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i don't think i wanna talk about it because i'll probably cry and i already hรฃte myself for ranting to you last time.
but yeah it was that- and i hรฃte to ignore that but that just hurt me so much?? i'll reply later, i don't want to ignore them like that. that's not right. but
and i saw that why'd you delete it smh lol
well today was just a day worse than usual lmรฃo
okay but why do i feel like you'd be hard on yourself too?
i wanna gonna tell my eomma but i asked her how her day was first cause she's more important, she said she had a really good day. i'm not gonna ruin that for her..
and i don't want you to be like that either. i know age is just a number ig but you really are like a little sister to me and that makes me feel stupรฌd that i went to you and you don't go to me. i don't want you to do that either. it isn't fair, i already told you- that isn't how friendships work. it's not a one person talks to the other thing. you aren't my therapist. you're my friend. friends are there for each other, not just one depending on the other. i feel like i'm babbling because i'm not that good with that but do you get what i'm saying? just like our mini deal that i think kinda broke off but when we agreed if one doesn't eat, neither does the other. idk where i was going with that but you're smart so i think you can figure it out..
no, you're good. dw- i'll tell her that i had a horrible day but i'll probably hold myself back from everything that happened today.. not sure. it depends.
and is your grandma okay now?
don't be sorry. okay? do you understand? do NOT be sorry.
who cares if you mess up? only you do. if you mess up, it's okay. alright? i know you're an amazing person, but i also know you're human. you know? you can only do so much. you're flawed, and that's okay. that doesn't make you any less perfect that you are. you are perfect the way you are. alright? you aren't over dramatic. you aren't being a burden or something. i can't think of any way to get my point across any better than this. i'm not the best with words..
i know you're trying, and i love you for that. press the call button. hit send. etc. do it. it'll make you feel better and it'll make me and whoever you reach out to feel better.
i know i say sorry a lot. i know i do but i don't want you to be like that. don't be like me. i know i'm your "big sis" but i want you to be better than me, okay? you already are.
every week- friday, saturday, sunday, whatever works best, you have to talk to me- okay? and i'll talk to you. at least three things. even if you think they're small. at least just three.. are you okay with that?
i sent you hug so i hope you can feel it.
no worries~ and that's adorable ily๐
oh sorry-
i love you more (let me have this one stop pouting jaks)
thank YOU
and i love you ๐ฅบ
it's okay my back hurts too- i'm hiding in the bathroom as well PFT
but my dad is gonna tell me to get ouT sO gN~
texting you first thing tmrw.
if my mom is in a good mood-
same to you, i love you and i miss you too smol one~
so as always..
goodnight! sweet dreams, sleep well.
sending love~
also i just realized this picture is slanted
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what
oH
yeah bc of brady's comment.
hm?
yeah i'm alright- why?๐
ah haha i just saw he called me mochi- brady's a funny one.๐
shi- almost forgot about that i'm so sorry..!
haha yeah lol but we're trying to find something a little less... weird.๐
thanks smol one- and you?
no worries, i have until maybe 11. we can do it now!๐๐
no worries!!๐ค๐
he's headed to bed now by the way.๐
yeah haha..
hey and don't stress about the 3 things!! we can wait until the end of this week if you'd like.โบ๏ธ
whatever makes you feel better makes me feel better.โบ๏ธ
alright- whatever you believe is best for you~
ah also btw if calling you angel on here instead of smol one is better for you i can call you angel haha๐
i've been meaning to tell you but i keep forgetting- my bad
goodness knows i'm being annoying but are you for sure sure?
how was training?
you're frustrated with yourself for not doing as good?
adri, it's okay. i'm sure you did amazing and even if you didn't, everyone has bad days. we both know that. please go easy on yourself. show yourself some love. i'm sure these training are a little difficult and i'm sure you didn't get to eat well today.
you're doing amazing, okay?
well don't be. don't be frustrated. what is that gonna do? it'll stress you out even more. my bad for saying your name in that last message i'll delete it but- i don't know how many times i have to tell you, smol one. you are doing amazing. why would i lie about that? why would i lie about something so important to you? you needed a break. you took one. you knew you needed to extend your break for not even a minute and you did. i don't know about you but i see that as something really strong and admirable. don't push yourself too much. push yourself but be healthy about it. don't compare yourself to others. don't. that's something you should never want to do. i don't know much about sports but don't have a bad mindset. don't think "i got 5 less push-ups them them." think "i got 8 more push ups than i did last time. i'm doing great. i'm in a good area right now. i'd love to do better. if i don't, it's okay. i will be okay. i will be, okay. i'm doing great. no matter what. i'm doing ME."
don't say you shouldn't have bad days. you're human. remember? human. flawed. we aren't perfect. i believe everyone is perfect and amazing the way they are. though there will always always be room for improvement. when you have bad days don't get frustrated over it. it is o k a y . you're okay. you're doing really good, smol one. you really are. if you have a bad day then be determined to make the next day a good one. don't be negative and don't beat yourself up over the past. don't get stuck in the past- go focus on the dreams that'll come true in the future.
you ARE special. you won't be a one hit wonder. you are very, very, very special. not just in my eyes. i'm not saying that just because we're close friends. do you understand? i don't have to see you train or play to know you're good. i'm not JUST being a good close friend in encouraging you. exactly- i'm a close friend. so i know you well. so what i say matters more than people who have only had one look or something. do you get what i'm saying?
excuse my errors.
so it's alright... okay? listen to me. you're okay... breathe. it's okay to be upset sometimes, just breathe. you're alright, smol one. understood?๐
i'm so sorry love, but i don't want to interrupt you. your message got cut off so i'll let you finish it and then i'll respond.
it's alright don't be sorry
i don't know if you're still typing but when you're done lmk- i'll be back in a few minutes i'm sorry.
breatheโค๏ธ
i'm sorry smol one... i can see why you're so hurt. i hรฃte how that had to happen to you and i'm sure you always have some hope every time he makes a promise with you. and your step mom really shouldn't pin it on you... i'm always here for you. i'm always here.
bro are you kidding me what the hรซck happened?
oh my gad. i'm so sorry.
seriously? i'm sorry he's giving you false hope...
i hope you guys can go and straighten things out..
yeah, i guess there is a bigger chance. just karat positive, smol one.
stay* wth
i'm sorry that i had to leave for so long..!
it went okay?
only 30 minutes?
ah okay.
and you guys are good?
nap right- i hope you guys DO end up training together more often!!
alright* lmaรต sorry
AND SHOOT
THAT'S RIGHT
KAJSKJS
LEMME FIND MINE LMAร
WAIT DID I SEND YOURS TO YOU
yEaH sORRY
text me a cherry when you change it
hey.
what did you say
you deleted it.
nono
tell me
you alright? what did you guys say?
did that help you or..?
ah okay, that's good.
you should tell them, i know you might feel a little guilty or like it's none of your business or smth but trust me, it's better if you do. i've done it before too so dw and the person i told was really glad that i told them. so, i think it's best if you tell them. do whatever you're comfortable with.๐
looks like worldwide_mochi has a few up first, so maybe ask them if they know the other acc? or if they are the other acc? etc.
because i'm assuming they've seen the acc before since they follow them so maybe you should ask first if you'd like. yk? i'm not sure soRRY
ah okay okay! phew
AAHH CAN I SEE?
ah pc is just a little ded lol well not really but compared to before it is and it's kinda sad๐
plus i'm trying to fix my screen time. idk why i'm in here so often not many people exactly wanna chat PFT
so yeah i've been inactive but i'll probably post something for faith soon.
BRO
WHO IN THE HECC
I JUST SAW FAITH'S THING
WHO DID THIS
DO YOU KNOW
I FEEL SO BAD I JUST SAW IT
DID SHE SAY THEIR @?
who-
*sigghhhhhh*
not again smh
yEaH i'm the one who told her-๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐
yeah
and those accs are usually hard to find too so it sucks to feel a little paranoid or smth.
especially for faith because she's seen one already.
i feel so bad i saw that brady commented 9 minutes after he sent it.๐๐
he's so hard to catch sjdhjs and i missed it-
i hope so๐ฅบ
and i hope faith drops that @๐ค๐ค
erm okay wait wait so what happened? they followed me too and i looked at their acc and i don't see anything too obvious... am i missing something?
dang i kinda wanted to snap a little-
what happened at the table? you okay?
aH okay
what happened?
yea~ i just hope she remembers.๐
bro everyone forgot about me when i left HAHAHA
bro everyone already forgot about me the day i went inactive so long ago.๐๐
bro yes they did๐
three people said something.
hello? are you alright? what's going on?
because of your bio and your edit
okay... is there a reason you're feeling those feelings if you don't mind me asking..?
oh.
okay
okay, if you need me i'm here
(you don't have to answer any of my questions, it's fine if you say you don't wanna answer. i'm sure you know that.)
wdym "bad" and "strong?"
i love you more- and i mean it. i'm not just being cheesy.โค๏ธ
you aren't a coward. and i know you're strong. but if you ever THINK about doing that just lmk, alright? please. being in that spot is the worst so just.. text or call me? if you want. i can't force you but. yea
i believe in you. you ARE strong, i know you are.
btcih it's possible.๐ฅดโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
thank you๐
and of course, there's no reason to thank me. you're like my little sister and i'd do anything to help you feel better, happy, to make you laugh, even just a smile. anything. imy and you'll get through this. remember what i told you. i'd walk through a rainstorm with you. i'd give you my umbrella. screw the umbrella i'll carry you the whole way. i'm here. i'm always here.
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