sometimes I force myself to stay up far too late and wake up far too early because it's a form of self-harm that doesn't leave a scar, because sometimes I can't fall asleep until I know I've punished myself enough

_calypso

sometimes I force myself to stay up far too late and wake up far too early because it's a form of self-harm that doesn't leave a scar, because sometimes I can't fall asleep until I know I've punished myself enough


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oof I’m so sorry :( maybe if you took melatonin it would help you fight off the urges to punish yourself that way since you’d be tuckered out? you deserve love and health and happiness, I wish your body and brain would give you a break. almost through finals though girl you’ve got this and I’m praying for you; almost to the vacation too! I’ll be praying that you’ll feel like you can get some rest without using it as self harm, I’m so sorry