I had to fûcking blur and crop them out in the pic before this; it's weird to see pictures of yourself because you don't realize what you look like? and I a.) didn't realize I was so small and, not skinny, but really lean or something??? not sure what to call it, but my body is not built to be 'skinny' and b.) that my scars are more obvious than I realized, especially the deeper ones below my shoulder and all?????? my self perception is a not-okay

also man your comments are always amazing and crack me up have I ever said that?? I'm not sure but

I'm really weird when I get urges sorry