i’m just so sad. i feel like the color gray it’s so weird. i don’t feel like myself? like even down to the stuff i wear i don’t feel connected to myself at all. and no one really talks to me and i keep obsessing over musicals to my friends that don’t like musicals and i forget to catch myself so i go too far and shove it in their faces and then continue to apologize

you don’t need to apologize for that at all! if you love something then it’s okay to express that. I’m horrible I still haven’t watched the play djdndnndndbdb

You’re suffering from disassociation? That can be kind of bad. Maybe you’re developing a mental disorder? If I were you, I’d monitor yourself for any negative behavior. It’d be bad if you endangered yourself