(I'm gonna ramble a bit, it'll probably go into the comments) it makes me dizzy when he texts me, he's always making me laugh, but he's also very thoughtful and kind and genuine, and so smart and ambitious and has great taste in music and I just can't hel

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(I'm gonna ramble a bit, it'll probably go into the comments) it makes me dizzy when he texts me, he's always making me laugh, but he's also very thoughtful and kind and genuine, and so smart and ambitious and has great taste in music and I just can't hel


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it makes me dizzy when he texts me, he's always making me laugh, but he's also very thoughtful and kind and genuine, and so smart and ambitious and has great taste in music and I just can't help it, and after the trauma of my parents' divorce and living with my dad and stepmom's very very toxic marriage I didn't think I would ever get to have these feelings, I'm unlearning what feels like survival skills, I don't have to be lonely just to be safe, and idk if he feels the same way about me but even if he doesn't he's a really good friend and I'm lucky to know him and it's amazing to watch myself daydream about marrying him when I spent so long being terrified and skeptical of marriage, he's on my mind all the time and it feels good to have an intrusive thought that makes me feel good for once
this makes me wanna cry omg :,) I really hope he sees/comes to see you in the same way, you deserve all the love
re// ahHWGHEHSH
I am so so so so so so unbelievably happy, because you deserve to feel this way all the time