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~ Softball quote

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hey. I think I might’ve just lost my closest friend

we’ve been really distant the past few months. I think he just wants to quit talking to me

yah. I met him in October. he’s my ex boyfriend/closest friend’s best friend if that makes sense. they’ve basically brothers 😂 they moved from Texas together. their families are really close

but he’s helped me through the breakup and everything else. he just doesn’t care about me anymore

Isaias- my ex / closest friend I’ve ever had. David- my closest friend now. David helped me get through the breakup and other stuff. David and Isaias are best friends

lots of signs of not wanting to talk. he leaves me on read all the time. we used to talk constantly. now we barely talk more then 3 times each day. yesterday we didn’t talk once. and I start every conversation

I broke up with Isaias in February. we got closer after that. I really just hate seeing everyone leave. he’s the only friend who hasn’t left me at some point. I don’t want him to. but it’s hurting me more knowing he doesn’t care

I’m talking to him about it now

“umm welp it’s not that i don’t wan talk to u it’s jus that u always complain about things that u should’ve be complaining bout like u have it better than most of all people and like when i try and help u out it’s like u don’t wan help”

he doesn’t really open up to me. he kinda used to but that was back 3 months ago. he stopped talking to me as much after he broke up with Melany. I helped with that mess. we were so much closer then. one of the nights he and Melany were fighting I called him until 4:30am trying to work things out. I had to get up for work at 6:15. worst work day of my life.. but we were a lot closer then. I think his new gf changed him. I didn’t like her she wasn’t the best influence on him. but whatever he didn’t listen. I made him mad when I told him why they shouldn’t be together. it hasn’t been the same between us since all that

😂 I have this uh strange obsession with PIGS Idek why

we’re still going to talk. I was actually going to take him with me and my family to the pumpkin patch 😂 so we’ll see how everything works out

I just realized that I’m like constantly apologizing.. is that really bad?

in general. mostly to Melany David and Isaias. well Isaias not much anymore. the whole thing with Isaias is messed up

I say sorry for being annoying

except I am and I know I am

I disagree. I’m very annoying

we’re good now 😂😂😂😂 we’re back to how we were a few weeks ago. but no I’m like over the top annoying sometimes. and yes he does care. no matter what I do or how annoying or needy I’ve gotten, he’s never left my side. he’s there to help me through anything. I’ve missed the old him a lot but everything’s turning out okay now

gosh I love him (as a friend and only a friend 😂) he’s really funny and everything. we’re joking around now. it’s like none of that even happened

actually in about March or April I had a huge crush on him. I said something like “what if I told you I liked you” he freaked out and called me crazy. when I get turned down by a guy it usually hurts quite a bit bc I take it personally, but with him I died laughing. I have one of my favorite texts from him. I can post it and let you see it

he teases me all the time and we jokingly call each other names 😂

I should probably head to bed. I got no sleep last night

ha I was on Pinterest all night yesterday gn! if I don’t get time tomorrow morning, have a good day tomorrow!!

thanks sister! It took me forever but it was worth it😂🍁🍂💡

good morning

I should stay home 😂