i cannot stress enough how badly i want a boyfriend. and not bc i just want one. i want a relationship where i truly love the other person and become best friends and have some of the most memorable moments with them. and share thoughts and ideas and opinions and help him through his struggles and comfort him when he needs it. fr i’m so lonely. if i ever get to go on a date w anyone this year (hopefully the sorts cute and extremely friendly guy who sits behind me in precalc) i want to do that “36 questions that lead to love” thing. i think that is the coolest thing ever and it really goes through a whole lot of diff topics. i’m praying to the bf gods that i’ll will finally have a bf this year

hêll yeah!!!!!! i hope u get the job!!!!! and a cute bf!!!!!!

awe I really hope you find someone!!! I’m trying to heal rn with Tristin, I’m super depressed and kinda hermiting so it’s scaring him but I’m having to slowly trust him :/

we haven’t talked in depth about what happened either, I’ve just checked up and asked “are you still being good (faithful)?” and he’ll say “yes, [this is what I’m doing on my Facebook right now], do you want to see my messages?” but I always say no because I want to give him that space and trust.