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idk how being friends would work .. especially if neither one of us is on. i don’t really want to keep this app. I literally forget about it because I / we hardly use it. you still want me in your life and I’m not really sure why. you called me entitled and and selfish and all this other stuff. idk how I’m supposed to be friends with someone like that. not rn at least. there may be a time we can be friends and move on from this but idk. and like I said, Idek how we’d even be in touch or in contact with each other.
I know we both said hurtful things to each other. I’m not denying that I didn’t say anything rude either. it went so far this time.. it’s just upsetting it came to this
how am I supposed to be friends if that’s what you really think of me ?
i appreciate the apology. and I apologize for everything I’ve said as well.
i do want to be in your life. I’ve always wanted to be in your life. i still want to know about things that are happening in your life. i still care. but idk, my mind is just so lost and scrambled.
i don’t want to be in your life tho if you think I’m a jealous, entitled, person. that’s not who I am.
i just don’t know what to think anymore. I’m trying to process everything
i feel like a fool. i got so excited seeing your comment yesterday 😐 I fr thought we were gonna work this out. only to get shut down. i shouldn’t have even came on here
i never lost hope but I guess you did
of course 😌. I’m glad you still care. i wish I could’ve seen it more as of recent tho. i get that. we all say things in the moment and end up regretting it or something. I’m sorry for all the mean things I’ve called you. we were both frustrated. you don’t think we can move past it but you want to be friends ? am I understanding correctly ? things were fine. we were saying I love you and everything and then idk what happened. you still have hope for what .. a friendship or relationship or ?
and you say you can’t see yourself in a relationship rn but I’m sure that could quickly change
and you said / think I’ve been complaining all week 🤧
i understand
i mean like you say you don’t want to be in a relationship rn but if someone came along that would change
mhm
didn’t know how I felt was considered complaining but okay 🥲 you always say I can rant to you and talk to you about anything and everything but I guess it’s good we won’t be talking cuz I’d close right up. I probably wouldn’t feel comfortable anymore because I’d be afraid whatever I say is considered complaining
okay
are you keeping this ?
oh
i didn’t know you planned on deleting it lol
okayy
insert a shrug lol
idk
if I kept this .. what’s the plan ? or there is no plan ? do we catch up / check in, in a few weeks ? do we just stay off of here but keep the app ?
but then again.. why would we tho ? 😭 like for what reason ? just to see how the other is doing ? idk. it’s not like you’re gonna change your mind and want to date in a few weeks lmaoo.
this is just annoying 😭
how sweet of you
ughh
idk
who said I was doing good tho ? /:
okay
and what if I’m not good ? 😂 you want me to tell you lol
okay and then what ? lol. you ask how I’m doing and if I’m good then great and if I’m not ? 😭 then what lol. doesn’t matter anyways. then we leave and don’t talk again ? 😭😂 like idk lol
sounds like you still wanna stick around 🫣
i be thinking about everything 😭😭
okay
🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧
i just wish / want things to be normal
i feel like this -> 🚶🏼♀️lol
you do ?
it meansss I’m slumpeddd I guess is the best way to put it lol, if that makes sense
yeahh
so we’re gonna check in, in a few weeks ? if so, when do you want to ?
it’s up to you
idk
i don’t wanna do anything too soon if that’s not what you want. and what if you forget to come on and stuff ? idk
shrug
idk if this means anything but Harry wore pink and green tonight …
i was like how convenient 🥲
and he sang the song … you know which one ?
i feel like life is too short
idk
im trying to send something and it won’t let me 😭
^ in regards to my remix lol. if that’s not what you want and you still want to have space apart then that’s fine .. just wanted to say how I was feeling and what was on my mind lol
I’ve never wanted space from you tho 🥲 I know we all need time to ourselves sometimes but idk I’ve just always wanted to spend every minute with you. I never felt the need for space
yes, the things you said to me were hurtful and I didn’t like it at all but I know you’re not a malicious person. I’ve known you for a year and a half and I never / rarely ever saw your mean side. and I know those things were said out of anger and frustration probably 🤧
okay anyways I think I’m done with everything I wanted to say
okay
or not 😩
now I’m rethinking all of this
just everything 😩
i mean, I don’t want to say let’s check in, in 2 weeks if you’d rather wait til mid October.
yes he did, and I’m glad you knew what song
I’m sorry you’re confused. I’m confused as well and I’m tryna figure out what I want and what to do next.
😌 I’m glad you know I’m not malicious either
so you’re 100% on not wanting a relationship ? like ever ? there’s no possibility of you changing your mind ?
you’re completely done ?
All of this is just so hard and confusing 😭
If we continue to talk, do you want it to be on here ? I fr don’t want to talk on here. Idk what’s wrong with kik.
Pc is so unpredictable and what if it’s not working or something ? I haate having to come on here and having to check because we don’t get notifications 😭
And are we gonna hold back or talk normally ? I don’t want to have to hold back. Are our convos going to be dry tho if you don’t want to talk normally ? Like are we gonna have boundaries or something ? It doesn’t make sense to continue talking and to be friends, if our convos aren’t going to be the same.
you don’t see being in a relationship with me ever again ?
yeah, I’ve been confused for like a week lol
you want a relationship eventually but I guess it could be with or without me
what does “just for rn” mean ?
i just don’t know how things changed so quickly. you went from being ready to date again to now just wanting to be single
that’s like a big difference and a big change
idk what getting enough time has to do with anything anymore. we’re not pursuing a relationship so it doesn’t even matter
every time you say you don’t want to be in a relationship it just ….
it’s confusing. like I fr don’t know what made you change your mind so drastically
idk how our convos would be the same if you wanna be single and stuff. like are we gonna talk normally bit just be friends I guess ?
but **
i am second guessing
i wish I knew when in the future lol. like I’m guessing not by December anymore. so it could be years from now
did you mean you’re done with me for just rn ?
i feel like you’re being harsh 😭
I’ll respond later.
what does “act like I’m in a relationship with you” mean ?
I’m gonna respond
of course I want to talk. I’m still gonna second guess tho, I’m sorry that I am. i just don’t want to get hurt more than I already am. it might be easy for you to talk to me as just a friend but I feel like it might be hard for me but we can go with the flow and just talk, that’s fine with me
I told you that I’d be patient with you and with getting time off we dated
if we **
so you want to both go or do you want to talk ? 🤦🏼♀️
I’m sorry you think this is difficult. i can’t help it that my mind is like scrambled eggs.
it’s rude of you to think I don’t realize what it takes mentally but okay
i get it. i get what it takes alright ?
if you want a friend then I’m right here.
don’t you have many other friends tho ? that you drink with and shi iit ?
you still wanna be MY friend tho ?
after everything that’s happened, I’ll take being friends 😌 it’s better than losing each other completely
might be hard for me but I’m willing to try like I’ve always been
hello 👀
could’ve lmk you were gonna respond later or something like you did yesterday
okay. it’s been awhile so I wasn’t sure
or not 🫢 been like the whole day but it’s alright
mmmhm
I’ll respond when I’m free :)
mhmm
should I respond tomorrow ?
you fr this busy ?
okay
yes I’m fine with going with the flow
and yes I’m willing to try
well I’m glad you still want to be friends. and idk why you wouldn’t want to be … I used to think you were completely done so I wasn’t sure where you stood but now I know because we talked about it
yes I’m sure and I’m doing it because I want to
i agree
:)
now what ?
okay lol
how are you ?
I’m the same lol
we can go back on kik at some point right ?
it was good 😌 I was really scared / nervous about getting Covid again but so far I feel 100% okay so that’s good
he waved to me lol
how is school ?
okay. there’s no rush, you can get it whenever you’re ready. I don’t have it either
idk if you remember but I ended up getting good seats. i was the first row
just eh ?
yeah I did. all my friends are going this Wednesday lmaoo
I’m sorry it’s so stressful. I get you tho. graduation will come before you know it
😌
my night has been alright I guess. I’m just caught up on a show I missed when I was at the concert
I **
what about you ?
my mom is making me take a Covid test tomorrow, just to be safe so hopefully it’ll be negative
the challenge
you behind on work ?
well, I don’t see max anymore
i hope so 😌
that’s not goood, I hope you catch up 😌
yeah. he doesn’t need me anymore. and since I’ve been back from vacation
lost my two guys at the same time lol
you’re welcome
yeah :,)
my neighbor didn’t even tell me. i thought I was supposed to go back on Monday and she was home. then Tuesday I thought I was supposed to go back and then nothing and then Wednesday she finally said oh by the way
all good
anything new with you ?
how’d your car go ? and that sounds fun. I’m surprised you don’t know when yet, you don’t have to book it ?
i might be going away again in October too, I’m not sure tho
that’s good 😌
oh I see
Pennsylvania
where are you going ?
that sounds nice. i hope you enjoy it
no problem
it was really nice for the most part 😌
i miss it lol. i wanna go back already
:)
well last year the whole family went. my brother and Dana and everything. we wanna do that again this year. go apple picking, do some haunted houses, etc.
I’m actually going to the movies soon too
yeah he’s supposed to be lol
you going to the haunted house with your family ?
but aww
I’m not looking forward to the haunted house
nooo not by myself lol. i won tickets to a private screening today for a movie called don’t worry darling. idrk what it’s about lol but it comes with food and stuff so it sounds fun
i don’t see the fun in them 😭 I fr wish I could skip the haunted house lol. i don’t know what’s fun about being scared 😂
i don’t wanna see some creepy shi-r
t
I’m gonna go with my friend 😂 and yeah food is always a plus lol. idk the last time I went to the movies, probably like 3 years ago
i feel like I haven’t won anything in a minute but I did today 😌 I feel special going to a private event 😋
mm I disagree lol. there’s nothing fun about my heart beating so fast and jumping out of my skin 😂
thank you
loll yes it is
hey
really ?
our minds 😌
k nvm 😂
don’t say you’re coming on to say hello then dip
not yet
never said I was upset
I’m just saying. don’t be like hi then leave smh. what’s the point of that ?
what’s cool ?
you could’ve said hi and asked me something or said something else
never said I was mad
the other day was worse tho but we won’t talk about that
🤷🏼♀️
did you eat ?
i have a question
get on
nicee
what kind of cranberry juice do you drink ? like what brand ?
that’s what I have lol okay, thank you
yeah
i don’t like it as much as the one I had in my hotel 😭
you said they come like strawberry and stuff too right ?
i thinkkk I have the one with the sugar
i gotta try the strawberry one
yes I do. do you drink it warm ?
i did my test today. do you care for the results or no ? 😌 not sure if I should just tell you or ask if you wanted to know lol
my parents talking about Puerto Rico and that they’re out of power rn cuz of a storm
ohhhh
my test was negative 😌🥳
thank youuu
what are you up to ?
what are you making ? 😌 and I just ate 🤰🏼
my dad said Puerto Rico got up to 30 inches in rain 😩
that sounds yummy. my dad made meatballs and pasta and apple pie for dessert 🫣 I burned my tongue on the sauce lol
yeah ?
i heard it was like a storm or something but idk
it was really gooood and yeah it just hurts 😭😂
I painted my toes and helped my dad cook a bit. yesterday I puutt a bunch of laundry away. hbu ? did you do anything today ?
they’re a sparkly teal 🫣
i see you being productive tooooo, I hope your exam goes well !
and ooooh clean sheets ?! 🫣
yes I do 👀
you’re welcomeee
I’m sure you’ll do great 😌
she WHAT ?! really ? 🫣🫣 no wayyyyy !!!
I’m shook
i thought she was so against it
😌
loll awwwww
did you just find out ? 😂
yes I remember 😩
no wayyyy holy sheeet
awwww I’m so glad 😭😩 I’m so happy for y’all 🥺 so what now ?? do you guys know what kind of dog you want ?
lollll 😂
you were all probably shook 😩
you’re welcome !! 🥹 I’m genuinely so so happy for you all. I’m smiling so much, and I could cry. getting a puppy or just a dog in general is truly one of the greatest and best gifts 😩 it’s like you’ll truly love nothing more than your furry little baby. of course that’s until we have kids lol but I think you know what I mean. i hope you all enjoy every moment with him or her and you guys will get the dog that is meant to be in your guys life 😩 like the dog chooses you lol. it’ll be a perfect match, I promise and you guys are gonna have so much fun and make so many amazing memories 😌
a husky or golden retriever 🥹🥹
i get you and that makes sense 😩 puppies >>>>> y’all will truly get the full experience with a puppy !! 😂
the puppy is gonna stay at your parents house ?
i know you’ve been waiting and wanting a puppy so badly for so long 😩 I hope you enjoy every moment. fr fr <3 I know we probably shouldn’t do hearts but
you’re welcome 🥺 and I’m glad you smiled
puppies are most definitely *chefs kiss*
I’m glad you know what I mean and that is most definitely a fact. the love for a girl baby is unconditional and forever. they’ll be there for you ALWAYS
fur baby *** 😂
yes !!! 🥹 when you know you know, it’s sooo true
it will 1000% most definitely be fun 😩 I promise. you’ll blink and the puppy will be all grown up 🥹
oh I know it’ll be loved so much 😌
awwww that’s so sweet. hopefully the puppy will like car ride / traveling 😂 do you guys want a boy or girl ? do you guys have a preference ?
thank you for telling me 🥺 I’m smiling so much. i can’t even imagine how you feel. if you have any questions at all you know you can ask 😩
i wish you all the best of luck <3
stop it 🥹
you’re speaking facts again
the grrr 😩🥺 awww, just soak up every second and cherish every moment
i keep wanting to puutt a nickname, ugh
i recommend a girl but 🫣
i fr fr really appreciate you telling me, it means a lot 🥹
YOU WHAT ?!?! a DAD ??? 😂 who is the mom ? 😂 your dad won’t be the dad ? and your mom won’t be the mom ? 😂😂
ughhhh 👀😂
don’t say that, I’m not ready to hear you say that 😩😂
noo it’s okay, you can ask me anything. fr fr, whatever you need, I’m here <3
I’m the doggie expert 😌 I’ve raised 4 and I’ve been with max for a year and a half 😌
you’re very welcome <3
oh and if I say or do anything that you’re not comfortable with (like puutt a heart or something) just lmk
okay
I’ll respond soon 😌
you’re very welcome for all the luck <3
yesss I caught the grrr 😭😂 >>>
yeahh, your nickname … gussy. i keep wanting to say it lol
okay so I recommend a girl cuz I feel like they’re easier / smarter to train but I could be wrong 🫣 and you don’t have to worry about girls huumpping and doing in appropriate things 🫣😂 I just feel like girls are overall better but that’s just my opinion
are boys and girls different ? is that what you mean ? i mean yeah they have their differences but I’m sure either or is good 😩
as soon as you got the text you told me ?? 🥺🥺 you’re a sweetie
the pup being all yours >>>> 😂 I love that
I’m not ready to hear that you’re a DAD 😭😂
awwww I’m so down and ready for all the questions ! 😂 don’t forget y’all have to find / get a really good vet too <3
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