mood

i actually have blonde hair and blue eyes

@ the demon comment, god that’s the dream

i want my dbf and my pretty kitty to both sit on my lap

also it wouldn’t let me say ‘míłf’ on a post and im so fùčkíñg angry

im done with my spam for now

wait no im not

actually i am lol

anyways make sure to look back thru the posts bab bc I mentioned u in a few of em

one of those photos inspired a deep feeling in me that i haven’t felt elsewhere: that of wanting to be dragged around by my domme dryad míłf wife in a cottage and being made into like a lil househusband or whatever

sorry to pour my kįñkÿ śhît all over this comment section but god u know im a bottom and just the thought of being made to like cook in an apron or smthn while she watches me: THE DREAM

honestly the lesbians made thor pretty

their influence!

im listening to homewrecker by marina and honestly this song invented my personality

im glad i have assessed ur fashion sense so well

i feel that

honestly how could i even know that im a bottom im literally a virgin but in most senses, i am very much a bottom

i so füčkïñg feel that !!! i just want support from a beautiful woman

or a beautiful man honestly i have no füćkíng clue

safe creeks r so blessed !!!

i just wanna bathe in them they’re so pretty !!

that is The Dream holy šhīt

lakes r kind of gross just bc there r normally a lot of ppl in them so it’s rlly muddy and kind of gross

idk why i repeated ‘kind of gross’ there i have adhd brain

but they can be nice too

well yeah. it sucks having what would be pretty good memories tainted by people like that.

i have a lot of childhood memories that are just soured by the fact that my dad was like acting crazy in them

well that’s good, it’s pretty hard to deal with abusive people where they’re in that kind of situation

like being around family or at some kind of like family event or whatever

yeah ik

that’s rough

i can relate to that i suppose. and i’m not giving any particular reflection on parenting in general but a lot of the time, i’ve learned like very simple little facts of life (not necessarily good ones) while adults in my life were talking in the same room as me

and they’re, again, as i said before, not necessarily good things for me to know at that age but it just seems inevitable that these would be realized, maybe not in this way, but in another idk if that makes sense ??

oh i completely understand that. people just don’t want to invest effort into something unless it’s been motivated by propaganda

also amen to the abuser thing

it’s so messed up to see parents just wavering about issues like that like ma’am that’s literally a p3dophïle why aren’t you doing anything abt ur kid being in the same environment as them

like i understand keeping children a little quiet just for the sake of class being constructive but yeah

uh oh i don’t even know what love withdrawal is but it sounds abusive

i had a bit of corporal as a child but not that much

man,, i knew it

that makes me so sick to imagine a parent just denying affection or attention to a child just bc of a mistake like it’s a CHILD

my mom would pop me on the mouth occasionally when i said something i wasn’t supposed to, not hard, just a little smack

when i ‘mouthed off’ to either my mom or my dad they’d spank me but honestly i have a very vague memory of it so i have no idea if it was hard or anything i just remember it happening

yeah frustration seemed to be the primary emotion when i got into trouble

i had no idea how to express my feelings properly like at all and i just got so mad and ended up being disrespectful or lying or something like that and i’d get punished for it and i’d just get more frustrated lol

yeah and kids like just do stuff like that (not playing with friends, not getting up, etc) not because of genuine disrespect they just,, don’t

like u know those shows where it’s like ‘the life and death of a psychopath’ u ever notice that the parents are always painted as being patient and like actually giving good childcare and the child is resistant to it anyways and that’s what “makes them a psychopath” like it’s a weird little trend i’ve noticed but it’s portrayed like that

and like,, surely not all cases are like that,,, of course there’s the whole nurture vs nature argument and i firmly lie on the ‘nurture’ side. surely not all parents of “psychopaths” are not like that, like the Concerned Clueless Rich Mom and Dad who get murdered as a plot device

yeah the “sticks and stones” seemed to be a big thing when most gen z’s and honestly i’m sure there’s a whole re-education policy behind it, something involved in passive-fascist rhetoric

*when most gen z’s were growing I

*up

i know !!! which is why i am constantly baffled by the narratives of true crime documentaries or like literally any other ‘realistic’ thing abt criminals. the parents are painted as either being ‘cold and calculating’ or ‘concerned about the child’s health with only slightly ulterior motives’

and of course there’s the whole unlearning biases about the system and realizing the whole thing is messed up

yeah that’s what i’m guessing that depiction of parenting is for, that and also ‘artistic license’ sanitizing and glossing over aspects of life to make it more “narrative-friendly”

i can’t speak personally on the topic but yes i do recognize a certain prevalence of bigotry targeted at fat people that goes largely ignored

there’s a whole lot to be said about ‘weight science’ and how it has factored into what should be an unbiased field of health science

but of course what should have been based on facts alone has been distorted or ignored and shaped into what proponents of ‘weight science’ want the general public to believe (like the BMI stuff such bs)

honestly fax no printer

also im getting really tired rn and it’s like 12 AM where i’m at so like i love talking to ya honey but i gotta head to bed soon

people do care more about how we look and that influences the héłł out of health science and i can say that with confidence

weight loss mentality makes my blood boil especially in young kids like it’s actively killing kids god

g’night doll i love talking to you too !!!

ily2, peace out i’m gonna be at the Ashborough Zoo all day tomorrow so !!!!

Hi!

Nothing much lol. Right now my life is just consisting of school and video games😂

What about you?