Lyrics from a choral piece I’m composing πŸ€“

stained-eyes

Lyrics from a choral piece I’m composing πŸ€“


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ooh hey, how have you been Ellie?
I’m sorry to hear that :( make sure to take care of yourself and take deep breaths. the fam is all here for you if you need to rant or anythingπŸ’•
okk so it happened two days ago, i was waiting outside of school and i met this guy, and we started chatting for like half an hour. he was nice and well-mannered, and we both had the same interests. πŸ‘ŒπŸΌ and then my mom came to pick me up so i had to leave. i thought that was the end of it, but nooo. yesterday at school, i saw him walking behind me, and he "accidentally" stepped on the back of my foot. (i could tell it was on purpose, yknow?) and he was like "oH sOrRy" and i was like "its fine haha" and he walked next to me and goes "so how are you?" and i was like "fine." and we walked to the cafeteria together. then he goes, "so about yesterday, i just thought you were super nice and pretty, and i didnt know you well, but then we got to talk, and, well, i really like you. a lot." by that time i was just staring at him, blushing red πŸ˜‚πŸ€¦πŸ½β€β™€οΈ then he went "soo, do you want to go to the end of the year dance with me? like, its fine if you dont want to," i stood there for about 5 seconds then was like "i dont know, i need to think about it. but ill give you my number for now." so i gave him my number and he goes "ill text you later, then?" and i nodded and walked away to see my entire lunch table staring at me. πŸ˜‚ they all huddled around me and they were like "we heard EVERYTHING cami. dont do it!" and i was like "why? he seems nice." but then........
they started telling me stories about him, weird stories. they claimed that he had already asked them all out. they actually said once he asked out SEVEN girls on the same day! and also, i had just met him yesterday and i think he was rushing all of this a little. over text later, i made it clear to him that i wasnt gonna be just another girl that he was asking out for attention. then, he asked me out on a date to this park, and i was like "oKkK you're being a little too persistent dude." i made the decison that i wanted to stay friends with him. when i told him, he was like "i admit, ive asked out girls before, but not REALLY ask out like you." BRO its the exact same thing! also hes had crushes on sO many girls in my school, i feel like im just next in line. and i never like to feel like that. so thats why im staying friends with him for now
i know :(