no

also don't worry I don't use it that much

lol you can still say wilding

no

yeah. he's okay. got scars on his back but he's alive and well

bruh 👏😩👏

his mom was pretty pïśśéd though

I refuse to bop for anyone

^^ she should be

* hugs you *

yeah. if we hadn't met I'd have offed myself a long time ago and he probably would've either done the same or shot up the school

yeah :))

daw yeah we know we're lucky to have each other. but I only had one time where I wanted to end it and thank god Chad was awake

nah you're more chill than you think

please don't end it

._. well then

what are you like when you're angry?

I would've just overdosed. it's far too easy with all the prescriptions mom has lying around

use control of this but don't let anger overtake you

I WILL FIGHT your thoughts

at least the bad ones

Lol wow 👌

nah. I've seen and heard much worse. you coo

bab?

it's the way your mind works, just make it to adulthood t

then you'll be able to get help

oh god

I'm sorry if my advice isn't as good but please don't end your life

you'll be fine one day, you'll be fine in the future

I know you'll become okay someday

Travis?

your head will calm down

I know you won't lose it

they don't

you will be okay * hugs you *

so your comment on Rose's pic..... I totally get those crazy thoughts in your head. I hear voices all the time. though it's probably from my anxiety. they keep reminding me of how I screw up and stuff like that. they say I should end it. that the only person who loves me is me and then reminds me that it's an illusion anyways so there's no point

but I'm okay 😊

you'll be okay. you'll be okay. you'll be okay you'll be okay. you'll be okay

I know

the universe can't possibly be that cruel

you won't die now

you're not as sick as you think

nah you're real. trust me, I've heard that one too. I feel it beyond that everytime I see myself. but I can assure you that you're real. the voices are just spewing random śhît to get to you. it you don't let it get to you, you'll be just fine

okay

breathe in

for four seconds

yeah it's pretty messed up but it's what everyone deals with, a'ight? slow breaths. focus on the deep breaths until they slow

breathe out for 8

try distracting yourself

yeah and it has a lot of good in it too

like puppies, and cats, Lin Manuel Miranda, Harry Potter, you, my mom, art, fall out boy

the future is a mix of nightmares and good dreams

we won't become cannibals, humans won't evolve that way

Travis?

you're not. you just think you're empty. I know there's something there besides anger and melancholy

I'm here if you need someone to talk to

you aren't that messed up love bug. everyone thinks like this at one point or another. most people block it out. others just never admit it. the few who say something are the strong ones. we're labeled as sick but we're simply putting thought and wonder to word

you're not an inconvenience!!! don't call yourself that!!!!!

you're one of the best things in the universe

now calm you pretty self a'ight? it's okay now

you're good

you're gonna be good, it's gonna be good

I love you too * hugs you *

we're in the same boat. pain and all. I'm not sleeping tonight. got that feeling again...... so I'll be here

you remember my mom, right ?

and how I said you'll be okay

yeah. I get it completely. I've got a lot of crazy that most people don't know about

well she freaks out about a lot of things, she gets stressed over things that I don't find that big, her life isn't where she thought it would be, none of her kids were planned, she got cheated on and divorced, she had my sister when she was 17 , my grandmother threw things at her and my aunt

no prob bud!

and you know what? she's happy

so I'm pretty sure you'll be happy too

I'm here if you need to talk

hi

good morning

hey

are you alright? physically and mentally

hello?

boi you better be alive at least

if not I'm dragging you from the afterlife to back here

can you at least say something

a simple hi will suffice

hello

I know you're probably asleep

maybe you're just busy

but I can't stop worrying especially after yesterday

love you too

good night

you're not that fûcked

not fine of course, but there's been worse

it's good you're somewhat good

good morning

wow

what happened next?

jeez

how much was it worth?

I meant the grade

thanks

oh okay

woo

yeah the notifications suck

also did you read the caption on my most recent post

yes! go you!

what did you think of it?

whatever you want

WHAT'S THEIR NAMES?

I LOVE THEM

thanks

I'm literally screaming rn with joy

AWWWWWWWWWILOVECATSWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

show me

AHHHHHGDRYIOFFKLCDWGXCH

I love them

oh

that's okay

no they're nonbinary, they use they pronouns

I remember they posted something about it and I asked

who needed to stop?

also which post/account was this btw?

hello?

I'll look at it

oh Jesus Christ, it's that fûcking but all

nutball*

yeah pc needs to ban them

Jesus

they're both idiots

good for you

I don't think she meant it like that but she might have I don't know her that well.... she's supportive but she straight so ya know

I'll roast them once I'm sure i know who it is

is something wrong?

*hugsyou * is are ma baby

oh I thought you meant the other person

what should I say first?

I'm roasting them rn

true

but like most of my friends and family are straight

hello??

*squeeze* and as ma child I shall fight whoever thinks to hurt you

mother fûcker, I roasted SD, where the fûćk have you been?

it was the one with trump punching CNN

well there's something to add to my list of things I'd never thought I'd say

thanks, I blocked both them and KAMNS

bye 👋

okay

but anyway how are you?

okay bye

good night kiddo

hi

it's okay

great 👍

I like gum drops too

I'll check that out

demon! dean

nice 👍

also i bled through my pants kill me now i feel so dysphoric

re:// promise?

do you have a rag you can use?

yes, you should probably get a professional to do that

bull shît them all

what are the projects?

Jesus

I googled it

what statements?

hello?

nice

also sorry I have to go, I'll be back in a bit

I'm back

I know

bîtch was progressive as fûck for the time period

also seventeen from heathers is such a good song

and a great musical

also I hope you get better

hello child

okay

I think the age of consent in her state was 17

but how are you?

who's my other one?

and a demigirl too

* hugs you * you're the raddest boy out there

oh my god

I'm fighting your birth mom

tell the bîtch to call the paramedics because she'll need them

woo

also D.O.A. from the lightning thief musical is a fûcking banger

I wanna go to the underworld now

bab I'm not sure if I already told you

but ilysm

oh wow

* screams*

BAB

the last of the real ones is awesome

best song from mania

hands down

bîtch check my remixes

bless your gay soul

tell me

also you checked, didn't you?

yes it was

aight

but what was the fic?

aight

also thank you so much!!

or ace

or both

mild femme

what do you think?

hello?

that's alright

eating is important

who are they?

show me

bab I'm at my homecoming dance rn

also my mom did my make up

I did

the gay agenda is defying physics

i know

poor bab

I WILL FIGHT whoever is saying that word

yes!

do what anymore?

travi I know you can get a job and even if it isn't the highest paying

and even if you don't like it, it's still a job and as long as you're able to push through it you'll be fine

your birth mom is a screw up and an idiot NOT you

the woman said that homosexuality and being transgender was a disease

and bab, there are different types of intelligence

you haven't disappointed me

my mom asked if there was a school counselor you could talk to or if you had any other adult mentors you could speak to

this is Rose mom and I just want to let you know that there is a young man we deal with a lot who has no family support , At home and one of the officers has taken him under his wing. So when the young gentleman is having problems at home he will come to the police station just to talk to the officer.

I'm back

-Rose

and my mom said my grandma emotionally abused her most of her childhood, especially during the holidays

your iPad is haunted

I'm not mad but are there any bandaids or bandages you could put on them

👌 okay

HEYYYYYOOOOOOO stay yemo my friend

ooooh! I want it!

lol she knows

THANKS YOU TOOO

HELLO IVE MISSED YOU A LOT BUDDY