Ok so… some of you probably (who am I kidding, like a hundred people saw this) saw that me and @Leila101 got into some drama… I think we both went a little too far and I feel really bad for the way I acted… but if there's anyone else who's wondering why I did what I did, here's my answer: Have you ever been kept up by voices, late into the night, telling you to kïłl ør hürt ÿøürself? that was schizophrenia for me. now if you weren't here last night for this… thing you can ask me about it lmāø

I'M KINDA ANXIOUS I'VE NEVER HAD A DUDE LIKE ME I'M NOT A TICK ATHLETIC AND I'M NOT EVEN AS PRETTY AS THE OTHER GIRLS AT SCHOOL

^^ okay idk if he likes me but i have some very strong leads that lead be to believe he does

THIS IS THE FIRST DUDE YO I'M FREAKING OUT

LIKE ALL THE GUYS AT SCHOOL LIKE THE GIRLS WHO DO SPORTS AND I CAN'T KICK A BALL IF MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT

GAHHHHH I'M GONNA TELL YOU THE STORY 'CAUSE I GOTTA GET IT OUT

SO BASICALLY IN SOCIAL STUDIES OR HISTORY OR WHATEVER YOU WANNA CALL IT ONE OF MY CLASSMATES ASKED ME IF I LIKED HIS FRIEND LIKE THAT AND I SAID NO ANS THEN HE WAS LIKE "ENJOY YOUR LIFE *insert his friend's name*"

SO I ASKED HIM WHY HE ASKED THAT AND TODAY AND HE WAS LIKE "OH I JUST THOUGHT YOU LIKED HIM BECAUSE YIU ALWASY TALK TO HIM" AND GUESS WHAT I DON'T EVEN TALK TO HIM THAT MUCH

YOU** ALWAYS**

I ONLY TALKED TO HIM LIKE ONCE TODAY AND IT WAS ABOUT WORK

HE SAID THAT HIS FRIEND DIDN'T LIKE ME BUT THEN I STARTED DOUBTING IT BECAUSE 1. I HAVE 1 CLASS WITH THE GUY THAT ASKED ME SO HE WOULDN'T KNOW AND 2. THAT'S HIS FRIEND SO HE'D OBVS COVER FOR HIM

AND KEEP IN MIND I DON'T LIKE THIS GUY I'M SUSPECTING

I ONLY LIKE HIM AS A FRIEND NOTHING MORE

BRUH I SIT IN FRONT OF HIM IN THEOLOGY AND WE HAVE THE SAME SCHEDULE IT'S HARD TO AVOID HIM

I DON'T LIKE ANYONE ELSE THAT'S THE PROBLEM I'M NOT INTO DATING

BRUH HE KNOWS I DON'T LIKE HIM HE SITS NEAR ME IN SOCIAL STUDIES SO HE HEARD ME SAY NO

I DON'T WANT TO THOUGH

I DON'T WANT PEOPLE THING I ACTUALLY LIKE SOMEONE

THINK**

GAHHHH I HAVE TO GO TO BED BYE

MAYBE WE CAN TALK WHEN I COME BACK HOME TOMORROW I DON'T THINK I'LL HAVE MUCH WORK

Are you sure it was Schizophrenia? Schizophrenia is a long term condition... I've heard a life long condition... It doesn't just vanish like that....

Most if not all of what therapists and psychologists studied in college can be found online. If not more.

You said you had or you were (past tense) Schizophrenic I believe.

idk maybe 🤷‍♀️

so cool🤗🌹💖