okay so background I roast myself all the time like I have no chill so we talk a lot on the bus to and from swim practice and we text a lot too so when I roasted myself he said I wasn't and wrote whole paragraphs on how I was not and I was screeching the whole time because he said I was amazing wonderful and beautiful and that I was the universe and my eyes were like stars I was so shook

also on the bus when we talk about deep stuff we kind of like hold hands sort of??? like??? I don't know how to describe it I sound like a giddy schoolgirl yikes I hate feeling