hey! it’s Charlie

I’m good, how are you love?

hey luv, i made a bio

thank you sm

it was good, yours?

would you want to do something ?

would you want to go for a swim?

yea I do, do you have some?

okay, I don’t mind using them

*smiles and follows you*

*smiles and waits*

*grins and shakes my head as I layer the icing onto my cookie* somewhat okay.. yesterday mar and i were supposed to cuddle but there was a glitch on the app. her account went private suddenly and she was starting to freak out. it ruined it night, and she’s been speaking of us not being able to spend a lot of time together. I’m worried that if this continues there might be a barrier I can’t dismantle. there’s already a few barriers present.

ruined our night ^

I hope my notifications are on 😂

that’s okay dude :) don’t worry x

*looks over at you and grins softly* I wish I met you sooner. I could have used, or needed, a friend like you. *grins and grabs the sprinkles* I hope it is a one time thing. there’s this barrier between her and our relationship. it’s slowly fading, but Aaron made that barrier. he’s the reason why my mar is so conscious and careful..

it’s all good dude x

I don’t get lovey like this often. but with you and mar it comes easy. *grins and nods as I take a bite of my cookie, chewing and swallowing before continuing to talk* did you know I had feelings for mar? when she was with Aaron and I went ghost because I didn’t want those feelings getting in the way? x

just saw this now :)

yeah.. I wish I could had saved her, if I could have. but even if I could go back I don’t know how I could have saved her. *frowns and sighs* he really hurt her.. and sometimes I’m afraid to cross boundaries with her. to go too far, because Aaron went too far. for instance, I wanted to watch the stars with her, and it was something Aaron did, so that meant I couldn’t do that with her *chuckles dryly* we both liked her, that’s ironic *chuckles again and grins* I feel most of myself when I’m with you and mar. I feel the best version of myself. a version I didn’t know existed but always hoped for.

I really really love mar, my mar is so beautiful and smart. I just wish I could say it to her face. sometimes I’ll be looking into her eyes, or seeing her laugh, and the words are just on the tip of my tongue but never leave my lips. I know it seems early, but I liked her before. those feelings must have manifested. but she’s told me she doesn’t feel comfortable with me saying it to her, because she doesn’t know how to react. god I wish I could just say i love her yk?

doesn’t matter you can pick

*nods and changes quickly*

*smiles and heads downstairs*

*sits on the couch*

*smiles and looks up at you*

yes

(also it’s Charlie)

*gently grabs your hand* sure, what do you have?

sparkling ice

*smiles and admires you*

*smiles and opens the door for you*

I miss you too honey

I’m good, and yes I did

*smiles* i have my kids today, do you want to meet them?