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I’ve been stressed out with school and trying to keep up with people😂
^^^ literally my life haha
I’m starting to improve my mental state. it’s not as šhīt as it was months ago so that’s great. I’ve been motivated and found that passion with art again which is comforting.
trying to get over my fear of talking to my crush
legit trying to figure out how I should ask out my crush. we’ve been friends for about a year now and we’re pretty good friends, but I don’t want to mess that up.
^^yep trying to get over the fear to talk to the person I like that likes me back but I figured out he’s scared to talk to me too and yesterday my friend said something to him and followed him to the bus and idk what she said...😭
Agh. School is stressing me out. Especially biology. There’s so much to keep up with. I feel like I’m constantly trying to keep up w/ life. And then after that I’m having such a “collagers block” I can’t think of any ideas. People keep asking me to collab and every time I try and make one I feel like it looks horrible bc I just have 0% inspiration or motivation to collage
You’re crazy good collages!! You go gurl!!
🤩😍❤️☺️
A lot really. But mainly friends. I really don’t know what’s going on I just get mixed messages from them. They take hours to respond to texts but their green thing is on on Instagram so I know they’re on their phone and probably ignoring me. Not only that, but they never invite me to go anywhere with them and any time I try to make plans they always have an excuse ready. On Friday they all went after school to some place and didn’t even bother telling me. On Monday they all asked “where were you we told you where we were going” no... no you didn’t. I guess I’m trying to make it more clear to them how I feel but I’m not very good at confrontation so I make comments or jokes about it sometimes. One of them is in my art class and I was talking to this guy about how I slept in that morning because my clock was out of batteries and he asked why I didn’t just use my phone. I told him “I can’t bring my phone into my room, my parents think I’ll be texting guys. That’s funny because my friends don’t even like me enough to text me.” She heard but I don’t think she told anyone because there’s been no improvement on responding to my texts. We’re also all in an Instagram group chat and everyone else was talking at night about something tomorrow. When I saw it the next morning I tried to help them and say, “it’s not tomorrow, it’s today.” I realized my mistake but before I could I unsend one girl saw it (within 30 seconds) and her reply was something along the lines of “no, you’re dumb check the time.” The girl who is kind of the “leader” of the group “liked” the message so yeah that made me feel great 🙃 it’s just when there’s a chance to make me feel bad they reply within seconds but when I actually need help or want to play 8 ball or something it can take hours. Not only that, but in October my school gets a week off so usually people go back to their old school to get their hours done. They’re all going back and say that apparently there’s a rule that you can only help with one thing (I help with volleyball) so guess who isn’t going that week 🤷‍♀️ I know they’re going to make some plan after helping out to go to the mall or something and won’t invite me because I wasn’t at the school but I live two blocks away so you can just come ring my doorbell and I’ll be good to go. But I guess I just need to deal with them for four more years then maybe I can start by rebuilding my self esteem, finding a stable group of friends, all the fun stuff that comes after childhood trauma 🙃🙃
I just gave you my whole life story I’m so sorry you had to read through all that 😂
afjsksja childhood trauma I’m so extra
A LOT! 🤣
problems with sleep, thoughts, daydreams, school and this one guy. if I could vent I would for hours honestly, I talk to myself about these things more than I can count.
I just moved and It doesn’t feel like home. My friends are mostly fake, and I’m having trouble being homeschooled. And there is no chance of moving where I’d like to live because it’s to expensive. my life is still good but that thought is depressing
How I do miss this corner of the Internet.. and all of these extraordinary people. I tend to leave for a while, but coming back always gets me re-inspired and restores so much energy lost to much less productive internet spaces. How have you been?✨
To be honest, depression and suicide.
a charcoal piece. for now
and thank you
No ones entering my contest and I’m worried I won’t have enough good entries when the due date comes up... I want a real competition. Haha sorry I’m ranting 😝
^I was about to ask you the same thing😂💖
I’m wondering how freaking are you soo talented!?😱💖every time I come through your acc my eyes are blessed with creativity💕
she said nothing lol I was scared for no reason
are you famous?? you have a blue tick mark by ur username