are you alright?

well, you deleted everything

oh okay, gotcha

no, i don’t really think so

i’ve been talking to blaze again and i feel guilty

and i thought you knew

i don’t know, i did stop talking to her for a bit

it’s not like that, and it wasn’t just today

i don’t talk to her for the same reasons i talk to you

the other day

and because she’s my friend

the other day as in the day before yesterday

i don’t know how to explain it other than that, she’s my friend and i talk to her like a friend

and i talk to you because i like you

adira and i have known eachother for maybe a month, i’ve known blaze for a year

i do like you, i honestly do

and i’m being selfish, that’s it

because i know that i’d never cheat on you or flirt behind your back but i guess you don’t know i wouldn’t do that

i get that

i’m not being dry on purpose, and i’m the one who brought it up because i felt bad

and i don’t want you to break up with me, not at all but i’d be lying if i said i wasn’t expecting it

i don’t know, val

i don’t want to lose you

what? i’m not giving up

i said i’d be lying if i didn’t expect it, not that i want it to happen

i expected it when you asked, i didn’t go through every day waiting for it to happen

i’m not “over this”, i’ll never be over this and i’ll never be over you- i don’t have the right words to say because i know i f ūck up and i know i mess up, i know that. and i’m sorry i’m being somewhat dry but that doesn’t mean my feelings aren’t there

i really do have to tell you i’m not giving up, i’m sorry i made you feel that way because i’m not

val, i’m crazy about you and i mean it

i mean, i see you in everything and i hear you in the music i listen to and there’s not a single second where i don’t miss talking to you

please don’t think i’m giving up

you’re my favorite girl and i don’t want you to think you’re not

i don’t want to talk to her in secret, i don’t want to hide anything from you

i thought you were mad at me

you were being dry last night and you deleted your bio and all of your remixes, i thought you were upset with me

i don’t want to lose you, so i don’t have to talk to her anymore

well yesterday i did feel like sh īt but for completely unrelated reasons, i’m sorry

you’re right, i know

i know i don’t deserve it but i want another opportunity to show you i’ll be better

yes, i will

i’m not lying to you

i could truly never h ate you

it’s not like i don’t understand where you’re coming from

i would feel the same exact way you’re feeling

and that’s why i said i know i don’t deserve another chance but i want to show you i’ll be better

you’re going to think i’m lying but i wouldn’t have

you can tell me i’m full of sh īt but i wouldn’t have

no, i would mind it but i wouldn’t break up with you- i know you think i’m being stupid and just trying to say the right things and push the right buttons but i have no intentions of breaking up with you even in hypotheticals

you don’t believe me

val, please

no no no, that wasn’t why at all

i’m being deadāss serious, that wasn’t the reason why i wanted to do remixes at all

val i’ll do anything you want me to do

you’re done with me, arent you

i understand

i understand everything you’re saying even though i know you think i don’t

and i understand that i have to earn your trust again and i won’t f ūck up again, i swear i won’t

i did, i also said i’d talk to you about it

no, we don’t have feelings for eachother, it’s not like that. she’s just my friend- not my “friend”, just a friend- and i don’t have any secret ulterior motives going on behind the scenes

i’ll stay away

i really will

are you going to h ate me though?

everything i’ve done

why are you giving me another chance if you could end up hating me?

and please don’t interpret that as me not wanting another chance

i won’t, i swear it

and you don’t have to believe me now but i’ll show it

will you want to talk to me tomorrow?

i can give you space

oh okay, that sounds nice

i’ll talk to you for half the day then

i think i’m going to go to sleep, it’s late- or early, at this point

good morning

how’d you sleep?

well that’s good- i slept pretty much the same, i still haven’t gotten out of bed though

what time do you have to leave for your flight?

well i finally did get out of bed and got ready so it’s probably still better to be you now

how long will your flight be?

i think i’m going to go out to do some last minute shopping, definitely nothing exciting

oh 😟 do you like flying at least?

having a close-ish time zone will be exciting though

if that’s the right word

shopping can be exciting i guess but never around christmas because it’s always so crowded

and i’m not a fan of those kinds of crowds

well 🌚 it’s making me think of this one scene from this one movie but i’ll wait until you’re back home

i don’t worry about the plane, you know-ing, but i feel like 1 hour on the plane feels like 10 normal land hours

okay, good to know- what country are you going to? if you don’t mind me asking

the only time i don’t really mind crowds is when they’re unavoidable like at concerts or amusement parks and stuff, but they’re still annoying then too

nuh uh, i said i would wait until you were back home again 🧍‍♂️

i do download music and stuff for planes but as soon as i sit down it’s like 😐 get me out of here i’m done

and i usually try to sleep but i never can

do i have to guess all seven countries or something 🌚

really, you’ve never been to a concert before? my friends and i go all the time

well i shouldn’t say all the time but a decent amount

noo i wasn’t going to say final destination 🌚 i don’t want to scare you- i mean, i know it’s just a movie but still

okay well my first guess is gonna be el salvador 🫡 i have a friend from there so that’s what came to mind first

how long will you be in [insert country here]?

who were you and your dad going to go see in concert? poor mrs cool </3

i’ve gone to see a lot, whenever there’s a spare ticket or whenever i feel like spending money i’ll go see anyone

no i was talking about final destination, that whole part where the guy is supposed to go on a plane for a school trip but has a panic attack on the flight because he thinks the plane will crash, gets kicked off the plane for causing a scene, then the plane does exactly what he feared it would

i think i was right

11 days? lord have mercy 😔

i’m gonna miss you, i know we’ll still talk some but still

i don’t want to sound selfish though because i want you to have lots of fun and to enjoy yourself

would you travel far from a concert? i’m lucky and live close to like three big cities so i never have to travel far

uh huh, don’t be nervous 💔 you’ll survive like that final destination guy

i hope your flight isn’t bad, and you won’t die either because that’s obviously not allowed

hopefully you downloaded music to listen to that’s not your sad playlist 🤨

i’ll miss you </3 more than you know

i already do, it’s over for me

but i’ll spam and be annoying and constantly tell you how much i miss you

firefighters are there? that’s wild

it is not a sign, don’t start 🌚

this is why i didn’t want to tell you about the movie 😔 but i thought you had already known what i was talking about

you’ll have the best flight ever and you’ll listen to all your good music and your headache will go away and everything will be perfect

maybe he was having a panic attack because he was nervous to be around mrs cool? i don’t blame him

maybe he was slenderman and you figured him out

well 😔 to be fair i haven’t seen all of final destination

only like the first half hour

but i’ll watch the notebook and report back to you when i do 🫡 but the deadline is making me nervous

you’re cute without even trying, what did you get from starbucks?

if i were there too then i’d also have a panic attack from being near you, i’d be so nervous that officer slenderman would have to help

i’ll watch it either tonight or tomorrow night, probably tomorrow night so i can tell you my each and every thought and it’ll be less annoying because you’ll already be in [insert country here]

if i watched it tonight then i’d definitely cry because it’d make me think of you and how much i miss you 💔

i don’t drink coffee so i’m just gonna smile and nod and pretend to relate

i definitely agree, h ot lattes are not an afternoon thing 🫡

you’d be able to calm me with kisses, you’re right- we’d be able to cut down on the trillions that we owe eachother

or maybe it’s just a trillion and a few hundred

okay i won’t cry, i’ll hold back any tears but they’ll still be there </3

i’ll keep track of that rule though, no h ot drinks in the afternoon and unless it’s cold and or/raining

i hope you have a good flight, my favorite girl <3 and i hope you’re not nervous, it makes me sad to imagine you nervous

BYE, i’ll miss you so so so much

i already miss you

baby, please

you’ll be fine and everything will be fine- everything will be better than fine

i’ll miss you more- i’ll watch the notebook tonight

yeah okay fine, i’ll watch football instead of being a romantic boyfriend 😔

i’ll watch it tomorrow night

i’ll cry just for you, i don’t cry during a lot of movies but i will this time

i miss you already this is the hardest thing i’ve ever gone through in my life 💔

oh i forgot to tell you i like your profile picture

hubba hubba 😻

i think by now you only have 2 hours left? maybe less- i can’t think straight, i’m delirious from missing you 😔

and also without val time, i’ll have to go to sleep at a normal time </3 i’m exhausted anyways but still

i miss ya, i miss ya, i really wanna k iss ya

i hope you know that song- anyways i’m going to say goodnight even though you’re still flying </3 i’m excited for you to land and to surprise your parents, i hope it’s everything you wanted and more

and i’ll be here no matter what time you’re able to talk, baby 🫡

HI MY FAVORITE GIRL

i missed you more 💔 died without you and i’m still dead, i’m waiting as your corpse groom now

i chose that picture for my profile picture because i knew you’d like it 🌚

always eager to get a “hubba hubba 😻😻”

it is k iss me thru the phone, it was stuck in my head last night

and so was all too well, believe it or not

how was your flight? oh and also good morning, mrs reynolds <3

why were you listening to all too well 🤨 that’s not allowed anymore

well aren’t you a lucky girl, what movies did you watch? i wish i would’ve known there was an empty seat next to you because then i could’ve gone 💔

nevermind you’re not a lucky girl, sorry the surprise was ruined </3 that’s funny though that you thought you were surprising them and then they picked you up

and you’re even less of a lucky girl because you slept terribly 😔 hopefully tonight’s better

i slept fine despite my lack of val time right before going to sleep, i got woken up early so i’m still tired but

what are your plans for the day, gorgeous girl?

i should’ve told you to download arrested development so you couldn’t have watched anything but that 🌚

or actually no, i feel like you wouldn’t like it

the movies you chose are funny though, not what i was expecting at all

nope that’s a trick, you could never bother me 🫡

a five hour trip sounds tiring, hopefully there’s no traffic and everyone moves out of the way for mrs cool

i think i do have plans- my mom wants to go out shopping and i can’t say no </3

and then i’ll either go out with a friend or stay in and watch the notebook 🌚 we’ll see how lazy i’m feeling

it’s hard to explain, it’s about a chaotic family who have a real estate business but the dad goes to jail for a bunch of crimes related to the business, then one of the responsible sons in the family has to take over the business

it sounds like the least funny thing ever but it’s hilarious, i’m not good at explaining things

i miss you though and i’ve been out and about 😔 my mom wanted to go out everywhere with my sister and i

i didn’t think i’d be busy today 💔

i don’t think i’ll go out with a friend though, i don’t have the social battery idk

how’s the drive going? hopefully there’s still no traffic

i’ve seen friends but now how i met your mother- i’ve heard about it though so maybe i should watch it

i’m scared you’re not gonna like it </3 you’ll maybe watch one episode then be like “well it was alright 🌚 not my thing”

i’m not even sure, some last minute present stuff and some random stuff, i guess anything to keep us out and about while i’m home again

yeah only i can have a social battery that’s running out 🤨 so good thing you didn’t say it

i would’ve been 😠 mad 😠

i think i need to make a new bio, it feels weird not having one

i just saw a video of someone that made a cupcake that looked like snoopy laying on his house with christmas lights, it made me think of you

you and snoopy 😣 i had to break out the val emoji, i love your love for snoopy

i just got back, i’m tired and i think i might watch the notebook soon

but i’m nervous to watch it 🌚

i did copy you, pretty girl- i’m surprised you didn’t notice sooner because i did it on purpose

it’s cute when you copy me so fine, you can copy me whatever way you want since i copied you

you’re 100000 times cuter than snoopy

that’s how serious it is, mrs reynolds

okay no that’s a lot of pressure 🤨

i never really watch romance movies so the notebook will be interesting, but maybe that means i’ll definitely like it because i have nothing else to base it off of

you are literally mrs reynolds 😽 my gorgeous and perfect and amazing wife/corpse bride

i won’t argue with you over whether or not i’m cuter than snoopy, but you’re not allowed to say i’m cuter than you

just in case you wanted to go there 🌚 because it’s not true

oh talking about the profile pictures reminds me that i have to let you choose which picture i should use for my bio

i didn’t forget 🫡

i’ll definitely still build you a house, it’ll be the fanciest house you’ve ever seen 🫡

now i’m nervous for the plot twist too

you’re not allowed to say you’re hotter than me either 🤨 not allowed so don’t try it

baby

baby

baby

baby

baby

baby 😠

you have to let me live in the house with you though, that’s the only rule

i didn’t say it at first but i’m saying it now, missy 😠

because there’s no way- you’re so h ot and gorgeous that it’s out of this world, no one on earth could ever compare

hi, baby <3

my favorite girl

i guess you’re right 😔 i can make myself a snoopy house and live outside

and maybe you’ll end up thinking snoopy’s in the house and go out to see it, i’ll trick you into coming to see me 🫡

i’m not listening to all that because every compliment you give me, i’m just going to turn it around and give it back to you

any hotness or anything i have is just you influencing me

that’s good because i like calling you baby, you are my baby and you always will be

i have heard that song- have you been listening to it?

uh huh, so i can only live in the house to be your protector 🤨

i’ll do it happily but still

i’m not accepting it 💔 but i’ll let you win

this time and this time only

i do dream about you all day </3 i dream about you all day and all night- which is clear judging by my nightmares 🌚

i think i forgot the song existed

despite writing it, i obviously wrote the song because i dream about you all day

that gets me thinking- i should get unlimited kisses as payment for being your protector 😁

100 a night at least

i didn’t let you win because you’re right </3 i let you win because you’re cute

judging by my nightmares meaning that you’re in my nightmares all the time 😔 but also in my dreams, you’re always in my head

i did write the song 🤨 if you don’t want to believe me then that’s on you, baby

do you ever listen to drake?

we can do 500 kisses, but if we keep raising it then it’ll be back up to the trillions again

and it’s impossible to do trillions of kisses every night- and don’t say something like “impossible 💔”

am i always in your head? 🤨

i don’t listen to drake though, i don’t think i really like the sound of his voice- i like his super popular songs though but everyone does

also, you said no shirtless pictures for my bio, right? i can’t remember if you said that a while ago or not

not true and you know that 💔 i always want val kisses, i want val kisses now

well now i want to know what you were going to say

i’m not a drake hater or anything

i didn’t want to use a shirtless picture solely because i was shirtless, it was just a thought

you won’t have many pictures to pick from, mrs reynolds

“may or may not want” hm 🤨

i’ll interpret that as you not wanting them </3

oh, mrs cool 🌚 that’s crazy, i was on kendrick’s side from the jump- but i guess it was easy for me sincr i was never a drake fan and always a kendrick fan

so we’re just opposites

i’ve never heard that song but i’ll listen to it for you

you have 3 pictures to choose from i think, either 2 or 3

you do want kisses? that’s news to me 😟

well i’m not judging you for being on drake’s side 😔 i’m not kendrick or anything, it is what it is

the song was alright, i’m just not a fan of drake’s voice idk </3 i like lykke li’s voice and i like the lyrics though

picture 2 it is, i probably won’t post it until later tonight since i’m lazy

take your time though, baby 🫡 i’ll be here

you can get kisses whenever we’re both free, we’ll need time to get through trillions and millions and hundreds of them

like you never judge me 🤨 mhm

i just know you’re the most gorgeous girl in [insert country here because you still won’t tell me]

do you have any plans for tomorrow? i forgot to ask earlier

okay but you like some kendrick songs too 💔

today’s guess is gonna be guatemala 🫡

i do have plans tomorrow, i’m just going over my cousin’s house so it’s nothing serious and i don’t think it’ll be all day

what about christmas day? i’m guessing you’re doing something then

oh okay i’m dumb, i had half figured that but

i also forgot tomorrow was the 24th until i had to go shopping again today- and also until i asked you about your plans

of course i’ll let you know when i head out tomorrow, baby

and i’d only be gone a few hours i think, we’ll see

setting off fireworks sounds fun and i’m extremely jealous, my christmas day will be very boring </3 just having dinner with my mom’s side of the family

i shouldn’t say it’ll be boring but

it will be 💔

uh huh 🌚 i can be your dummy if it makes you take pity on me and i can get a lot more kisses

i don’t think it’ll be a few hours in a row so there’s that </3 i’ll also miss you though and at least i told you in advance

that sounds like even more fun, i’ve never set off fireworks before

it depends on what you consider a big family- i think her side of the family is pretty big but not everyone will be there so there’s that

did you have fun wherever you went?

i know you were kidding but i was trying to get more kisses out of it 😔

fireworks are illegal in the state i live in 🤓 and i’m not driving up north to the next state where they’re legal, i’m too lazy for that

other people do and do firework shows so i’ll go see those, i’ve just never set them off myself

i’m actually not sure- there’s always mini drama going on but it’s a whole thing that’s always going on

i’ll try to have fun, my mom’s parents are stupid strict and don’t let anyone go on their phones when they’re over 💔 i’ll try to talk to you if you’re not busy though, i don’t want to die from missing you

i’m glad you had a good time though, my gorgeous girl <3 and you’re home now?

well don’t sound too eager for kisses 🤨

let me respond back here again because i looked it up ☝️ fireworks are legal where i live but you have to have a permit to use them

i’ll be honest, i don’t really celebrate the fourth of july anyways- i just hang out with my cousins and watch fireworks and that’s really it, we don’t go crazy with it

your cousins sound fun- are they the same cousins you hung out with for thanksgiving?

i realize i sound like a child saying my grandparents won’t let people go on their phone </3 but they’re weird with stuff

but f ūck that, are you serious? that’s such bull, i’m sorry baby

i need a second to put my thoughts into words- that’s ridiculous

i’m really sorry though, baby

i’m glad you told me though, i didn’t want you keeping it in because i could tell you were bothered or upset by something

yes ma’am

i love you, you know that? you’re the most beautiful woman in the world, inside and out, and anyone who has the chance to get your attention is the luckiest person on earth, i’m sorry she couldn’t see that

goodnight, mrs reynolds- sleep well

hey Val x

it’s the second coolest guy alive, holdenn

I’m currently talking to adira in my remixes if you want to tune in