awww I have my own remix 🥰

but honestly I need to work on that, speaking up about my feelings, I just never had a girl best friend before. and I know im not the most best friend, but I promise to be better, and I don’t know, I’ve lost friends to their boyfriends and I don’t want that to happen to us?

I’m sorry for not being a good friend :)

but heyyyy I know youre just dying to gush about Jeremy, I just saw his bio :) about to spam it

oh nooo I’m stuck with youuuu :) but I am. and you?

well I’m certainly not the best?

ahhh love, you’re probably wanting to blush and journal about this hm?

girl I’m so happy about that :)

soooo what else are you feelingggg?🥰

oh now HES SIMPING THIS IS GOLD

that was good 😂 I’ll give him prompts

he’s probably kicking his feet like the simp he is :)

that’s fine :) but danggg that was long, I sort of maybe kind of missed you *laughs*

I missed you more :) now tell me about your dayyy :)

good, then it’ll be quick :)

oh my- I sounded so passive aggressive, I mean if you wanna share :)

hmm retainer? *smiles and looks up at you* and okay :)

I mean I see why? 😂 I wish I could have seen his face, but he doesn’t like being called daddy I don’t think 😂

it was fine! I’m just getting to know Parker and I don’t know if I should crush on him or not?

you’d be surprised what daddy can mean, is he your sugar dadddyy?😂

I know i like him, I definitely do, I’m just terrified. and I h^te feeling terrified, it’s cause cam gave me trust issues. the reason why I blocked him is because I didn’t wanna argue with him. i knew that whatever he said wouldn’t change the fact that I never wanted to have that kid with him. and i certainly don’t want this new guy to go after my best friend

it’s just not fair you know? seeing him so happy and fine with you when I wanted him to be mine so bad. and sometimes yeah, it’s great to see what you and Jeremy have, I just wish I had the same thing you both have. I’m really happy for you, but Im jealous at times, not in a bad way, I just wish I had someone to love me like Jeremy loves you. and i wish I didn’t doubt my worth to everyone in my life all the time. and for cam to just say that he liked you, makes me furious but also sad. I get angry but I have tears in my eyes just thinking about that d^khead

*shakes my head* it’s not really your fault, I just wish I could forget about him. everything about him, but I seriously can’t. I noticed the red flags from when we first met but I ignored them cause I was that desperate to replace Jeremy.

nah I gotta thank you actually, if it wasn’t for you making out with him, I wouldn’t have seen his true colors. and man did they ever shine when he was with you *rolls my tongue against my cheek*

*shakes my head and looks at you* nahh Jeremy knows how to balance friends and the love of his life. he wouldn’t make me feel any less worthy than of you in his life. that’s what I admire about him? he really listens. he knows I really wanna feel appreciated so he checks up on me, and tries to see how I’m doing. I still remember when he said “well if I don’t check up on you, who will?”

I feel bad too honestly, for always butting into whatever you guys are doing, I guess I just wanna be involved. I mean, I’m not really sure why you made out with him, it could have been cause you liked him, it could have been cause you wanted to feel something, it could have been anything honestly. but if I were in your spot I’d feel bad, but I don’t think I’d do something like that to someone else

if I don’t answer I’m out driving, but moral of the story, it’s a good thing that you feel bad. means you have heart you know? unlike him, you actually do care about me. that’s how I see it, I guess. I mean, I still don’t like how you or him handled the situation but it’s whatever.

*smiles and nods* I had a feeling?

I’m so glad you didn’t proceed with him? like I know its none of my business but I would have been worried for you if you did, but I’m kinda glad you both didn’t work out, cause I don’t know about you, but I don’t think he’d make you as happy as Jeremy have and is still making you happy at the moment :)

I’m so so sorry if I caused tension between us, I just.. I don’t know. I’m still mad at him, but if he ever comes back, there’s no promising that I won’t make him my personal punching bag 😂

but girl to girl, if anyone ever bothers you, I will protect you like crazy. when people I love know that I love them, I’ll defend them and protect them all the time. I’m not afraid of teaching a man to shut the h^ll up, especially at bars. so if you ever have someone messing with you let me know? we can beat them up together. and thats a promise ❤️

okay good ❤️❤️

if I didn’t have either of you I’d probably be drunk in some barrr :)

we’re just fiery, hot, and dedicated women 💙 we love you :) me and jeremy I mean. have you seen the guy when you’re on? SIMP ALERTTTT :)

and thank you :)

oh girl same here?

I know :) and we both love of you, if Jeremy was here he’d probably scream it at you 💜 but I’m always here for you :)

also.. can I be honest?

*smiles and looks at you* do you think I should kiss Parker? I don’t know if I have the guts *laughs and smiles* he walks around with that dumbbb voiceeee and i just wanna shut him up? :)

*smiles as I look at you* it.. feels good to think about it :) maybe at the right time, because I’ll definitely be journaling about it later on *laughs and nods* he’s so pure and gentle. and he’ll never let me pay for anything? he’s such a d^cheeee 🥰

shhhh *giggles and nudges you* but yeahhhh he’s very sweet. I can’t stop looking at the guy ❤️ it feels weird to have a crush again :) I love.. staying up with him aand talking to him? ugh I can’t stop thinking about him 😂❤️ *smiles and hides my red face*

I.. sent him the text of me gushing about him TO him 😅

he’s just like “huh?” imma go jump off a cliff 💀

HES TEASING ME OMLLLL

I feel like me againnn :) getting all excited over a boyyy

thank you for this experience 😂

I’m kicking my feetttt and blusjing like crazy right now :)

I CANT STOP SMILINGG HELP ILL GET SMILE CRAMPS🥰

I can’t breathe give me cprrr :)

oh

my

G. O. D

serenity i- HE kissed ME!

I can’t breathe 🥺

I- oh my god 🥺

I CANT STOP BREATHING HE JUST PULLED ME IN

let’s celebrate!!🥰

if I don’t respond back I’m watching a movie 💜

HE TOOK ME OUT ON A DATE AND WE STARTED TAKING PICTURES ON HIS BED- ugh the dreammm

I can’t stop smiling 🥹 my face hurts

I knowwwww let’s celebrate together?

yes you can :)

I also wanna share something with you?

oh my, that’s what I was gonna share with you? she likes him, she just told me? she lost a brother I believe and said that her days been tough because her crush, which is Jeremy, found someone else. I actually feel really bad for her? but Jeremy is that type to not notice those signs, he’s very humble?

have you been double checking on the way she’s been talking to him? seeing how he talks back?

she’s going through a lot right now.. and i mean, I see how she would like Jeremy, he’s kind and gives lots of hugs, not gonna mention some of the things he does can seem like he’s flirting

I feel like every girl he talks to has as least liked him once, but I don’t blame them. but I feel really bad for her with all that she’s going through, but thankfully jereny doesn’t purposely flirt you know? some men are like that

okay good :)

I honestly didn’t expect her to say she liked Jeremy, but it’s no surprise I mean? but I can’t imagine her pain right now. is there anything Jeremy does that you don’t like?

what do you think we should do?

have.. have you flirted with other people while you guys were talking?

hm.. what else did you do with that friend? ohhh is this the time where you cuddled your friend?

okay, because I’d you were flirting with someone while you were talking to Jeremy I know that would crush him. he’s got trust issues

then do it :)

hm.. I think Jeremy may have gotten jealous because of the intimacy he associates with cuddles? how did he react? sad? mad?

awww 🥹 wait no snap out of it Jade *laughs*

ease it in slowly?

maybe ask him what would make himupset so you don’t do it again? I mean.. I don’t know? if you saw Jeremy tracing a girls chest, cuddling, stroking, or doing that with a girl how would you react?

he’s kinda.. insecure? he’s scared to lose someone he’s in love with. he’s been cheated on actually, and felt like his love was enough. he’s told me that the girl would cuddle other men and it would make him upset? he’s just a big teddy bear that doesn’t want anyone stealing his girl? I’d I saw someone cuddle that I loved I would be sad? it’s cause it’s intimate?

okay :) but may I ask, how does him hugging make you a little uneasy?

I just hope nothing hurts the guy. he’s the purest you know? protect him with my life like I would for you :) but yeah? I mean, reassurance is much needed ❤️

okay I see what you mean when you’re uneasy at that, maybe talk to him about that? maybe because girls show lots of interest in him?

hmmm.. maybe because it’s the same issue? and peehaps he feels lonely, maybe that’s why he tries to branch out and make new friends? I don’t know? but maybe talk to him about this?

he’s not the type to jump on every girl he sees :) so maybe that reassurance will help?

what is it?

maybe he didn’t want you to worry? I think he didn’t wanna hurt her and posted instead? I do that sometimes

why don’t you tell him about this too? :) maybe he can confirm his actions? I feel like he’s too nice to hurt her that way

hello gorgeous :)

I’m doing very very well :) and you?

how’re you feeling about the situation from yesterday?

that’s good :) or should I say “goOD girL🥴”

oh come onnn jeremy calls you thatttt I know you find it hotttt 😂

I know you do daisy.. I know *smirks and stands up*

*smirks and crosses my arms over my chest* very sly..

my ability to make you blush. it’s a skill of mine, to make people blush, I know exactly what to say *smiles and raises my eyebrow*

it’s hard for me to blush unless I’m around the right people *smiles and nods* I know you do, but hey, why don’t you look at my remix for Jeremy? you’ll find quite the paragraph?

honestly me tooo, that can make a hard protected heart like mine full with content tears ❤️

it’s crazy to me that someone could love and notice small things like he does. just shows that people, good people, like you and jeremy really exist in this messed up world :) but I hope he feels the same way with you?

*smiles and looks over at you, rubbing my chest gently* you guys are wayyyy too cute together. makes me sick ;) *laughs and smiles as I tilt my head* bjt that’s probably one of the cutest things I’ve ever heard

like give him compliments and shiii? that’ll make him more red than your lipstick *smiles as I tilt my head^ nah, work at your own pace. do what’s comfortable? but the simp does like compliments, guys love those, they don’t get many, not in my experience? but what do you mean by clam up?

my past relationships haunt me like stupid ghosts *nods and looks at you* but maybe try and exercise your way of giving compliments, because we’re actually talking about this, he said he wonders how it feels to be showered in compliments, he doesn’t get them often, I don’t know HOW or whatever but, maybe something to think about? :)

is this why you think he’ll leave you?

that’s what friends do, they shove you back on your feet when you’re falling :)

okay, well first off, that guy can use his tiny d%k for his cheap bbq, and second, Jeremy would never ever leave you like that, he’d probably talk first I’d anything but god d^mb. that’s so cold.

I know.. *nods and looks at you* you’re.. you’re really lucky you have someone that talks about you the way he does.. *smiles and nods, shaking my head as I chuckle to myself* you found yourself a really good person.

I know i will, may take awhile though. I have a big habit of being so independent where I take care of all the sh^ in my life and take care of myself. *shrugs and nods* people can be such morons

*smiles and nods* I know I know I knowwww, you guys are more annoying than those moronssss *smirks and leans my head back* ohhh I love serenityyyyyyy oh I love her soooo

*smiles lightly and rolls my eyes, looking up at you* it’s cute how you gush over him though. he’s all you talk about :)

he is proof angels exist *smiles and nods at you* we’re both lucky to know the s^ker. blessed even?

*nods and looks over at you* you’re my only best girl friend, and I’m glad we know and talk to one another? you’re my favourite, even though there’s no other options :)

*crosses my arms over my chest* honesyly me too. everyone in life needs a best friend that will get them back in their feet.

good afternoon ❤️

hey daisy :) how’re you?

haha thank you 🥰

that’s good! :) also good morning 💙

hey girl :)

girl where have ya beeennnn

ohhh that explains it, do you need anything?

*crosses my arms over my chest and nods* I can’t do that :)

dude that’s bunk. how is them having Covid-19 your problem? *frowns and shakes my head*

why don’t they hire more people? *frowns and sighs* okay so, you rest and ill go get you something to eat

ugh. that so dumb. if the hospital was a person I’d send them to that hospital with a migraine

*smiles and grabs a container of strawberries, mangos, kiwis and watermelon, tossing it to you gently* snack up girly, and just take it one step at a time.

*smiles and nods as I lean my head back* Jeremy said you have trouble eating, so he told me h gotta put my mom skills to use?

morning girl boss 💙

how’s life treating you lately?

that’s good to hear daisy. If life is threatening you I’m here to help. and I’ve been pretty well :)

hey girllll :)

how’s serenity doing this gloomy evening? :)

really good :) how’s you and your dummy of a boyfriendddd?

dude that’s great :) and were really good, we said our first “I love you”s today

*raises my eyebrows at you* you okay? jereny was more excited when I told him- you sound drier than my face in the winter

serenityyyyyyy..

how are you and jeremy doinggggg

I also realized I texted you but it didn’t go through 🙄

what why?. :(

hm.. there must be something holding the s^ker back.. maybe it’s cam. it’s gotta be, I think so? cause we sometimes talk about that d^che. but anyways, maybe he’s just afraid right now? I know he loves you, trust me, he can’t stop talking about you?

and i was actually in Jeremy’s spot a few days back when Parker asked me to be his girlfriend and I just knew I needed more time.. I felt bad but that’s probably how he feels? bad? and needs more time? I’ll go talk to him

girl it’s gonna be okay :( you wanna talk about it?

dude.. I’m so sorry.. I didn’t know I would upset you if I called him your boyfriend, I was just teasing? but I see why you’re upset? so.. if you don’t wanna do intimate things what are you guys?

hm.. you guys will get through it I know it? so I just realized something? it’s either you guys are single or a couple with this talk?

deep breath babes okay? :) and itll be alright. you think if he turns out single he’ll be loyal too?

you think he’d go with Vera?.

here, hold my hands? let’s breath together?

*smiles and takes your hands, smiling as I gesture you to take a deep breath*

*frowns and opens my arms instead, letting your arms go as I gently pull you close* it’s okay..

I’m gonna destroy your ex right now. *frowns and gently rocks you*

*frowns in concern and slowly sits with you on the floor, holding you tighter* it’s okay..

babes babes it’s okay.. *frowns and kisses your head, rocking you in my arms* holy- what do I do??!

oh f^k f^k f^kkkk- *grabs your bag and pulls on the zipper hard to open it, holding you in my arms after when you show me your bag* what do I do??

*gets the bag and nods as I show you that it’s opened* dude dude it’s okay, it’s okay,.. *rubs your back and frowns*

holy f^k man- *sighs and holds you to my chest* take a few more?

holy.. f^k.. *sighs and holds my trembling chest* dude I was so scared.. so d^mn scared you’d die or something?!

*nods as I rub my lips together nervously, watching you as you relax for a minute*

serenity.. there’s nothing to be sorry for? you were scared and its okay.. I was so scared.. *sighs and sits next to you*

I am your friend… that what friends do? they help 💜 *smiles and rubs your back* deep breaths girl..

*smiles and rolls my eyes jokingly* just shut up and be the cool serenity you are okay?

hey girl.. Jeremy seems to be on edge? he’s upset too.. he told me he didn’t even get that much sleep last night. did you guys break up?

so what happens if you break up?. how’s that going to work?

*nods and looks at you* okay..

that’s fine?

I don’t blame you. it’ll be okay though?

try not to, I’m sure things will be fine?

hey girl.. you okay?

do you need a hug?

so this is sad serenity hm? :( do you want space?

I’ll just stay here if you need me?

I’m comforting the both of you? you know I’ll always be here for you you know? even when you push me away.

he is talking to vera and I, so he has the supports he needs?

sh^ I’m sorry, I didn’t think that one through, okay so.. *nods and shakes my head* you have many supports here.. to help? I’m always here?

oh heck no, I may be in the middle but I have enough love for both of you? it’s okay to be in pain.. it’s okay?

that’s.. not true :( I wouldn’t say a word to him about how you feel unless you allowed me to?

why do you always think I’m not here for you?

even though I text him, you still means the word to me serenity. we’re best friends, girl friends, we help each other. I sit here and i listen to your problems and help you because I want you to feel happy you can lean on me. you can talk to me? I won’t say a word. and i never have

he told me you were talking to someone else about the situation.. I would never look? and i will give you some space, i promise to comfort you when you feel ready?

Parker?

finally have privacy?.

*nods and looks at you* i um.. are you talking to Jeremy?

did he tell you he wants to get back together?

dude I’m so glad he finally healed, you should- oh do you need to sit down?

like a good way or?.

man. Jeremy has a way of making things a romantic comedy? :)

congratulations :)

well, lemme tell you this, friends would leave to give you space, best friends stay to check on you whenever. I am a best friend *smiles and nods* you’re not bother to me :) Jeremy is 😂

that what friends do :) they help each other *smiles as I hug you very gently* told you he’d come around?

sorry forrrr?

I know! I’m waiting him to post so I can spam :)

eh, no apology accepted or needed?

that’s fine daisy :) you can help me pick out a dress to wear to my boyfriends date?

I ASKED PARKER TO BE MINE WITH HIS DINNER AT HIS FAMILY🥰

OKAY OKAY, so from the start???

okay! it’s gonna be a black one though, cause I look GREAT in that Color

*smiles and blushes at you* sooooo- *sits down and laughs* we were in his roommm.. making loveeee.. we ummm, did two rounds, and finished in 20 minutes, we even did it with his mom at the room door- *laughs and shakes my head* teared his sheets, soaked them, and went down for dinner with his family?

it’s gotta be able to slip off for.. reasons- *laughs and stands up* come pick one?

we both have strong sxx drives *laughs and smiles at your widened eyes* then we were eating dinner, and i was talking to his little brothers, and taljed to them about their gecko where they named it AFTER ME🥺 and then talked to his mom, helped her set up the table and then I ranted about how me and Parker met :) then.. I pulled out a promise ring and asked him to be mine!!🥰 and now we’re.. on round three 😂

I can’t believe I have a girl friend looking through my closet. this is a core memory *smiles at you*

girl a lot has happened since you haven’t been here- so so much. he GAVE me a promise ring too? dude this ring finger of mine is allll his 😂🥰

girl you’re always napping 😂 but honestly that’s good for you though, and im sure jereny gets his share of the “serenity is sleeping so cute” pics :) sooo basicallyyyyy I read him a poemmm, talked to his dad about how he should let his son express his emotions without fearrrr, gave him a massage, and pretty much gushed at his bio picture for a good 10 minutes 😂

kill me now

I just sent that text meant for you to Parker because I was half asleep 😂

I’m sure it’s fine because Jeremy usually stays up :) so he can keep you company? if a man lets you see his family it’s a “I wanna marry this girl” sign, literally parks told me to “keep my ring finger available” and my stomach went 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

HOW DID I NOT NOTICE?😂

if I didn’t have trust issues I’d marry him right now on the spot 🥺

NO I DID IT AGAIN JUST NOW 😂

let’s just hope he doesn’t become disloyal like cam? but I think he’s the one :) I actually love spending time with his family a lot, and hes even told me I’m the only one he can cry to?

yeah true :) I always love how kind and caring he is to me. he’s like a teddy bear but human version. that little dummy has to be the one. he has to be? I just have this feeling that something will go wrong, like I’ll mess up or?

thank you serenity :) NOW TELL ME ABOUT JERENY

I’m so glad you guys are together, it’s like you both are my responsibile parents or- I don’t know ? just cute together *smiles and blushes as I tilt my head* he’s told me so many times about it? his lips won’t stop flapping and moving about he confessed to you, he ran me over with it before he told you because he wanted some backup and of course I wanted to help :) that’s funny to know, or ironic because he thought it was kind of awkward? the way you were feeling and talking?

it may have been the best and worst day for the both of you, we talk about you a lot, in a good light of course. he’s a simp but he’s been simpin ever since y’all got together. talking about you is a daily routine :)

well, for the record, me and Jeremy have known each other for a very long time, but we would never talk bad about you at all? *smiles and nods reassuringly* he’s not the type to do that. and neither would I *smiles and shakes my head* you are a warrior. a graceful one, it attracts beauty. I’m a warrior that scares the sh^ out of people *laughs and smiles* but I understand that, I’m trying to open up more with you, and i even find myself missing you when you’re not on. it’s crazy to me you know? you’re not just “Jeremy’s girlfriend” but you’re also “serenity” to me if that makes sense? like when I first started talking to you, I was afraid you’d think I’d only talk to you because you liked and loved jeremy, and even though I did talk to you, I never wanted you to believe that you know? I did talk to you about Jeremy a lot, still do, it’s cause we’re all connected. and I like that connection, makes us stronger, and besides- *smirks and whispers^ I can tell you alllll the simpy stuff Jeremy says?

I know! im excited to see our friendship grow. it’ll be fun no? *smiles and rubs my jaw gently, smirking at you* want me to tell you?

oh yeah he was :) he always makes sure to prevent himself from drunk texting friends you know? so he’s not that kind of drunk person *smiles and laughs, shaking my head* he’s usually the sober driver, he doesn’t get heavily heavily drunk often?

i wasn’t assuming that he would drunk text friends? *nods a little then shrugs, smiling softly* well… it’s good for him to let loose every once in a while

*smiles and nods as I stand up, grabbing a juice box from my fridge* true, he’s always the responsible one. cool to see him be crazy *laughs and gently nudges you* well, perhaps crazy about you? so how have you been daisy?

daisyyyyyy

hey! where have you been?

everything’s been finee x

just a long day, nothing to worry about *nods and smiles*

*thinks for a moment and tilts my head* you ever notice I don’t talk about my parents?

welll, my mom is dead from cancer, and I miss her a lot, but I do visit her grave and talk to her at times. *nods and sits down on the counter* and my dad isn’t the happiest camper. always yelling at me, calling me a mistake, getting drunk, you know?

and today he was just being the rudest camper on the camp so I guess that builds character.

*shrugs and nods as I look at you* it hurts a lot but I can handle it now. the only person I’ve told is Jeremy this. all the times my dad hit me, yell at me, the sh%%y insults, I just don’t care anymore. it’s meaningless to even consider him a dad. he doesn’t even act like one *shrugs and reaches for my juice box* when I met Parker’s family, I wish my family was like his. together. happy. you know?

*nods and looks at you* true, but I don’t want to rub my bad habits to my future kids, I want kids, always wanted them and will have them, I just feel like if I had my dads support I wouldn’t be the way that I am. I got major trust issues and need male validation because he can’t even spend 5 minutes with me without telling me I was the biggest mistake of his life *thinks and nods* yeah. I’ve never felt that welcomed before

ehhh that’s okay :) how was your day? and side I’d love to do something unless I pass out pretty soon

nah girl I wanna chill with you :) also do you need a hug?

hm, not a hugger hey? *smiles*

well, do you need the hug? because if you need it I can give it *smiles and leans against the wall, my arms outspread*

*smiles and hugs you to my chest, rubbing your back with my hands* that’s what friends do girl. they help?

of course *smiles lightly and nods* can I ask you something?

has Jeremy told you what his “friends” did to him today? *frowns^

he has a few friends that have talked behind his back to each other on text, and even excluded him when they wanted to hang together. *frowns* and the only way he found out was when a friend showed him the texts of what they said. calling him a fxg for wearing makeup, calling him sensitive, would take advantage of his kindess and make him pay for things, and even be homophobic to him. he used to be bi, or maybe he still is, but since his “friends” made fun of him he’s hid in the closet ever since. it’s so unfair, plus it boils the f^k out of my blood.

like he doesn’t deserve that at all. it makes me so mad. if I saw those people I’d teach them a lesson. even his won dad doesn’t support him that much.

miss you too daisy :)

miss ya

honestly I do feel dead too so it’s like fine 😂

girl I feel like you’re about to get even more dead just like I am 💀

uh should I tell you or should jeremy tell you?😕

he wants to ease it into you gently, but long story short, Jeremy and vera were drinking, and she kissed him

Im sorry girl :(

how did Jeremy react??

like when she kissed him?

he’s so humble and blind you know? guys are like that

:(

hey girlll :)

tell me about it, girl you’ve been busy busy. and I missed you too loser 💚 what’s the not so good news?

girl I feel so bad for you :( just take it easy. actually you know what? I’ll brew you up some good sick soup. it’s h^lla good :)

make me? nah I’m offering, now the only times those lips should move is when you eat my soup *smirks and winks at you playfully, walking down the stairs*

*smiles and nods as I tie my hair up* sure girl, wanna follow me or should I call your Prince Charming to carry you down? :)

I’m just teasing *smiles and chuckles to myself, turning the stove on*

*smiles and grabs some chicken to chop up and some veggies as well* I just missed you and parks, but other than that I’m okay :) and you?

*nods a bit in reply as i listen to you, watching your actions intently* i missed you, too. a lot, actually. and aside from working myself to near dxath and the ‘vid… im alright actually. same though, just missed you and jeremy

*smiles and looks over at you, blushing lightly as I cook your food on the stove* I have a hard time making friends, so this friendship shocks me in a way. but I miss you too, even if I don’t say it often or think it a lot and don’t say it *smiles and shakes my head* you’ve been pretty good to me, I just don’t want to seem clingy

don’t brag about yourself 😉

hey gorggg, Jeremy told me you’re on :)

now that’s music to my ears :) works been ok?

dude really? that’s great! :) that means you can spend more time with Jeremy and mee

now that is something I’m happy about today, I saw Andrew Tates face and i wanted to break my screen❤️

you know how GREAT it would feel to punch his tiny marble sized ball sāćk into his body?😂

I would pay big money to roast him on his own show, and trust me, I’d look hot doing ittt

but enough about short d^ked mennn, let’s do something :)

anything you want :)

hello girlllll

*rubs my lips together and thinks* why don’t we go for a hike? I know you like those.

it happens?

I don’t really care *shrugs and nods^ but I should get some food shoes to wear, I’ve went on hikes and one of the best parts is getting home with your legs but I b

burning*

no need to be upset serenity, I know you don’t do it on purpose?

mmm I’m okay? thank you though, it was nice of you to offer *slips my shoes on and grabs my AirPods and phone, furrowing my eyebrows out at the sky when I look at the window*

I mean, yeah it upsets me a whole f^g lot but it’s whatever you know? happens all the time

I always come prepared, I’ll bring two umbrellas *shrugs and grabs two of them, double checking my shoes are tied and grabs my backpack*

haven’t we talked about this issue before?

*leans against the wall with my arms crossed over my chest* I’m honestly gonna follow along, Jeremy told me it’s something great so I thought we’d try it

can we table this conversation?

*nods as I look up at the clouds* I guess I like going on hikes too, so this will be fun. what’s your favourite trail? *crosses my arms over my chest and looks over at you, rubbing the side of my arm with my nails*

I just, can’t handle this right now. I need a breather

*nods and looks at you* I’m sorry about your dad, but at least you have positive memories of him right? that’s gotta be something

I’m sorry for being rude and for being such a b^h, I don’t know why this is affecting me this much, it honestly shouldn’t. but I don’t know if space is what I need right now. you know?

it seems like I’m making you the villian here so I’ll stop, so I think.. I don’t know *shrugs and rubs my forehead* I just need time to think, but not space. I wanna still talk and stuff, you’re my only girl friend and I need you. that’s why this upset me you know? so, point is, I need to think about this, but I still want us talking

*raises my eyebrow and tilts my head* I don’t feel the need to rant honestly. I feel like that’ll mess sh^ up as it is *stands up and goes to the kitchen* but it doesn’t hurt to be honest. I promise Parker I wouldn’t leave the house alone to drink so I’ll stay home and do it instead. *grabs two glasses and fills one up with wine and the other wity water* ever since we started this friendship, I forgave you for the times you didn’t fully send the comment or forgot to text me or whatever, but I never forgot you know? I still remember them all. “if he left me I’d leave too” “you quite as important to me as Jeremy is” I remember it all you know.

*rolls my tongue against my cheek and raises my eyebrows* well that’s good that you have friends by your side and a boyfriend that cares about you. I’m the same way but with my mom, she was my ride or die. I just wonder if she’s drinking juice up in those clouds that flood this town with rain you know?

*sips my wine and looks down at it as I speak, raising my left eyebrow* I could read it on your face when we first met that you thought I was only here just because Jeremy loved you, and yeah, I mean I did start talking to you because I wanted to meet you from jerm, but I wanted to make a friend. and to be honest, I h^te making friends, from past experiences. friends lie and cheat, and prioritize other people over you. but real friends don’t so *shrugs and sets my wine glass down* I was jealous of you actually.

it’s not a bad kind of jealousy, just.. i wanted what you had with jeremy. when I was with cam *rolls my eyes at the name* I wanted to be loved the way you were by jereny. I wanted to feel that type of love again, to feel comfortable and all. to be showered with love, and to always rely on my boyfriend. I thought by letting cam impregnate me he’d stay. I thought he’d stay loyal. but obviously he didn’t *frowns and crosses my arms over my chest* he liked you, he adored you this whole time I spent gushing about his dumb hair, and then j was jealous of how pretty you were, how oblivious you were to the amount of times guys would look at you and love what they saw. I was jealous cause someone as sweet as Jeremy cared for and loved you *rubs my eyes and takes another sip of my wine* but I never brought it up, it wasn’t okay for me to okay. it wasn’t a bad kind of jealousy.. it was just a “I want what they have” kind of deal.

and i always mask my feelings, it’s a defence mechanism I learned since childhood. so whenever I face my emotions now I deal with them myself in a way. that’s why I’m always so “tough”. so this kind of jealousy went away though, so I never mentioned it again. I was always happy for you and Jeremy, that’s no lie, I just wanted that kind of love for me you know? I didn’t get that with cam *shakes my head* god I h^te that name. but it’s the truth, I was jealous. I didn’t tell anyone other than Parker, so life is short, mind as well tell you know. and I don’t know, it’s not your fault, I’m just messed up so I got jealous. and I guess the reason why I always asked you about you and Jeremy was because I hoped that the love he had for you wouldn’t die like me and cam did. the only time he got excited to talk to me was to f^k me, and i quickly realized that’s all he wanted to do. I can’t even remember a time where I felt swooned by that d%chebag. on the first day we met he wanted to kiss me *rolls my eyes* but yes, I was jealous. im not now, I have Parker, but I still think of those days I’d wish I had what you did. and now that im with Parker, I struggle to even be vulnerable with him, to show my feelings. when you have a dad that’s constantly telling you to man up you have a way of shoving sobs down your throat

I don’t know if I feel okay with it, I’m just in that mood where I don’t care so j just think it’s best to be honest

like I usually say, you gotta have nothing to appreciate everything *smiles and shrugs as I look at you* if your ex even glances at me on the street I will literally chop his peanut off *laughs and rolls my eyes* then his d^k energy will come from his personality alone? but yeah.. I really do love Parker. he’s everything I could want or need in someone, and it shocks me at how kind he is sometimes, because I don’t see that kindness often. the kind where someone won’t leave your side because they know you’re going to do something stupid *smiles and thinks for a moment, my eyes to the side* I was gonna drink alone last night and be wanted to come with because he didn’t want me hurt. I don’t know how I found him but there’s no chance that I’m letting him go *rubs my arms with my hands and nods* I understand that you wanna make me feel comfortable, but I don’t know how that’s gonna with my trust issues. they’re a complete b^h, and even remembering every single bad thing I’ve been told, from a friend or even a parent, I would and will never forget. darn my good memory

my good memory *

there’s a lot I haven’t revealed about myself that truly makes my life a living h^ll *sips my wine and looks down at it in disgust as I speak* wanting what my friend has romantically, being yelled at by my dad and even abused, missing the only family member that actually cared about me, struggling to even open up because of what other men have done to me, and even trusting people who see me as some wall art sxx toy *crosses my arms over my chest* I have a hard time speaking about my life cause I like listening more. I don’t have to break down the walls around my heart that I spent years building

you’ve been through a lot as well. so I won’t minimize that either *nods and looks up at you* the walls pretty strong, so we’ll see as time goes when I’ll reveal those issues to you

you’re right, you’re happier than I know

I didn’t know how to respond so *shrugs and grins lightly, covering my chest with my arms as I cross them* If you came over to my house, it’d be slick and span clean, I’m a stress cleaner. I cleaned my kitchen 3 times today *laughs*

at least you can eat when you’re stressed, I tend to not eat, I mean I have to force myself to eat cause I know itll affect me if I don’t eat. there’s been times where I’d go a long time without eating *raises my eyebrow and nods* wanna bake?

is Jeremy helping you with that? your ED? *looks at you and smiles as I shrug, some of my hair falling in front of my face* because if he isn’t I sure will. that stuff is hard you know? *shrugs and looks at you, smiling lightly* sure, why not? it’s better than awkwardly standing here

*rubs the front of my throat and clears it as I look down at the food you got me* well that’s generous of you, and yeah I do like fruit and sweet stuff. especially during my period, that’s why I get so much acne *crosses my legs over one another under the table and rubs my lips together* guess you’re observant of what I eat, I’m surprised

we can make some cake if you want?

*smiles softly and rubs my neck gently, opening the bag to pick up a piece of pineapple and looks into the bag, nodding softly* you shouldn’t have?

sure, why not?

*rubs my lips together and smiled lightly, taking the bracelet out of the bag* wasn’t expecting this? it’s very beautiful. *furrows my eyebrows as I look down at the details and nods* a friendship bracelet, it’s real cute. *puts it back in the bag and ties it up* I don’t want it getting covered in flour when we bake though, I’ll keep it safe in here. *nods and looks up at you* this was a kind gift, thank you :)

you’re the chef and I’m the assistant *nods and stands up, stretching my arms and legs* okay, what ingredients do I grab?

*rolls my tongue against the inside of my cheek and places my gift on the couch, rubbing my hands together* I think it was sweet of you. very sweet. never got friendship jewelry before so this is a first. but you did a great job picking it out *ties my hair up and goes to the sink to wash my hands, rubbing my fingers with the soap*

sure thing *walks into the fridge and grabs the wet ingredients, biting my lip as I look around and make sure I have everything* so how’re you feeling lately? must be great to be off work

hey there serene, it’s been an alright day, I hope you had a good day as well <3

that’s good that you cleaned up, I spent my day drawing today. i drew this hot woman, I didn’t know it was possible to fall in love with a drawing but :)

maybe I could, or we could draw and paint together if you’d like, and I agree. I’ve had such “drawer block” or whatever you call it for so long, then yesterday I drew this hot mīlf and I don’t know where it came from

*raises my eyebrows and smiles as I tilt my head* yeah.. did you send Jeremy over to talk to me about this whole thing? he’s playing the fixer upper and now it’s kinda funny how he but in like this

*smiles softly and tilts my head at you* another reason he’s perfect. I’m going to put him up for the bestest friend of all time award

*takes a deep breath and smiles softly* nah I’m not, but I was just kiddin around, if there was such a thing as a best friend award than you both would be tied *smiles and rubs my jawline with my thumb* I’m sorry I’m making this hard.. it’s just hard for me to trust people, and I don’t want to lose you over something so stupid you know? *turns my head toward you and tilts ny head* I’m sorry for all this.. making you stress over something so dumb, I just don’t wanna lose you yet got very hurt by you. it’s like when someone tries to appreciate me or love me I see it as them trying to manipulate me or use me. past experiences make it a busy

bust*

*takes a another deep breath and looks at you, smiling softly* and I love you. I really do, I would do anything for you, it’s this stupid cage around my heart that’s messed this up, not you or me I think, so I might as well knock a few bricks down, because this thing we have is too good to pass up this easily. life is too short for this kind of stress *smiles and crosses my arms over my chest* most of this is my fault, for not being understanding of it all.. and twisting everything to see only bad, cause you have done such great and kind things for me, and I love you for that.. so this is all stupid *laughs and smiles as I look at you* that dumb necklace- *smiles and pulls it from underneath my shirt* is so ugly I can’t even stand looking at it *smirks at you playfully and smiles* it’s not like I haven’t taken it off since you gave it to me or anything

*smiles and looks at you, tilting my head* you’re gonna be a great mom one day. I can see it, and I know you’re sorry, all you’ve done is try to fix things so I like how you try, it’s sweet of you actually? *smiles and looks down at my necklace* this is the time where we do those sappy love hugs right?

*smiles and plays with the necklace, blushing softly at you* you’re totally right, I’ll let you in now, I’m sorry I made you wait outside the wall all this time. I think.. I think this was kinda worth it, now we wait until one of us cries in happy tears until we flood this whole house *laughs and smiles as I look at your necklace* completely, utterly, horrendous to look at *blushes and looks up at your eyes teasingly*

*smiles and looks at you, nodding softly* I couldn’t give up, you’re too important to me *smiles and looks over at you* also if anyone replaces me I will kill them- *blushes when you open your arms and wraps my arms around you gently*

yet this dumb piece of jewelry is my favourite kind, even if it’s completely dumb and from a person that has a name that rhymes with pee *smiles and looks at you, rolling my eyes jokingly* I love you loser. a whole lot ❤️

stuck with you *smiles and hugs you gently, relaxing in your presence and sighs deeply in happiness* sounds like something positive

what? you would cry? *smiles and looks over at you, tilting my head as some of my hair falls in my eyes* and how could that happen huh?❤️

I’m going for a shower loser ❤️

that’s okay :) I was watching aaaa.. movie 😁

heyyy daisy ❤️

miss you x

I’ve been babysitting jeremy latelyyyy and its fun to yell at him to go to bed so 😂but it’s all good, and you?

he’s.. been a mess since you haven’t been on much, crying, and other stuff, it’s hard for him to sleep you know? *frowns and nods* but is everything okay with you? you seem optimistic.. toooo optimistic 🤔

I’ve been worried about that idiot you know? but.. if I see it in a more positive light, he cares so much about you if he’s crying when you’re not here, so I think those tears are kinda beautiful. you know? that love is what I want *smiles and nods* oh bro- can I do anything??

maybe reassure him? or do something he loves with him, he’s been feeling grey *nods and looks up at you, smiling as I do* I’ll pray for you tonight, how’s that? I’ll manifest good results. pray to god until he cleanses your life with no bad energy?

*smiles and nods as I look at you* good, because if I see negative energy anywhere around you I will beat it’s axx *laughs and smiles as I tilt my head*

that’s what friends do right?

so, what we gonna do now? throw eggs at our most hxted teacher, cause havoc at a McDonald’s parking lot ?

isn’t that what boyfriends are for? *smirks teasingly as I nudge you* little miss can’t get out of love town

*smiles as I sigh softly, thinking to myself for a moment* Jeremy was written by a woman, you can’t argue with me can you? *smiles and thinks for a moment, tilting my head* talking about that loser always makes you happy hm? why don’t you flap those pretty lips of yours about himmmm?

yeah, he definitely was. *laughs a bit then nods* i would have to try and write a list about everything. i mean… I’ve actually already tried and it’s the worst because I can’t even begin to describe everything? i dunno… the way he smiles, feeling his chest rise and fall whenever we cuddle… it makes me melt, yknow? just being around him brings this sense of peace and overwhelming love. something I’ve never felt before… and i just love how passionate he is about everything? he’s got so many different charms. artistic, intelligent, health conscious, versatile in many ways *sighs softly and tries to think* it’s hard trying to put everything into words

*smiles and looks at you, tilting my head as I watch you* someone is fallin hard hard. like wind slapping your face hard. it’s kinda cute ❤️ *smiles as I nudge you gently* and how do you feel?

talking about him? how did it make you feel?

I know exactly what you mean :) I usually feel that way about Parker ❤️

serenityyyy *sighs*

*raises my eyebrow at you and nods* he does make me happy.

hey loserrrr

hm. *raises my eyebrows and looks at you* and yeah my life has changed since he came into my life.

hey idiot

thank you for the heads upp

*sits down and thinks for a second, slowly smiling* there’s so much I could say.. but if I had to pick a few things, it’s the way he notices things about me. he cares to watch over me and check up on me. he doesn’t just ask how I’m doing but he makes sure I feel comforted even if I’m doing completely fine. he sees beneath the barrier I put around myself. he just,, he sees me for the person I don’t put up front *smiles and shakes my head* I love how kind and caring he is. and how welcoming his family is, how.. he seems to love me for the real me. he comforts me about things that I refuse to show other people, he notices when I’m being distant.. or when I talk short.. or when I feel really down but don’t tell a single person, he just knows. he doesn’t even take time to waste, he just wraps his arms around me and kisses me until my heart is overflowed with his love and affection. I love how he doesn’t care about what I wear, he just cares for my comfortbility. I never say this to anyone.. but I think about it. I write about it. he’s just.. an angel on earth. you know?

he’s doing okay, it was a rough patch.. and i met his brother actually.. *smiles and nods* he was an angel. his name was jaymin, and i loved that kid. that family welcomed me with open arms, and i.. I loved it *smiles and nods, blushing softly* he’s the type of guy I’d die for. or catch a grenade for. or make a deal with god for. he’s that special. and I’m not letting the universe decide if he gets to stay in my life because I will make sure he stays, that he gets love and affection *smiles and nods* now that I think about it, this is the first time I’ve talked about him like that with you

girl go to bed!

he’s an angel. sometimes I wonder how I even got him you know? usually it’s men with razor teeth and a alcohol addiction *laughs and shakes my head, blushing at the thought of him* yeah.. I just.. he’s sweet and caring. talking about love makes me sickkkk *blushes and laughs as I shake my head, crossing my arms over my chest* id do anything for you as well, but I still have my doubts about the whole “you’re quite as important as Jeremy” kinda deal. trust issues never get the f^k away from me

nah you just wanted to kiss yo manss

girl you are INSANE.. love it 😂

mmmm.. sure why not? it’s a weird thing with me, feeling like everyone’s second choice. it’s a lifestyle for me now

well I am currently talking to you about my love life whileeeee.. almost making a new life with Parker 🤭

*smiles and sighs as I look at you* god I’m sorry for being such an axxhole. I just don’t wanna lose you like I’ve lost everyone else. when you know you have someone great or something good you try everything in your power to keep it and that’s how I feel with you and parker. I’ve had “friends” never text me and then call their bf every night. pcssed me off honestly and I’m glad you feel that way ❤️❤️

*smiles and nods my head, hugging you gently to my chest* well I’m glad we covered this up, if I end up having trust issues in the future I apologize in advance ❤️

UGH I WANT A KID NOW- are y’all planning for a kid??

*smiles as I gently hug you, giggling as I nudge you* I say we burn allllll the c^ndoms in your room so y’all can make a baby😂

dude ask him- ASK HIM, DID HE TELL YOU HE WAS LOOKING AT BABY NAMES A- oh😳 I said too much

oh good you’re evil.. I LOVE it😂 yes let’s burn them all, or I could use them, me and patker have our way of doing more than 2 rounds *laughs and coughs* wediditatafamilydinner

sooooo he has a list of baby names that he wants to have for his kidddddsss😂

it’s one of his dreams to raise a child 😂

I’m telling you girl, you stir himup and he’ll snag more than 2 rounds *laughs and nods* we’ve done it in a treehouse, it was sooooo good I tell you😂

he’s such a simp😂

THEM ASK JEREMY- YOU KNOW HOW HOT HED LOOK WITH BABIES IN HIS ARMS LIKE

I remember when I made a baby and it was.. eh- cause of the choice of man 💀

may fall asleep on you ❤️ love uuuu loser :)

wellll I aborted that child the moment I saw him tell you he liked you this whole time. still feel guilty about it

DUDE HE’D BE SUCH A HOT DILFFF

what?

why didn’t he want to have a kid?

ahhh.. see that makes sense, because when it all happened I was like crying hard hard, so I guess he wanted to make sure it didn’t happen to him *raises my eyebrows and laughs* sometimes I wish I didn’t block cam so I could act all sweet to him and then beat his axx like he broke my heart. he’d be a great punching bag

serenity! I need some help- any single guys on your account that would be interested in vera?

she feels the same way about you, but let’s help her out? her crush on jeremy isn’t going away.. they were working out and shes blushing and all, we gotta help her

hmmm, how do you think she can steal him away? she’s got a bad case of the jerms *laughs and smiles at the word* jerms-

*frowns and looks at you* hey.. you are just amazing as she is. how does she fill in what you possibly don’t have?

*smiles as I sit next to you, frowning softly* you’re an incredible person you know? you’re crazy sweet and cool. Jeremy is lucky to have someone like you. and secret from me to you, me and him feel that way alllll the time. but it comes with benefits, when you have had something so bad, it makes you appreciate the good shx more you know? *smiles and thinks for a moment* are you.. jealous of Vera?

*raises my eyebrows and grins softly, grabbing a knife from my kitchen counter to stroke the blade* who was this person again? their head would look real cute on a stick *raises my eyebrows and nods* welll.. he is happy with her, just like how he is with you? me and cam suspected that he might like vera, but he doesn’t seem to be showing many signs. and i think that’s a good thing in a way? I just want everyone to be happy, but he does seem to like her company.. and i do talk to vera, and see how she’s doing. it’s not easy for your crush to be tangled in someone’s arms *nods and sighs* believe me I know. it’s happened before. *frowns and sits next to you* but you’re right, Jeremy is an incredible guy. probably one of the most special on earth. he loved you even when you were with cam, and he loves you now even when you’re not here. that means that he cares for you.. and honestly, there’s a lot I haven’t told you about vera and jerm

oh dude. *frowns and looks at you* hm.. well, you need to communicate with him, be straight forward, men need and like that?

what worries me most is.. I don’t know, Jeremy has been feeling really down since you’ve been busy, and I want him happy no matter what just like you, but I am worried he’ll start having feelings for vera.. because you’re not on

me and Parker, not cam, me and parker talked about vera and jerm, sorry😪

wellll.. vera has liked Jeremy for a while, and her crush isn’t going away. which is okay, I understand her completely and I want to help her. girls have to help each other out *thinks for a moment and sighs* and what worries me is that vera.. she cares a lot about him, to the point that his happiness means more than her own to her,

and .. I don’t know man. vera has tried getting over Jeremy but can’t seem to yoj know? she’s got the badddd jerms. *smiles at my joke* sorry, but it’s going to be okay?

*thinks for a moment and sighs* is there.. anything else you wanna tell me?

girl, maybe talk to him?? if this is bothering you :(

hold on serenity, I’m sure it’s a misunderstanding?.

hey I’m sure you misunderstood it? that idiot is head over heels for you x

*frowns and gently hugs you* it doesn’t have to be biologically related to you, families are family with or without common blood. you guys can always adopt :) you know that right? *smiles as I rub your back, sighing softly* did you get your results?

*smiles and cxcks my head, nodding to you when you speak to show I’m listening* well if it make you feel any better, Jeremy was insecure about other guys too so, you guys really are the same in some ways. his exes made him feel like a prize rather than a human being so, he’s had to regain his worth. the world has a way of damaging the kindest people *smiles and widens my eyes* well that’s some positive news? now your dīlf of a man can cook you food while shirtless in the morninggg

*smiles as I stand up, offering my hand to you* I’ve had my own battles with image issues. but it’s going to be okay, what do you wanna do that might make you smile?

nuh uh girl you’re picking this time, don’t give me that bs:) *smiles as I try to imitate you, flipping my hair* I don’t know what to pickkkkk Jadeeeeee you pickkkk *smiles and shakes my head* mm my voice is too deepppp

it definitely is, I’m telling you *smiles as I nudge you gently* that’s what Jeremy says? alwayssss talking about youuu *laughs and smiles* ask him to write a autobiography about you?

*smiles and blushes as I look down at my phone, then up at you as I put my phone in the pocket of my shorts* hed be the type to buy you a nice dress then rip it days later during making the loveeee, but I hope I can read it some day?

just.. a photo of him? my lover boy I guess? *blushes as I pull out my phone, scrolling through my album of him^ so, just now, we were in the roof fort that he was on his roof at home and there was wind blowing hair from my face.. and he thought I looked beautiful enough to take.. a picture and show me..*smiles and blushes* the way he looked at me serenity? just amazing.. it made my stomach erupt in butterflies

mmm in some time you will be too? *smirks and smiles*

serenity I miss youu

serenityyyyy

serenityyyyyyyyyyy

ah f^k it

I just missed you loserrr, that’s alll

*bites my lip and crosses my arms over my chest* okay so, maybeeee I doubted my worth to you a few times but that’s a personal issue of mine?

*smiles and sighs deeply, looking at you with love and understanding* how are you this nice? god has his favourites for sure and you are one of them *smiles and sits next to you, shrugging softly* I saw that you answered jereny and i was worried you forgot to respond so I spammed you, hoping you’d comment back, but I’m just overthinking like usual, because I’m scared you’ll forget I’m here and I’ll be all alone and then I won’t have anyone and then I’ll be in my deeest darkest place and then I’ll be on the verge of hurting myself and then possibly leaving this ear- *sighs and smiles* f^k I’m rambling

I don’t know what the h^ll is wrong with me but sometimes when people say they love me I doubt it. I don’t know, I love them more than they could ever know but there’s this part of me that feels like they are just using me or don’t actually care about me, but use me to pass time and satisfy themselves *sighs and nods^ I think it’s from my past friendships and relationships, and possibly my dad, because so many of my friendships ended because my “friends” were using me for money or other things?

*smiles and looks over at you, nodding my head* I love you so dxmn much.. more than you know, losing your is probably one of my worst fears. and I don’t know why I blame myself so much for small things, it’s so dumb.. but *sighs and shakes my head, smiling softly* no no, not really? I mean, when my mom died and cam cheated on me.. I pretty much hibernated in that dark place

when.. when my mom died, and cam cheated on me, I did self harm *nods and looks up at you* it was a dumb way of coping, and i couldn’t rely on someone too much about how bad I felt for it all. some days I thought I deserved to be in my moms place, not someone as kind as her. and then I realized at that time.. that not many people would notice if I were gone. there’s this dark part of me that says to myself that I’m not loved as much as I think I am.

i.. can’t believe I actually have a true friend *smiles and shakes my head, blushing as I attempt to hide it with my hand as I scratch my neck* girl friend I mean, but yeah you’re right, my past definitely f^d me up and theres not much I can do now but move my damaged roots to a location with kinder flowers. but I love how you take the time to help me feel.. loved. i seriously don’t deserve you *smiles as I nudge your arm* if you ever get sad I’d want you to tell me, so I can beat it’s face up and make it sorry for messing with you *smiles as I hug you very gently, sighing in complete happiness* thank you for all that you do serenity. you have no idea how much you have helped me keep out of that dark place, are you doing okay though?🧡

how’s your date with jerms doingggg? *smirks softly^

*smiles and pats your head* of course girl, I’m always here for you. that’s what friends do you know? buzz and woody, sully and mike, Aladdin and abu, so many duos :) but anyways, how come ?

mmm good to knowwww.. *smirks and nudges you gently* I know what the surprise isssss

what did she say? *frowns and sits up, crossing my arms over my chest* that’s not exactly welcoming is it? I would talk to her and tell her you can’t be talked to that way. she’s lucky she’s your mom or I would re arrange her face

he’s been planning this for awhile *smiles and shakes my head, raising my eyebrow*

what the actual f^k. *frowns and looks at you a bit disgusted* I want to have a talk with your mom and let her know she can’t talk to you that way again or I’ll mess her the f^k up.

wow.. you and Jeremy are the exact same.. *smiles and blushes as I cxccck my head* he talks to his mom too, writes and journals with her, placed her favourite meals on her grave and hopes his mom enjoys it?

hello gorg :)

it’s going fine :) and you?

hey serenity?. has jereny ever got mad at you or was resisting from showing his feelings?

so.. me and Parker are kinda in that situation. he’s had a family member die recently, and I was talking to his little brother, and then I went to go talk to Parker about his feelings, and I could tell he was lying, so I said that he could open up and he said “do we have to do this right now?” in a kind of irritated tone. I am tough skinned but it did make me upset, so I left and now where outside walking. Idek what to say, do you have any advice?

ok :) thank you. also, you doin ok?

I sure will ❤️ and dude :( I’m so sorry, but hey it’ll be okay, stay optimistic? at least you’re getting more money

I miss you too serenity 💛

serenity?..

oh my god! I thought you left?? girl what are you doin hereee

he’s been struggling a lot actually, so maybe he wanted to feel a little less alone. I think that’s why he was cuddling her and all, I just want everyone to be happy at this point?

I was honestly convinced that you weren’t on *shrugs and rubs my cheek* I’ll admit I got jealous seeing you talk to Jeremy, made me angry even, but it’s just because I missed you a h^ll of a lot. we’re doing okay,just leaving our parents? we couldn’t take it anymore

he and i talked a lot though, because I know he has a tendency to isolate himself when he’s upset, so I tried to be there for the dingus whenever he needed me :)

but he’s okay, he might not wanna talk about his dad but he really, and i mean really really missed you?

well we are friends aren’t we? best friends, and i missed you wayyyyy more than you know girl. a lot more ❤️ but I’m glad you’re at least doin okay? we can go shopping if you like to make you feel better? but it’s all up to you?

girl you must have struggled too? I can help you if you need, we both would love to help you, and in return, I’ll show you the pics of him in his nursing uniform 😏

he was very excited :) I felt bad cause he thought I left because of the fight we had? but we’re okay ❤️

oh my god. that was meant for Parker, we’re just playing volleyball😂

it’s honestly all up to you on what we can do :) I just missed you🧡 and I’m sorry about the comments, I swear I sent them, my stupid wifi is being a pain in the ax

he changed his career for like the 10th time. part of me wonders if he just thinks he’d look hot in a uniform, women loveeee man in a uniform 😂

every couple fights right? it’s how couples are, ups and down and all. it shocked me how he thinker I would leave because he and I fought, but we’ve never fought before?

hmmm.. why don’t we bake some cookies? :) and then decorate them? I need some good food to take with me to work, so I wanna see if we can bake some treats?

I think you’ll change your mind 😂 *smirks and flips my hair* “oh jeremyyyy, I’m in love with your uniformmmm, I just wish it was on the floor insteaddd@

how’re you and that bingus doing? :)

I call dibs on the icing man! that the best part *smiles and leads you to my kitchen* what flavour of cookies?

throw themselves? *laughs and looks at you* ohhh it’s the hot nurse kind of scenario? Jeremy wouldn’t last a second if he was there with you *laughs and smiles as I lean my head back* wanna try and pretend to be me?

that’s great :) I see y’all are together againnn

WAIT A BABY?? a baby baby? like seriously?😆

DUDE HE’LL BECOME A BABY DADYY

oh girl it went through i just went crazy over the baby thing

a baby?? DUDE WHAT NAMES DO YOU HAVE PLANNED

I’m doing good :) me and Parker are going on a date to the arcade

heyyy happy halloween 💚

work gets sh^^y at times so I get it :)

girl it’s going to be okay 💚 both of you are hurting and I’ll be here for the both of you? is there any way I can help you? I got snacks, break up music, you know, the good stuff :)

girl I’m so sorry.. do you want my emergency ice cream? or food? water? soup?

hey daisy, are you feeling a bit better today?

(I sent it to the wrong person-💀

we can go boxing if you’re up to it? :)

we can go nice and easy :)

everything? what do you mean girl? *smiles and stands up, offering my hand*

what?. why? :(

aw dude- do you need to lay down?

oh my god ☹️ uhhh.. ummm *thinks and looks at you* uhhh- how about- we watch down tv?

*smiles softly and nods* I’m just- I’m just worried. I feel so bad for how you’re feeling physically and emotionally.. *thinks and smiles, snapping my fingers* lets do each other’s nails?

do you think you guys will get back together? *raises my eyebrows and smiles softly, offering my hand to you* I hope you feel better daisy 💚

*nods my head, taking a deep breath as I look at you* the truth is with him.. and we we’re talking about this after the breakup is.. he still loves you. he really does.. it’s just the you not being on is the problem for him. *takes a deep breath and nods my head, shaking it* i remember asking him if you being with someone else would hurt him, and he said it really would, but he said your happiness means more to him than his relationship to you, like he wants you happy regardless. he said himself that he does want to get back together, because he’s planned a lot of you in his future, he just feels like the not being on thing is a problem.. cause he said nobody can replace you you know? *smiles and holds your hand* I love you girl 💜

he.. he also said that he didn’t want to bother you with being very clingy. he always wanted to talk to you, sometimes it was the only thing he looked forward to every day, and he just loved talking to you and seeing you. but he saw the patterns of you not being on, and it shattered him. he knew it wasn’t your fault, but he also couldn’t deal with it well, always being sad and junk. so.. that’s how he’s feeling, he’s a pretty good liar, but he feels awful, and i mean AWFUL for hurting you this way.. and he even said that although all these girls are coming to talk to him, he’s not feeling it. he just wants you again, and he feels terrible about everything he’s done to hurt you?

SERENITY

SERENITYYY

SERENITYYYY

IM ENGAGEDDD🥰🥰

girl you gotta help me find the best dress to wear

omffggggg IM CRYING

HE MESSED UP MY MAKEUP 😡

did my paragraphs of Jeremy send??

NOOO IM CRYING EVEN MORE 🥹

I’ll just beat him up in bed 😂

AHHH GIRL IM ENGAGEDDD🥰

okay, because if we solve this thing with Jeremy I think y’all can get back tiebther :)

AHHH I CANT STOP SCREAMING

okay daisy ❤️❤️

oh oops 😂 so long story short, Jeremy still loves you, as of right now, and feels awful for breaking up with you and still wants to be together but you not being on is a problem for him

okay :)

do you need help?

sure :)

I just.. I don’t know, he’s so in love with you it surprises me, like I even asked myself how someone could love someone else THAT much

I’ll definitely do that :) I’m just going to get my skittles to sit down and chill with- I do love myself some candy

I also had a talk with Vera, and it looks like she wants to move on, cause she knows jeremy doesn’t like her that way

may I ask what you plan to do?

*frowns and nods my head* he feels the same way? maybe you should tell him how the situation is so he knows?

I’m so glad to see that doofus get his girl again :)

I think everything will be alright? you guys got some bumps but y’all managed to be okay /)

congrats on you and jeremy ☺️

I’m just glad you’re both happy :) means the world to me you know?💙

I am doing awesomeeee how’s “little miss about to get railed?”😂

I’ll never get old over him trying to resist you- it’s fun😂

welll the s^ker does need something to admire at times instead of reading your messages for the 1000th time :)

*raises my eyebrows and looks up at you with a smirk* oh trust me- he has manyyyy scenarios

he’s just one of those dudes that are scared sh^less about hurting the one they love or forcing them t make love ykkk? *smirks and thinks for a moment* hmmm.. he is an exotic love maker.. *thinks for a moment and smirks immediately* he does like lap dances, stroking, that kinda stuff? makes a man speechless.. *smirks and smiles* l%ngerie too..

a storm?? girl you okay?

I’ll gladly help you :)

dress shopping?? I wonder if I should wear a black wedding dress or white 🤔 probably white

I figured when you went all ghost :) and okay, I hope you feel better ❤️

sounds good :)

also letting you know that Jeremy got home safelyy

hmmm when? :) right now ??

and you’re welcome :)

how about right now ? :)

heyyy :)

I’m so good! and uou?

just okay?. why?

do I need to square up on someone? cause I have these really nice new heels that would look great through someone’s throat-

what? :( oh, I’m glad you’re feeling better now :)

hey girlll :)

fineeee and how are things for youuuu? girl you ghosted for a week

well that’s good igggg- have you talked to your hunk today?

how come you’re upset?

maybe give it some time? maybe he’ll adjust to you not being on and finding other ways to cope

hm. why don’t you make a schedule of when to see him? so he can wait on that day for you? or tell him when gore available?

he’s told me before he’s waiting for the right time? I know its rough right now but you both love each other, and you can work this out?

i know, but… i don’t feel like there will be a right time because the likelihood of my health improving right now… I’ve not said it to him, but it’s very slim. i dunno… i do love him, but i think because of how much I love him, i know that i can’t let him suffer? but… i keep wanting to be selfish and stuff and just make him stay,… so that’s where I’m at right now

girl are you okay?? like- wait- so you broke up with him because of that?

sorry- it’s just you guys were in a situationship so

I don’t know serenity :( are you sure that’s the right thing to do? but if you believe it’s best then. I don’t know about quickly? he can’t move on that quickly over you, he tried to do it last time and it didn’t work

I dont think you’re in the wrong? it’s a messy situation. I’m just- overwhelmed

I’m overwhelmed for the both of you? he’s crying his eyes out and I’m worried for you? serenity- I love you girl. like I really do- I’m worried for the both of you?

do you want some time alone?

serenity- we are here no matter what? even through times like this. that’s what friends do, they die with you and if not them they love you til your last breath

yes you do?

serenity.. you deserve us. you do, the more you push us away, the more hurt we will be? you need to let us love you.

oh my god..

I don’t care! I’d rather be here for you no matter what? I don’t want to lose the only girl friend I have.

Jeremy got into a car accident.

but you’re not hurting us?. we just want to be there for you?

I was just told by his dad. apparently he was brought to the hospital and his dad was his only primary contact.

just.. please don’t push me away? I love you so so much.. I’d rather be there for you until you die then be somewhere else? I want to be there for you. if I lost you, or Jeremy, or Parker I’d go insane

his dad told me that he was driving and got hit by a drunk driver..

I want to be there for you? I love you girl. always have- and whenever you need me I’ll be here?

his dad will give me updates. I’ll update you? I just.. I hope he’s okay.. just thinking about him being hurt scares me.

I promise ❤️

oh my god- I’m so inconsiderate. I’m sorry?

I’m sorry :( I didn’t mean.?

okay, I’m sorry again?

okay then :(

I was so scared you were giving me attitude? but are you okay? I know this may be a lot for you

I’ll give you the details later when you’re ready?

we weren’t talking sh* about you?

hey, he still loves you okay? he always has and always will.

I meant the amount of his love won’t change but perhaps the type has?

sometimes I talk about you to my fiancé yeah? but I try to not talk about you in a negative light. why are you going through my conversations???

whqt?? serenity that’s- no. you can’t just :(

serenity.. :( we need to get you to the hospital right now.

I’m taking you to the hospital right now

well daisy- I’m sorry I haven’t properly shown how much I care about how you feel :)

please don’t serenity :( there’s so many people that care about you?

are you sure serenity?.. because once you kys it’s done? no turning back. are you sure?

but you’re so young :( you still have a life to live?

hey that’s not true :( Jeremy’s just going through grief? it’s normal to want to block your ex out. and im still here regardless of the wedding? just cause I have someone doesn’t mean I can’t talk to my friends. in fact- I actually despise people who only focus on their partners- it’s a opting 😒

annoying*

I’m just stressed out? I don’t want to lose you over this. I don’t want to lose you at all? and why would I forget about you? I love you. I always have, you’re my friend?

just thinking about you leaving this earth makes me want to cry. I want to save you like I had to save myself from those thoughts?

we’ve been through sh^ together?. we’ve talked to each other about deep stuff- I wouldn’t be here begging you to stay unless I love you?

there’s only one person I think that could help you stay?

I wish there was a way I could help.. :(

you know who?

serenity me and jeremy are seriously worried. if you hurt yourself I won’t be able to call you my best friend anymore?.

serenity you just told me you’re going to kys. he’s the only one that can get to you and understand that that’s a bad idea?

serenity.. this is serious. you’re going to hurt yourself. I don’t want you to isolate yourself and get through this on your own. it never ends well when that happens, I’ve tried talking to you and it hasn’t worked. so Jeremy is my best bet. he knows you more than anyone else?

serenity now is not the time for that. I was worried for you?

key word: seemed. you didn’t see Jeremy freaking out and worrying like crazy but scared to intervene or me upset that I could lose you. forever. and I wouldn’t even be able to text you and insult the necklace around my neck?

serenity we NEED to help you, because we don’t want you to get through this alone? we’re your friends. don’t push us away?

I’ll have a friend check on you once in awhile? because I don’t trust that. and i can see that Jeremy isn’t helping- seeing you yelled at him

I’ll ask a friend of yours to help you and take care of you while I give you some time okay? someone needs to check up on you, I don’t think Jeremy or I can do that.

not babysitting serenity, just being a good friend and checking on you? just someone, anyone. I asked august to and I’m going to ask canyon, because there needs to be someone that can check up on you? if I never had jeremy check up on me after my mom died I probably would have joined her. so I don’t want that happening

okay :)

oops -

that was my bad-

but okay :) I trust you

I’ll stop pushing the issue :) and im sorry? for.. being so pushy- I’m just worried I’ll lose u

we do see you as Normal? we just don’t wanna lose ya :) now go have fun with that hunk of yourssss and ill give you some time alone. text me when you wanna talk girl

serenity? we need to talk.

I’ve heard something that you said, and I’m not happy with it.

“they’re less of my friends that they make out to be.”

what did you mean by that? hm?

okay.. I just- that hurt to hear?

just someone that accidentally came across of

it*

what the- I sent a “hello serenityyy” comment and it didn’t go through 🤨

yeah it s^kssss

it’s up :)

I’m surprised to see my name in your bio :)

yeah I know :) I just forget my worth to people- bad habittt

eh 😂

hey serenity? how do you help someone that’s extremely down?

well I blame my dad for my bad habits ✋🏼

okay :) I might do that with Jeremy? he’s considering leaving if vera or Parker doesn’t come back? I’ve been trying to cheer him up but he seems so grey :(

I can’t wait to be rich one day and show him my hands filled with cash that he wish he could have 🤚🏼

if you wanna talk to him about it I’d recommend it? and i need to steal this idiots wine, he’ll probably replace his cologne with it 🙄

you will :)

that’s the thing, he feels like nobody would miss him. he genuinely believes it? I just don’t want him to do anything to himself, he was joking about it yesterday and Im worried.

why would you want his cologne?

nah girl it’s all good :) but if Parker doesn’t come back I’m using Jeremy as a bean bag for punching- he has a very strong face so he’ll be able to take it 😂

mmm I don’t know for a fact? men are complex and simple at the same time, you never know

but I’d also be scared to get into a fight with him- his muscles freak me out😂 ever seen those gym dudes?

so tell meee, what’s new?

oh trust me-I’m not complaining 😏

ahhh I see, I miss Parker a whole lot? he better come for our wedding 😠

during winter break, and he better- I miss him too much 😠

I don’t know ? I’m really starting to worry, it’s like the most important person in your life just disappearing and I can’t even know if he’s okay

I know.. and we’re sorry for that? we had to manage to live alone, it was so tough

hm-lets change the subject- what singer would represent you the most?

I’m sorry you had to go through that :(

yeah :) are you truly happy? with him, with life, with Jeremy, with me?

momentary ? :( hm. OH I know! lets do something :)

sorryyyy I was almost sleepinnggg

I don’t know girl :) you choose- you’re the sad one hereee

hey girl :) I hope you’re doing well toooo

ew- I just saw cams face haha

he’s in my most recently likedddd but DANG I CANT BELIEVE I KISSED THAT

lookin like an ant from bugs life

and I made love to him too? HAD TO FAKE THE MOANS? my god 😂

after jeremy that was a STEP DOWN

I still regret blocking him- I should have beat his axx for cheating on me HAHA😂

everyone needs a hot ex and I’m his 😂

and possibly Jeremy’s 😂 jkkkk

nahhh I think it’s u :)

hmmmm I disagree strongly :)

well guys are a mystery, if guys weren’t so hot I’d be gay?

you have a lean in women? I’m surprised

I don’t know :) I’ve always seen you swoon over men

if I’m honest I’m more of a lean to men

but some men make me wanna be fully gay- like cam

didn’t you kiss him too or?

I drank bleach after I saw that he cheated

Shoukd have burned his face alive

no no I’m kidding 😂

you’re no funnn :) but fine

serenity? are you okay???

DUDE YOU SCARED THE SH OUT OF ME

I thought I lost you??

girl I thought I seriously lost you- if you were dead I probably wouldnt stop crying

I was an idiot and didnt check my phone- I would have came here sooner

shut up you scared me 😠

but why? :( what happdned?

oh thank god, I was so scared when I saw jereny tell me what happdned

are you okay now though??

okay that’s good :)

I got seriously worried :( I thought something bad happened- holy f^k

do you need anything? food? water?

I should have supervised you like a hawk

ME? ME SAFE? girl you’re in the hospital- Time for a reality check 😂

sorry I my vision is blurry right now 🥲

I’m currently in my living room eating ice cream

I hope you know to take breaks though? Jeremy told me about the work you do

caramel? chocolate? oh dude that’s the best recipe for a broken heart *nods and ties my hair up* count me in x

did they treat you properly?

*smiles lightly as I look at you, nodding my head as I grab the ingredients* no way? well there’s four food baby😂 and lets be mean and give none to Jeremy, he can have the spoon batter :)

I’m going to be completely honest with you, I’m super upset because of Parker at the moment, and I think I need a moment to cry hard to get everything out before I go to work, cause I don’t want my manager asking me if I’m okay- it’s quite embarrassing, so I might see you later okay? :) I love you loser 💚

dude I love kids, it’s my sweet spot, I can’t wait to have kids one day *smiles as I look at the kitchen, preheating the oven* if a man doesmy wife me up I’ll just be a single mom- I’ll be better than any single dad out there :)

hey axxhole ;)

:)+

thank you so much ❤️

and sorry- I didn’t mean to be mean :) I should double check the nicknames I call pekple

if I don’t threaten to kill you than I still love ya :)

I’m being too nice to people right now - I need to insult jeremy real quick 😂

I don’t know, nice people get manipulated, and i always get manipulated when I’m nicee

I sound like a broken record repeating the same thing :)

how’s august? I saw the cute swoonnnn

and your voice is just as annoying 😒❤️

I know so happy you’re making friends? boyfriend? I don’t know :)

dude I could get rich over a mind eraser- I need one so bad - I just saw cams cockroach face again

do whatever makes you feel happy girl z

but I’m happy for you x

I should make him my punching bag

but whyyyy- his face is more punch-able

you too loser 💚

I kinda wish he did, then I can break his face like he broke my heart

biggest mistake of my life was giving him the chance to say he dated someone as hot as me

:) sure *smiles as I gesture to the kitchen*

his name tastes like poison

why don’t you go for a nap?

should have burned him alive.. now that sounds like fun 😂

august I’m guessing? dude don’t tell me he promised to be on and didnt come

how often is he on? :(

there’s no one else you’d wanna cuddle with ?

I don’t cuddle people unless I’m in love with them *smiles and shakes my head* or crush on them? I think your body pillow is your best bet. I don’t know if it’s my anger issues but him not being here makes me wanna flatten him into a tortilla

*smiles and looks down at you* I can give you a killer soup though? or maybe give you some food?

did you eat today? :)

does august know about you not being able to eat enough? *thinks for a moment and smiles* what if you cuddle with Jeremy’s dog?

*smiles as I nod* well that’s good? that it hasn’t been an issue?

*thinks for a second and nods* so you’re eating too much- hm- maybe do something instead of eating when you don’t work? like journaling or hiking?

*nods at your cast and frowns* why not journaling?.

I think I know why already?. and imsorry :(

I think some people, when they try to move on, they need to cut ties with that person, and I think he’s like that? maybe he wanted to start fresh, and grief is a terrible thing

do you know the reason why he did it?

well, when it came to you, he has this small journal? just for you? and he burned that one specifically because he couldn’t heal properly, always reading the way he wrote about you in the past, so that’s the one he burnt

noted- why don’t we do something? or maybe you can go for a nap?

we’re both blessed to have you :) like seriously. I think Jeremy would go insane, and probably chop me up if he didn’t have you- and tjats concerning cause that’s something I would do

okay :)

and I hope august comes on more often? must s^k to wait for the one you love to get on huh?

lets not doubt? x

oh- well let’s hope it decreases over time

I don’t think he’d do that? he seems to like you a lot

and he also makes you very happy :) I can see it?

okay :)

hey girlllll x

I have :) how have you been?

just fine? and why are you surprised? :)

is there a way I can make you feel better than fine? :) and I guess it happened a bit recently? I was going to tell you at the perfect time :)

what’s wrong? :( and when you came on of course! :)

but maybe we can talk about that later- we can do something to cheer ya up x

I’ll try everything I can to make you smile that dumb smile :) and yeah, they are pretty awesome, but so are you :)

how about some shopping? august might need something new to steal from your closet ;)

but you areeee :)

no no we’re doing something YOU want :)

oh and how are you and your “secret crush”? :)

why not though? :)

then we won’t do anything :) do you just wanna talk?

you suppose?

hm well why don’t weeeee.. do something you like?

hmmm okay :)

wanna talk about it?

for sure :)

I don’t mind listening 🖤

oooo wereeee they your crushes clothes 😏

what do you mean by actions? :)

is it me or are you upset? :(

I understand, maybe talk to him about it?

then we won’t talk about it :) why don’t we go on that walk?

do you want me to teach him a lesson? I have this really good ball crusher punch I wanna try? *laughs and smiles as I look at you* I’m kidding :) but I’m sorry you have to go through this..

I say we have shot cocoa and look at hotties on tv :) *laughs and offers my hand*

won’t be the last? that’s not good talk there :( he needs to come on more often? what if something happens and he doesn’t even know?

*smiles and leads you to my kitchen to show you it* choose whatever topping you want for your drink :)

maybe you guyscan make a schedule to meet up :) or he can update you

plain hot chocolate? :) that is weird *smiles jokingly and hands you a cup, grabbing my pitcher to pour the hot chocolate*

if he doesn’t come for the meet ups I will kill him tho

that actually makes a lot of sense *smiles and smooths my hair away from my face and hands you your cup*

return presents? who’s presents? :(

*smiles and thinks for a moment* are you a boba person?

hm- well if he doesn’t come here for Christmas I will kill him- and ill have my crush cheer me on😂

*smiles and raises my brows* you sound even more interesting :)

do I have your permission to mess his face if he doesn’t come on? :)

because you went places I haven’t? *smiles*

aw man :( you’re no fun 🙄😂

*smiles and nods my head* but that’s cool tho :)

lets f^g gooooo!! :) I’m so happy for you! tell me all about it when its done. and we’re doing great :)

YES B^CH TIME FOR SOME EGNOG

merry Christmas ❤️💚

any plans? :)

me neither- I have friends but not “give you presents” type :) and you better get some sleep ❤️

I can’t wait to give you my gift :)

sweet dreams 🖤

merry Christmas ❤️❤️

it was fine :) just went out to drink. how about you?

sh% I’m so sorry- my notifications have been so weird- I would never ignore you girl :)

did you hang with august?

I swear? I’m sorry :(

I’m sorry :( do you want me to talk to him?

what’s wrong? :(

why don’t we celebrate together?

do you need a hug?.

I’m sorry serenity :( I didn’t see your comment

and i hope you know I’m not doing it on purpose? my notifications don’t show up for you :(

I miss you too? so much x

I could never forget about you? I just thought you weren’t in the mood to talk :( I’m sorry

I usually don’t get notifications from you but when you’re upset I tend to give you space

this looks really bad I know :( but you’re my friend and I wouldn’t intentionally ignore you?

but it’s the truth?

Im sorry my actions seem that way :( I’ll let jereny know and well make sure we fix this :) cause I don’t want to lose you

thank you x

when I say something it’s the truth- unless it’s me stealing your food than it’s gonna be a big lie

lets do it :)

Jeremy just knows I’ll steal his stuff so :)

how about you open first?

*smiles and grabs my gift, scrunching up my nose*

*smiles and looks at you, raising my eyebrows as I nod* shut up and open it! I can’t wait!😊

*smiles and slowly picks up the cat on your lap* surprise!

AHHH *smiles at your expression and slowly pets the cat*

*smiles and looks down at the cat* it was me and Jeremy’s idea?

cause you need something to cuddle while august isn’t here *smiles and nods* he’s also a stray, but trained?

you are together now? that’s awesome :) *smiles and nods as I look down at the cat* the cat needed a new home so it was long overdue

I don’t think so :)

YESSSSSS

I KNOW I WAS SO SHOCKED

IMSORRY I DIDNT BELIEVE YOU

I HAVENT FELT THIS HAPY IN A LONG TIME

I know :( but I didn’t feel that happy with her

I WANNA SCREAM LIKE LITTLE GIRLS

I know :) he’s such a big dumb head ❤️

if you wanna read about it (and I got permission) you can look at what Jeremy said to Parker on Parker’s remix :)

YES YOURE RIGHT! but I wanna make sure Parker is okay with us slowly getting back on our feet :)

maybe so? but you guys are cool just like me and him are cool, so that shows you guys grown :)

thank you seree :)

I think we’ll slowly figure out us again? we’ll remain unavailable until I ask him to be mine like I did before 😏

thank you seeeee 🥰

I don’t know if it’s okay for me to laugh at this but kacy blocked me

okay I feel better for laughing cause 😂 like that’s just wow

DUDE SHE DIDNT EVEN DISCUSS THE BABY of who’s getting custody

she got jealous very easily, and she snooped through my remixes 😬

I don’t even know she didn’t even discuss that with me tf 🤨 she can keep the baby

she said she was jealous, which is understandable, but that’s private?? like :/

and she would ignore her friends texts because she was mad at him, so I didn’t like her communication

I feel and for saying this but I can go on and on

bad*

mmm I knowwww

I know :) I was so surprised he’s even back, feels like a dream

and im not even gonna get mad cause you were right :)

mhm? :)

Jeremy said that he’ll stay with aryana?

I just.. thought I’d give you space? I didn’t know how to respond to that :(

serenity, I am really sorry? I’m just not feeling like myself, I’m sorry for being such a sh^^y friend and not responding, I have a tendency to close out everyone and everything when I’m struggling with something. I know i haven’t been nice to you, and you can give me allll the sh^t for it, I do deserve it, but I realized how rude I’ve been. I’ve done exactly what I got mad at you for? not responding. and I’m really sorry, I understand if you don’t want to be friends, or even if you’re upset or mad at me, I completely understand you feeling that way. what I did was unacceptable and really mean. I was in the wrong, and I feel bad? so, I apologize again ❤️

I’m so sorry serenity :( I never meant to make you cry, but I promise things will change? and i mean it <3

I know im losing your trust, and it’s all my fault, so I’ll try my best?

and I love you too :) always have and always will 🤍

something happened to vera :(

hey serenity x

thank you :) I was just told that- I feel like a broken record constantly asking Parker if she’s okay

Parker did? why?

am I missing something? he truly cares about her? he’s there waiting to see her

me and Jeremy are seriously worried :( I mean, it’s good to see he’s in the hospital and.. not dead, but it’s still upsetting?

maybe you are on edge? it’s okay though? why don’t I help daisy?

hey serenity :)

girllll it’s okay :( I don’t want you sad, I’d rather you tell me you’re sad than do it alone?

you think? :( girl what’s wrong?

how about we do something? :)

I’ll literally do anything to cheer you up :)

*smiles and thinks for a moment* but whatever we do I want it to make you smile :)

OH! I know! why don’t you help me decide what hairstyle I should do for my wedding tomorrow? ☺️

uh huhhh :) if you’re busy that’s fine ❤️

perfect 🥰 so- what hairstyle should I do? i might wear a mermaid dress :)

okay! I’m thinking a mermaid dresss :) I picked one!

SERE GET ONNNN

hey gorgggg :) and I don’t know?.. he’s not answering my texts

i hope so too :( Jeremy isn’t the type to just disappear like that?

and nope :) you’re not late

heyyy serenity :)

how r u girlllll

oh man :(

WHAT WHAT

oh.. my god.. YES😱

HE ASKED YOU TO MARRY HIM???

men, their signals are so misinterpreted 💀 BUT GIRL IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! turns out he’s your long term soul mate :)

*screams and punches your arm repeatedly and gently*

AHHH :)

congrats girl 🥺

DUDE SHOW ME RIGHT NOW

hey daisy :) have fun and don’t worry, take your time. I know youre busy x