mariahhhh :)

how have you been?

I’m not sure Mariah :) we’ll see how things go

how is Mr. Anderson doing huh? x

I really really reallyyyy love the skirt :)

you always look so gorgeous in skirts mi amor ❤️

also, did you want to have matching profile pics or should I change mine? :)

I’ll let you pick this time :)

you could be right x

your fiance?

I just came back to see how you and Ophelia are doing, I kinda knew she’d be taken but it doesn’t make me entirely happy seeing another man wrap his arms around her

I missed you a lot :) why don’t we go on a date?

mmmm I don’t think so marrrr

i bet Mr. Anderson calls you mommy

perhaps so, she’s just so gorgeous. possibly the most gorgeous person I have ever seen.

I find myself staring at her when I shouldn’t be

and what hurts more is that she’s so kind. it’s easy to get over someone who’s rude but she has no bad qualities, just by knowing her now

here I am swooning over a woman that isn’t even mine 😪

maybe we can go to the aquarium :) like before

yeah? I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt

you’re not into that? I’m surprised

if I found a woman I’d probably let her leash me up, I am a dom but when it comes to nice women I step down

but hey, you’re gorgeous too, and your hunk of a fiance sure believes that I’m sure x

I mean, I am to blame, I didn’t stay and she needs someone who’s consistent in their love, with no fear of commitment. but.. it’s nice to look at someone and not fear commitment, that I can thank her for. sometimes the most beautiful things in life can’t be yours, you can just admire from afar x

I’ll go get dressed :) *smiles and pecks your forehead before walking upstairs* do you need anything before I go?

I just envy those who have someone that cares about them truly and romantically. someone who calls you beautiful daily, does things for you that they don’t like but does it anyway to make you happy, or even cooking to give you a break, or to spoil you. I may be cold blooded but I am jealous of people who have a kind person laying next to them every night

you punch and I’ll break his nose, we got a deal?

hope?

that is true, I’m just scared to hurt someone. comitment is scary, and in the past I haven’t had someone reassure me that everything will be okay yk? once I start to get close to someone I panic

but I also crave love. my heart and mind don’t cooperate with each other

I just found myself staring at her again

mariahhhhh☺️

how are you doing??

yeah? it just feel great to have someone like your hunk, I’d give anything to feel that secure

deal x

why?

I do have weekly sessions with my therapist? sometimes I wonder if what I say is too much for her to handle, but she says everyone has felt the way I have

I would never act on my feelings, but rather admire from afar. she means enough to me not to walk away completely, now that would be torture

*smiles and nods as I leave, coming back down 15 minutes later with a ocean themed polo* can you help me with the bow tie please? *laughs as I show you the tie* I can never do this right

he better, but looking at this hunk it seems like he’s the appreciative kind. you know if he has a sibling? 😉

that’s a good point to make, and she’s super chill

I’ll do it for the plot x

thank youuuu☺️ I’m wearing some really good highlighter, I usually recommend to use liquid, makes my makeup look more natural. but why just eh?

I got it at a store at the mall, I sometimes like wearing something goofy for the pictures *smiles shyly as I lean down a bit so you can help me with the bow tie* plus Hannah loves it when I dress like this, she says I look like I work at the Krusty Krab

holy sh^ nevermind😂

I just want a SUPER hot mommy

I need more spice in my lifee anyways

you always look so beautiful, whatever makeup routine you’re using is working for you :) I just like to give my tips in case anyone likes to try them

is everything okay? :(

so you’re telling me, if I worked at the Krusty Krab, would you come by every so often? I’d definitely make you burgers on the house *blushes as I stroke your cheek for a moment* can I kiss you Mariah? :)

I just want to be leashed up and handcuffed

holy cr^p I sound super freaky right now 😅

I need a censor

you sure it’s not .. someone else?? 👀 you know, I bet your cinnamon buns have the best cream

you’re one of the most gorgeous people I know :)

how come? :( you can talk to me if you feel comfortable, I never judge and I never interrupt

*admires you while you tie my bow tie and blushes at the thought* maybe I could get you a job there and we can makeout in the back room- and I didn’t want to interrupt *smiles and gently lifts your chin to kiss your lips*

I’ve done worse 😂

that’s. W A AP

why does picollage know what that isss

WHATT- AM I WRONF

“I came four times but here’s your buns”

neverrrr🥰

I could list them if you’re curious?

the staff probably have a WAAAPPPPP😂

this guy is literally wearing a polo, tell me he doesn’t give good s^x😂

you can’t tell me he doesn’t give *

I’d train youuuu don’t worry *smiles wide as I peck your lips* there’s that hermosa smile :) such a hermosa ladyyy

^^ and I sure doooo😂 ask her neighbors

it’s not thatttt bad😂

^^ YEAHHHHH😂

*smiles shyly as I peck your forehead* I’d make sure you’re on the jobbb, and maybe on our break we can have some “fun” *smirks playfully and offers my hand* ready to go? :)

we’ll be taking my car *smiles wide and opens the car door for you once we are outside* after you mi amor :)

*smiles wide as I enter the car after you, putting on my seatbelt* soo how was your day? *smiles wide as I pull the gear shift*

the term I like is “experienced”😂

my day is very good :) *smiles and offers my hand to you to hold while I drive* just okay bby?

I have that same water bottle!!

*smiles wide as I stroke your knuckles, driving cautiously as I signal and turn* do you want to open up about why you feel just okay?

yess but it’s pink

it’s okay

you won’t

*smiles and strokes your fingers with my fingertips* I’ll keep that in mind :) did you wanna eat before we see the fish? *smiles as I make one last turn*

promise :)

I am

*smiles as I park the car* I’ll open your door :) *smiles as I open the door for you, nodding softly* there you go hermosaaaa

you’re welcome *thinks for a bit and smiles as I job over to you to hold your hand* are you ready? :) *laughs as I look at the entrance* we can race to the front

it’s okay if you don’t want to rac- *widens my eyes when you start to run* HEY! *laughs as I start to catch up to you, playfully picking you up off your feet* you cheateddd

also good afternoon :)

IM too slow? *laughs and pecks your cheeks* I could throw you into one of those tanks you know 😂 *smiles and sets you on the ground* or would you want a piggy back ride? :)

how did my angel sleep? :)

yeah you’re right, I wouldn’t- that too mean *smiles and kneels down so you can jump on my back* just hold on tight okay? I don’t want you to- *looks at you and smiles* what?🥰

mine was really good :)

just okay?

*smiles as I walk into the aquarium entrance, holding your legs against my hips as I sign us in and get bracelets*

I understand :)

*smiles as I carry you into the aquatic environment, kissing your cheek before placing your feet on the ground*

*admires you for a moment while you look around and smiles to myself* yeah.. yeah- *clears my throat and smiles at the fish*

*smiles wide as I look over at you* I bet being a cat would be fun too, I think that’s what I would be. I’d be a very cuddly cat *tilts my head and looks at the fish* they are pretty cool aren’t they?

if I fall asleep on you, I apologize, buttttt I am dreaming about you so it’s not exactly a bad thinggg ❤️ I love you and I hope you have a good night :) I’m always dreaming and thinking of you baby

I’m sorry, you look so beautiful right now I just have to kiss you- *smiles softly and gently brings you to my chest, kissing your lips for a moment*

te amo muchooooo❤️