hope so 😔 my mom kinda got worried when I told her the shower made cramps worse and I only had cramps after I fell😔 just I don’t wanna lose nugget I can’t lose our baby😢

what do you mean the project Monday? like stay for science fair or what?..

Do u want to do the science fair at the school?? And ur not going to loose nugget we're going to make sure he's a healthy baby❤❤

well sure we can stay after school ig and do that... just mew I’m so scared baby I shouldn’t have went to the band thing I should’ve stayed home with you 😔

Well it'll be fine I promise ❤

I hope so 😔 just fxck I hurt and my eyes hurt now and I’m so tired why can’t we cuddles 😔😔😢❤️

We will cuddle tomorrow ❤ and when ur tired u make that call and I'll go to bed to❤❤

I need to like finish my little mental breakdown😔 half of it is pain like crying from pain cuz I hurt so bad tbh😔😔

Well we will cuddle tomorrow and hopefully after u sleep and rest hopefully you'll feel better❤

And when ur ready for bed tell me u and I can go to bed❤

And tomorrow we're hugging ❤❤

I hope I’ll feel better😔 we better cuddle tomorrow fxck baby😔❤️ Idk kinda tempted to sleep but idk I’m just hugging stitch crying like I wanna cuddle you 😔

We will cuddle I promise ❤

Hey post a pic of ur new shirt I wanna see it

we need to😩❤️ okay the pain is getting worse I need to sleep just fxck 😔

Can u post a pic of ur new shirt real quick? ❤

okay give me a min I need to take a pic of it

Ok baby ❤

just took a pic of it on my bed front and back one min

Ok baby ❤

there ❤️ night delete it so screenshot it if you wanna keep the post

Nah just wanted to see what it looked like lol but it's cute it fits u😘❤❤

ik that’s why I liked it ❤️ the panda is cute so mew ❤️

okay ima delete it okay?❤️

Ok baby ❤❤

hey baby the cramps keep getting worse can I go to bed?😩❤️

Yea I'll go to bed to❤❤

okay 😩❤️ ima sleep in tomorrow okay baby I’ll txt you when I wake up I loves you ❤️❤️❤️😩❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love u to baby girl ❤❤❤❤❤

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

❤❤❤❤

hey baby I’m awake ❤️

okay come over today please I’m hurting again😔

ima take a shower baby I love you ❤️

nvmmmm shorty drained all the hot water

Sorry baby u and I need a bath together ❤

yes we do please 😩❤️

I hurt and don’t feel all that good you should come over today please ❤️

I'll try to go over baby ❤❤

please I rly just wanna cuddle 😔

I can’t even sit up without getting dizzy or having cramps 😩

Have u been drinking water??❤ When I'm over just let's cuddle and u need to keep up on water

trying to drink water been dizzy and a headache so I was just laying down with my eyes closed checking every so often if you txted 😩❤️ yea just cuddles I don’t wanna do shxxt I doesn’t feel 100% today 😔

Well yea ik no doing shxxt just cuddles baby❤ hey my dad and I will brb we e going to the store love u❤❤❤

mew okay ❤️ ima try and jump in the shower again then real quick baby I loves you ❤️❤️

❤️❤️

I love u to ❤

I feel like if my belly gets any bigger I’m gonna pop 😩

I already feel bloated mew

you can come over I asked but expect a little lecture ig my mom said “I’m talk to him cuz I’m mom in law now and we gotta talk” soooo yea it’s better than ALL of our parents getting together 😳

Nooo

what?

I just wanna cuddle today 😔 I mean she’s gonna be doing homework and studying for an exam she’s taking tonight so we can have alone time mew

Don't want the talking

And my dad asked if you wanted to come over for dinner sine it's Kaitlyn birthday

if I go over I’m not running around in the razor and shxxt a bunch okay?

well does that mean you can’t come over

U haven't ask if I can go over but I thought listening to music and chilling on the couch with u sounds nice❤

idk doesn’t sound like she will let me go over since she picked me up early yesterday in Moscow and I have cramps she said maybe at like 3 or 4 but I doubt she will let me 😔

half of it is she’s mad from yesterday

She's mad at me right??

a little

she says you need to be talked to ig cuz she’s scared to death about me losing the baby cuz doctor is tempted to put me on bed rest 😔

I don't need to be talked to

she’s worried the stress is gonna cause me a miscarriage so she wants to talk to you

just let it happen sounds like we’re all going to dinner this week anyways to talk so there’s no getting out of it and I want to see you today 😔

idk sorry baby but yesterday I was feeling a lil hurt after what happened that’s why my mom is so just kinda mad and scared cuz she wants the baby to be healthy and just mew 😔 I hurt again I wanna be with you 😔

you there?...

okay sorry ig I can leave you alone if you want me to😔

k love you ig you’re busy I’ll leave you alone

Sorry had to clean cause my uncle is coming over

well you kinda just disappeared for 20 mins

so tell me now if I need to leave you alone for the day

idk why you’re still thinking about yesterday like it’s all my fxcking fault

No it's fine

ima vent okay

I would have thought safety was first then a fxcking grade

K vent

so fxcking idk why yesterday was a big deal... I’m confused and a little hurt cuz you acted like you never trusted me like it was my fault or something so I went and everything was okay on the ice and everything until I slipped on a bus step so Idk you acted like it was my fault and it was an accident and you told me not to cheat or get drunk like come on it’s a school thing that hurt and idk what the whole problem was cuz you kept saying you were being supportive but you weren’t acting like it and ik you’re protective but it felt more like a guilt trip cuz I left for a single day and I felt kinda abandoned cuz it was like my own boyfriend didn’t trust me and I want someone to fully trust me okay that supports me and after yesterday Idk baby that just rly hurt it rly stressed me out and rly hurt me and that’s half the reason I went home early was cuz I felt like I had to😔

idk sorry ig you’re making it all my fault now like fxck I fell on a damñ bus cuz the stairs were wet it’s not like I knew that was gonna happen or it’s not like everything is ice up there god 😔

if you want me to go over or if you want to see or talk to me we gotta stop this god damñ stupid shxxt over something that is done and over with okay 😞 cuz now it’s making me feel like everything is my fault and I’d rather talk to you like face to face about this anyways 😔

doesn’t sound like you wanna see me anyways your dad is here figured maybe you would’ve came you know see me for a min but ig not

you even there?

is this relationship even going to work?

I’m so stuck I’m in tears and it’s just always my fault rn baby I love you but omg with nugget I can’t be stressed like this 😔

Sorry on the phone with my grandma but babe I am supportive and I'm way to protective I'm sorry ok and everything isn't ur fault and yea ur right u fell it happens to everyone and babe the baby is alright there's floud around the baby it's well protected and yea ik I need to like calm down and stop worrying so much but that's who I am I'm going to get over that ok baby😘

❤*

And I thought u went home cause u didn't feel good

it just idk okay idk I feel so fxcking stuck rn 😞

yea I did but I also just didn’t wanna deal with fighting or anything so I said fxck might as well go home if me being away is causing problems

I don’t wanna leave and be a single mom but I also don’t wanna fight over stupid shxxt all the time and be stressed and be worrying if I’m doing something wrong all the time I just Idk 😞

Babe k u said that worries me ok we not breaking up over a fight r we?? I hope not and I'm sure we can fix our problems

Babe seriously question r u staying with me because of the baby??

no we aren’t breaking up and no I’m it staying with you just because of the baby okay😔 I’m just so stressed out and worried all the time about making you mad cuz ig I make you mad a lot even when I don’t know why or anything 😞

I wanted to see you and be with you but idk if that’s gonna happen you can’t come here idk if I can go there I just idk 😞

Idk ig days like yesterday like I get pushed till I have to hide my face cuz I have tears like I don’t want that to happen anymore it’s always been happening where I get pushed till I’m crying and I get stuck 😞

Y can't I go.over there?? Baby hey I love u ok and I'm going to change myself I promise ❤

Hey I'ma change myself I promise ❤

I don’t want you to like change just want all the stupid shxxt to stop 😞

idk didn’t sound like you could cuz it’s kaitlyns birthday and I can only go over for dinner and that’s it I can’t even stay 😞

Where going to change that baby where not going fight ok❤❤

I hope 😞

We will I promise ❤❤

idk we just better literally just sitting in here crying like idk 😔

Idk about hanging out unless you wanna come here my mom can run us over for dinner or something i don’t think your dad will let you out of the house anyways 😞

Babe everything is ok I promise and we won't loose the baby ok❤ just vent about y ur crying

well it’s just from earlier I’ve been in here for a little bit now just kinda got fed up and stuck and just yea idk😔

Hey we're going to take care of the fighting I promise ❤

I hope 😔

so ig we can’t cuddle today I don’t think

unless your dad lets you out of the house

We will❤ so y can't u come over right now?

my mom still pxssed about yesterday so she doesn’t want me overall day and plus she says she wants me taking it easy so no garage or razor or anything 😔

if I went over it would be to just sit on the couch all day basically

have your dad txt my mom or some shxxt about us hanging out

Umm yea that's what we would do babe I don't wanna be outside

Just wanted to stay on the couch all day😔

babe I don’t think

you gotta come over or something

she won’t let me over till she talks to you about yesterday and she’s all pxssed off about it and wants me home ig

Fxck

have your dad txt my mom if you even wanna see me at all period

she’s all making every damñ thing about you and yesterday

she keeps saying she wants me home so I can take it easy like fxcks sake I’m just gonna be sitting on the couch at their house doing nothing what’s the fxcking difference

idk this is why I wanted you to come over I knew she wouldn’t let me over

I don't want to hurt ur feelings but I don't need to talk to her I mean I want u over here I've been over there the last couple times and I don't want to talk to her

I just probably won’t see you today then ig

Just I'm sorry baby I wanna be with u but idk there's no reason to talk to her just idk I'm a Gilt trip and petty

And immature

maybe I should just stay home ima end up crying in bed all day anyways with stitch just let you do stuff at home ig

Babe y r u going to cry??

who says I’m not already

there’s no point in going anywhere or doing anything ig since everyone is worried it’s gonna hurt the baby might as well lock myself in my room cry all day until I pass out and do nothing

Y r u crying

My uncle's here

doesn’t rly matter I’m just so fxckin fed up and stressed out

do I need to leave you alone😞

Babe tell me y ur crying

my mom MIGHT let me over for 2-3 hours max for dinner ig idek 😞

I told you I’m just fxcking fed up stuck and stressed 😞

Does ur mom not trust me or some?

she’s mad babe

she doesn’t even want me with you at all but she’s al guilt tripped since it’s kaitlyns birthday

She mad at me huh??

idk ig after yesterday she’s a lil pxssed off

Well ig she needs to know who I am sooner them later

idek that better not be who you are

how you were yesterday better not be who you are I’m serious 😔

Well u know who I am babe

ik but that better not be normal

Well yesterday babe I was freaked out and worried and scared and protective

ik but idk that better not be a normal thing 😔

It's not

then why did you say my mom needs to know who you are sooner than later 😔 it’s not like that’s who you are you aren’t like that 😔

Well idk babe ur mom doesn't now me very well and she's just idk babe she probably starting to like idk probably doesn't like me very well now

maybe I should stay home you know 😔 you don’t wanna be here and I can only be there for a couple hours and that’s if you were to pick me up later and shxxt since my mom is doing shxxt all day and refusing to go anywhere or do anything 😔

well she does rly like you still trust me she’s just idk just a little pxssed ig

Well I wish u could come over

I can for dinner but only for a couple of hours 😔

and I’ll probably need a ride

Wish ur mom wasn't mad at me then u could over right now and we can watch movies or listen to music

well she wants to talk to you I already told you that but idk I already told you have your dad txt me mom if you want me over sooner than later

I can’t talk to her without her yelling at me rn I can’t do anything

Would we have to pick u up or what?

yea

she has an exam tonight so she’s studying all day

Y is she yelling at u??

she was mad at me asking to go over idk cuz she was fxckin ignoring me I was like mom srsly just gonna sit on the couch all day watching movies what’s the problem with it and she fxcking just went off about yesterday and nugget and this and that and yea I’m not talking to her rn

Idk maybe after my uncle leaves maybe he'll ask

sooooo I’ll probs be over at 4

What??

I pulled my shoulder muscle and the inside of my elbow hurts like a bxtch from packing my sax around yesterday 😔

idk I’ll probs just have you come get me around 3-4 probs 4 idk

So get u till 3 or 4?? How long will u have??

like 3 maybe 4 hours

just enough to eat dinner then maybe watch a movie

when is your uncle leaving?

We will have cake and ice cream and I'll mostly be in the front room with u and idk when my uncle is leaving

I’ll ask my mom for 3:30-4 ig until 8

when she gets inside

Ok baby

cake sounds good but ice cream doesn’t mew

Yea Kaitlyn birthday cake is chocolate ❤ oh guess what

what baby?

I got that job ❤

wait which one baby❤️

talking about with the Amish guy or?❤️

Yea Amish guy❤❤

that’s good baby❤️❤️ is it just a summer job or like spring or?❤️

Umm idk he's in Montana I think so maybe when he gets back❤

okay baby❤️

Here in Winchester and some in cordelane

are you going to couer d’ Alene ?

like with him

Yes some pole barns in Court d' Alene and here in Winchester ❤

okay baby that’s fine ❤️

I'll be with him some late night possible all night working my axx off❤

just be careful okay?

I will baby ❤❤

you better please ❤️ need you to come home ❤️

I will come home❤

yea you better be careful need you to come home to me and nugget okay?❤️ just be careful baby that’s all I want okay❤️

Baby I will ❤

okay mew ❤️

okay tbh I feel like if I get any bigger ima pop I feel bloated from nugget 😩❤️

So hey r u thinking about doing percussion?? ❤❤

Well ur going to get bigger which u might feel wierd but it's not a bad thing ❤❤❤

yea true I’m just bloated af 😩❤️ nah honestly don’t rly wanna do percussion probs won’t be very good at it anyways

I mean shxxt ima get bigger and bigger until I DO pop like mew 😳

No u won't pop might feel like it but oh well❤❤ might get stretch marks😊❤

probs will get stretch marks❤️ but I mean shxxt my mom says I’m so little I’ll show a lil early cuz yea im little ❤️

Oh well 😘❤❤

god I’m already showing rn just a lil ❤️

Ik I like it❤❤

yea it’s a cute little bump ❤️

if I go over later I’m wearing my new panda shirt ❤️

ima also wear it tomorrow so shhh❤️

Ok baby❤

your uncle still there?

I kinda can't wait to see u in it😘❤❤ hey I'ma go get the rozor stuck I'll be back😂❤❤

Yea him and my dad r driving around town❤

god baby I sneezed and it hurt 😩

okay mew hurry up baby I love you

❤️❤️❤️

I'll hurry lol love u to❤❤

okay mew ❤️

❤❤❤❤❤

❤️❤️❤️

baaaby hurry up I misses you already 😔❤️

Well Austyn and I got it stuck know me my dad and Austyn are riding around 😂❤❤

yea baby ❤️

maybe I should stay home and let you have fun today cuz I’ll feel bad if you’re stuck inside because I can’t do anything 😩❤️

just read a thing about this girl getting pregnant and almost dying and I’m a little scared 😔

baby you there?

okayy ig txt me when you’re inside love you ❤️

hey baby you’ve been gone an hour...

you guys can come pick me up at 3:30 and I have till 7:30

hey I made a new post ❤️