"okay I was just listening to that about 50 times and thinking of you."

jamminjules

"okay I was just listening to that about 50 times and thinking of you."


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love you, pretty girl
love you, handsome boy
I saw one of the things in your likes and got inspired for your birthday present
what? :))
omg no way
are you going to write?!
maybe a little :)
baby aw ❤️
we'll see, I'll see how much I can do
but I do want to do something nice for your bday
hey, don't you worry, do what you can. you don't even have to do anything for me, I'm just happy to have you.
I know you do, but you're enough as is.
did you do something to Jake
no, nothing. we were fine last he responded.
have you heard from him at all today? Kaylah said he hasn't responded to anyone.
do you know what's going on, Andy?
he hasn't responded to anyone
shît
no
I thought he'd at last talk to you if he wasn't going to text anyone
idk what's going on, I figured you and him were brawling and he was upset
he was fine all week yo
no, we've been fine, everything's been good on all sides apparently
yea
he's probably just not wanting to talk
he was perfectly fine last night and then his mood totally flopped and he said he felt bad and hasn't said anything to me since like 5 am my time
but to like anyone? what happened?
Ali's not talking either?
did you say anything
no one and no she isn't
no, everything was legit cool, and I'd own up to any shît I could've said, but nothing was said
damñ, this is insane
well idk what the fûck it could be then
but like in response to him saying he felt bad, I just asked what was going on and he said he'd try to talk later
me neither
something go down with Ashley or the girls last minute?
Jesus
i don't think so, no
god. but something obvs happened before they left bc he was in a shîtty mood, but Kay said him and Ali were chill last she saw them, so he's just hiding out ok his feelings as usual
*on
but then to go under the radar?
no it isn't Ali, they were unnaturally good on each other this week
yeah but nothing happened
yeah I know, but idk why neither of them won't pick up
maybe they're together
well Jake's phone is shît to begin with but she's not picking up at all either
maybe, apparently they're back in SF
that's true and maybe hers is dead?
I meant like having sęx
maybe she got him drunk fr
yeah I know
not the greatest thing I'd like to imagine though
oh shît I thought you said she was dead and I just dåmn near died, but yeah probably
I trust Jake, though
I thought you and him dumped it off
I thought about that possibly of her doing that 😬
they're back? who said? he never told me he was back
wait I thought you dumped it off.
Kaylah said their friend meg texted her?? like meg never saw them come back, she just got a text from one of them
yeah sort of
that isn't what Meg told ME
what'd she say?
and okay so you and him are still going strong and once again I'm being lied to, got it
it's not like that, Andy
she told me she doesn't know and she hopes they get there soon lol
what's it like
things are complicated, you can't just throw someone out of your life.
gotcha
I know you're never going to like me, but please don't take it out on jake
look, he's tired of this
so no one knows if they even got BACK
I'm well aware. I know how he feels, you don't have to tell me
exactly, no contact whatsoever I guess
no, you don't know because he's too nice a guy to tell you
yeah Andy, yep
oh well, this is probably just them doing their thing and skipping out on the world
yeah, no biggie
i just want to know if you broke up w him or not
no need to be sarcastic
so if I don't know and he won't say, how about you do us all a favor and tell me
if you're gonna be sarcastic, we don't even need to talk and you can wait on Jake until he chooses (if he chooses) to ever come back on this godforsaken app
he did and we never got officially back together or whatever but it sort've reversed itself
fine, sorry. we can talk. I just wanna know
well don't you know he's sick and tired of fûcking someone and doing things w someone with asterisks
riveting
I don't even know what to say to you
listen, I know as much as you do
I really don't. I mean I get it, I feel the same. but I love him and he's made it seem he feels the same
how about sorry, for taking my boy and turning him into a mess
I haven't heard from his mom yet, it wasn't actually her car but if she comes home I'll let you know Julia
I am sorry Andy! I'm so göddámńéd sorry about everything, okay?
Andy, stop, okay?
thanks Kaylah
maybe he killed himself
because that's what he's been about lately
you stay out of it, do you understand?
w tf Andy
been about lately? wth
Andy!
did you know he's basically been contemplating suicide for the last couple weeks?
don't say that shït
god no
and you, Kay, are you going to tell me Jake was the Jake he is today about two years ago?
he may do it for himself, but I know how selfless he is and he's NEVER do that to Cam and Ave
Andy, don't say that
people change, babe
stop it, okay? stop.
we shouldn't have let them go alone
we shouldn't have let them go, not while he was SAD like that
he wouldn't do it Andy
jake wouldn't do that
people change? not for the WORSE, not him
julia
do you even know him
stop it
do I even know him?! not like YOU OBVIOUSLY. but I know enough that there's no way in hełł he'd do that.
he didn't kill himself, Andy
Kaylah, stop
you being part of this relationship is just shoving a gun to his head
I wanted to like you. Jake hoped you'd like me and that I'd like you.
what if he was forced to, huh? you being around erases every hope of his future
he wanted you to be proud of him
but now you hate me? fine! he'd never be with you if I didn't like you.
and accept him for HIM instead of any other version you created for him. he looks up to you and thinks he has to fit YOUR standard of right and wrong.
I never said that, I actually don't hate you. I still want to like you. it's just really hard when you hurt someone in return for being hurt.
so you like me? funny
he doesn't have to fit any standard. he's my boy and that's it no matter what but this isn't HELPING him
I can physically see how it exhausts the living balls out of my boy
you know what Andy, have a wonderful evening. I'm sure you wouldn't want to waste your time at home talking to some monster, right?
I know you think I'm an åss, don't dodge around it. and when did I say that?
so what're you saying? that I made him that way?
that I made him want to do this to himself?
please please stop.
andy they broke up, she's not even doing anything
nah, that wouldn't be fair of me.
no, I didn't say that.
no Andy
think about the logic
think about how little of a future he has because he's apparently pledged to marry you
what if he did it
yeah chill, I know you don't like me
he didn't kill himself, he got in an accident
he and Al
wait what?
what? pledged to marry me?
wait he did, Kaylah???
are they okay?!!
everything okay?
yeah i don't know anything at this point, I'm sorry
I don't know if they're okay
I was just informed
so he could be dead
and she
she could too
who told you?
yeah, Andy
my stepdad
oh my god no
he just left
andy
I think I'm going to pass out
it's gonna be fine
both you guys, it's gonna be fine
I can't stop sobbing, they have to be okay
it's Jake, we can't get rid of him if we tried
they have to be okay. they have to be fine.
and Ali's going to be fine too. she has a great life ahead of her. okay Kay?
I'm going to fûcking pass out
both of them have to be okay right?
we don't even KNOW that, Andy! everyone just left, everyone's gone
I don't know, my stepdad was crying
is she dead? is she dead? I don't know if she died
oh my god. how long did no one know? how long could they have been needing help?
oh my god no please no
not ali or jake
I don't know I
i don't know
oh my god
I don't know if they're alive or dead or hurt
please
Julia I don't know what's going on
everyone just LEFT
I'm so sorry
is Andy going to see them?
I'm gonna pass out
I can't breath, Kaylah. it has to be okay
i don't know where any is he isn't responding
he has to help them, somebody has to take care of them
I'm so sorry
they're in the hospital
idk how long or why or what's going on but whatever happens happens
oh god help them
please let them be okay