I've been sleeping about 4 hours each night and eating only one meal a day for most of the last week and a half, I'm so, so anxious about finals and I'm desperately trying to save money because I won't be working for 2.5 weeks but I still have to pay rent, I'm exhausted, and today I completely broke down because my car is making a bad noise and I don't have the money for a car repair, last August I had a major car repair that burned through my entire emergency fund, and then in October I became self-employed, so basically I've been doing the adult thing on my own for the first time ever, without a financial safety net or any job security and it is so HARD, and trying to manage it has made my grades slip, and now coming to terms with my mom's divorce has been so hard, I was thinking about how I need to get a better car, but the car that I have is one Diego found for me and helped me fix up, it's a really special memory, but now he won't be my stepdad anymore, I started crying so hard today when that hit me, I'm consistently overwhelmed and I don't know how I'm going to pull myself together

i’m so sorry :((( this sounds so stressful, i hope everything will start to work out one by one ❤️