I know you do 👀❤️

I love you too 🤔❤️

Never ever feel like your not good enough. ❤️

Are you okay?

What's he done!?

Okay baby ❤️

Omg wow 😂 That's fûcked up, I told you there was something dodgy about him...

Tell his girlfriend if you'd like. *Sits her on my knee* I find it funny, hilarious to think he has a chance with you. Don't even worry about it x

I know *Wraps her legs around my torso* Do you wanna go out tonight?

*Smiles poking her nose gently* Okay baby... ☺️❤️

*Dials a number and presses the phone against my ear* Hello, yeah that's right, I'm hoping to book a table for 2, mhm under the name Clarke, I rang earlier but had to cancel... Yeah please. 6:30 would be fine, okay bye now.

We are booked for 6:30 babbbyyyy

*Showers and puts on some tight skinny black jeans and a white shirt, leaving it untooked. Buttons it up to the top, rolling up the short sleeves, puts on a loose felt red tie, and a black sharp fitted blazer*

*Sprays myself and runs the comb through my hair, rubbing mouse/gel to make it a little curly*

*Puts on my gold watch, smiling at myself in the mirror, laces up my superstars, without socks on, then walks to the car, waits in the drivers seat*

*Sees her approaching the car, gets out and opens the door for her*

*Bites my lip, closing it after her, getting in my side, driving*

*Parks the car on the edge of a curb, underneath a street light, takes her hand and locks the car*

*Approaches the restaurant, opening the door for her*

*Laughs* I won't, your mine.... Talks to the man at the bar: Hiya yeah, I booked a table..

For 6:30pm yeah, It's Clarke.

*Squeezes her hand, following the man to our table, with a candle glistening in the middle of it*

*Pulls the chair out for her*

*Sits across from her* This place is really nice... It's posh and it's not cheap *Smiles, putting my hands on the table*

*Grins* Oh stoppppp... What drink would you like baby?

*Gets up, going to the bar asking him if I could order one pint of beer and a glass of coke... *Pays him £5 and grabs the drinks, placing them on the table*

*Smiles taking a sip of my beer*

*Smiles* So then kitty rios...

*Smiles*

*Hands her a menu* Do you want to order?

I'm gunna just have a salad babes...I'll order it later ☺️ *Smiles* What would you like to know? *Raises an eyebrow*

Welllll miss rios... I don't have an embarrassing story apart from one where I was playing football with my friends when I was 9 and I tripped over the ball and fell into dog poop *Laughs a little* My hobby has always been rugby since I was 9... I wanted to be a professional rugby player and I've never broken a bone in my body.. *Smiles* You?

*Laughs* You're killing me softly. Do you have any other questions?

Yessss I will *Smiles, sipping my beer*

Go on? *Looks puzzled*

*Smiles* The gays went home..

*Smiles flicking her nose* Last night was good ☺️

*Smiles, roling over facing her* I love you so much Kitty...

*Shivers* No, I really mean it... I need you ❤️

*Smiles* Kitty rios 😩❤️ I love you.

I need to go to the gym now babyyyy, I'll text you at 3:00pm ish... ☺️❤️ I'm thinking of you baby girlll 🤔❤️

Heyyyyy babeeee 🤔❤️

Arghhhh your here ☺️❤️

Did you have fun? ☺️❤️

Blazers 😋❤️

It was good thanks :) I finished at 1... got on with my coursework, I'm done now so we can talk 👑

Okai baby 🙃❤️

And Awh thank you 🌞❤️

They're funny though 👀❤️😂

It's funny, them clowns 😂 You should go out and make friendssssss 😋 but thanks baby...

And they're only flirty because you're gorgjjjj 😮❤️

Omg that's nasty...

Would you ever leave me for someone irl?

*Grinning* Thank you. it means a lot ❤️

BABBYYY YOUR MINE 😭❤️

BUT IM ACC SO LUCKY 😏❤️

Tyler said he wants me to kill him ...

He said he wants me to...

I've already had a fight with him... Like a real one

Why?

Do you have feelings for him? Is that why? Can't you live without him...

I wasn't gunna kill him anyway god.

He's your friend. You can't live without him.. I get it.

yeah I know... :)

Your not friends because of me and I feel horrible 😔

I want to be like the guy you first met.. the guy you fell in love with

I know.

*Holds her close to my chest* Do you want to go for a walk?

*Smiles* The forest?

*Smiles, taking her hand outside, looking at the moon and dark blue sky* It's a chilly night.

*Smiles, wrapping my arm around her, walking beside her*

*Walks* You okay baby?

You sure? *Breathes out the cold, crisp air*

*Smiles, my eyes glistening with joy as I take her hands, rubbing them, keeping her warm*

Ellie was in a fight *Laughs* Someone took the pîss out of our dad so she banged them 😂 She got an hour detention...

*Kisses her hands as I hold them* My soul mate.

We could go home if you want? I can warm up some hot chocolate and we can watch Netflix?

I've just got Ellie settled in her bedroom so we have the whole night... Don't leave me tonight *Smiles*

I can't wait until you post about me ❤️

*Walks home, unlocking the door* You go put your comfys on and I'll get the hot chocolate

*Goes to the kitchen and makes 2 hot chocolates with crumbled cookies in the bottom of the cup, squirts cream and poores hot chocolate into 2 mugs, placing them on the table, jumping on the sofa, cuddling pillows*

Ellie says that she won't bother us again tonight we we have all night bless her, I think she's still shaken up about that fight...

*Puts my arm around her, handing her the Netflix remote*

You can choose what we watch. How was your day then?

Awh same, worked hard in the gym for my baby, Ellie had a fight, I've told you a million times *Puts on nemo, playing with her hair*

Can I see it then? *Looks at her* At least read it meeeee *Turns up nemo*

Eh, it's cool...

*Yawns* Morning babeeee I fell asleep 😂😈❤️

I'm back from college ☺️❤️

Babe?

It was good. I know your not okay.

Kitty, your scaring me *Sits, looking at her* Whats wrong!?

You can tell me anything. Anything at all.

You're crying. *Shuffles next to her, lifting her chin wiping her tears* Kitty, what is wrong.

KITTY TELL ME BABY PLEASE. I'm scared I'm gunna loose you!

*Swallows hard* Are you l-leaving me?

*Sighs* Oh my god thank god - I was scared for my life.

What's wrong? Who crushed you?

I might not be able to...

Babes please tell me now while we have time... *Rests her head in my lap, stroking her hair*

No Kitty Stop! 😔❤️ Don't just leave like this, Im worried about you!

No. *Holds her tight* Listen, go get a warm relaxing bath, and breathe. Then come back when you are ready and talk to me. I'll be waiting.

*Kisses her forehead* I'll be here.

And I'm still here.

And I want to know why baby ❤️

*Gulps hard, holding her close to my chest* I'm so sorry. It really does get better, I know more then anyone that when someone goes, you learn to live without them.

*Shakes a little* I am seriously sorry. Bailey wouldn't of died unless he felt like he needed to and now hes probably happier, with god, dancing around with sheep. And I bet he can't wait to see you soon.

*Rubs her back* I wish I could bring him back for you.

You need to know that I'm always here if you need to talk about it.

And if you need to leave PC, I-I understand...

I love you too! ❤️

I'm okay... *Sits her on my knee* And you?

*Bites my lip a little* You okay?

Yeah. We should do something. And hey, it's okay. Cry if you need to cry. Break down if you need to. Because I'll be here to pick you back up ❤️

I will pick up the pieces and glue you back together with warm soft hugs and kisses. I love you ❤️ and your happiness means the world to me.

*Gasps, grinning slightly* mines ❤️

*Laughs, watching her do it* I missed you 😍

*Wraps my arm around her so she can rest her head* I seriously love you, so much ☺️❤️

Can I have my post nowww? 🙈❤️

Awh where's my poem ☹️😂❤️

Okay *Kisses down her forehead, licking her nose*

*Swallows hard* It was perfect ❤️

You are perfect ❤️

Thank You! ❤️

*Smiles* 🌻❤️ Can we talkkk now?

Argospajenfjdpa finally 😴❤️

Just stuff ☺️

*Looks at her as blood drips from my nose*

*Swallows hard* It's nothing.

I'll like it,one second.

I've liked the chat *Sits, as my lip swells a little*

Leave it.

I said leave it.

*Looks at her, slanting my head as my nose still bleeds a little and my lip swells*

Yeah well, life goes on.

None of this is your fault.

*Holds her, resting her head in my lap* Don't cry, come on.

Yes you can. We can both do it.

*Strokes her hair* Bailey is happier now. You have to realise that.

*Holds her tight* You can!

He was obviously hurting so much more then people knew, he had to go... Would you rather him stay? and hide his sadness and pain? or be happy and free? Don't think of yourself, wanting him to be here. Remember his presence and his memory.

But what? *Looks at her, cradling her body*

and it will be, until you learn that life goes on and he's still here, in our hearts.

*Picks her up, wrapping her legs around my torso, walking up the stairs, sitting her on the toilet seat, as I run the bath*

I'll get in with you...

It's gunna be hard because you feel empty, I know. I've been there. I'm not there anymore. I miss spencer, I do, but I know he's happier and I wanted him to be happy, he wouldn't want you to mope around. He'd want you to live and have a smile on that beautiful face...*Stops running the bath* But if you really want, I'll let the water go, and you don't have to get in.

*Sighs* I'm not helping... am i.

*Sighs* Come here you silly girl.::

*Holds her close to my chest, rubbing her back* I'm never letting go.

good. I'm not planning on to. ❤️

You've got me forever.

You know so ❤️ You've got me.

I love you. I hate seeing you upset. 😔❤️

You're probably sleeping because your so lazy 😻 but I love you. Soooooo much. There's no enough "So's" to tell you how much I love you. You're my world 🌍 and I'm actually seriously crazy about you 😶 I've never felt like this before and I don't know if I'll ever feel like this again, with another girl, who knows? But I know one thing. and you're mine 😘 and I'm gunna try not to loose you. I may not be perfect but I'm trying so hard to make you smile because that's what you deserve. You deserve someone who will treat you right and love you to pieces. And I certainly love you 😇 ... Let me tell you, it gets easier. and you won't be broken forever, trust me. but for now, I'll just have to keep reminding you that I'm here if you need someone and that I'll catch you when you fall so we can carry on running. Have a good day at school. I'll be thinking of you, AGAINNN 😂 xxxxx

❤️ Bad moods? Im never in a bad mood 😂❤️

nope 🙃😂❤️

Okay ☺️❤️ Talk all day?

Yeah

but I'll try to talk whenever I'm free. I have a free period 4th I think? x

Who's the post about? 👀

*Sits her on my knee, kissing her nose*

*Licks her nose a little* You don't have to do anything you don't want to do. And if you don't want to meet her her, don't. I'm sure she'll understand. But remember, it's not her fault that her boyfriend did what he did.

*Nibbles her noses* She could of felt scared, you don't know. But you're safe now. She probably feels really bad, and maybe you'd get some answers if you do go?

*Laughs, licking her nose* Sorry I wasn't here!!! We had to finish coursework and things.

*Bites my lip* you're my fave ❤️

*Smiles* how was today for my baby?

*Sits next to her, holding my arm around for her*

He's your ex, the one that treated you badly?

...

I need to go.

I never said your shît..:!!!!

YOUR MY WORLD

I don't wanna hurt you like he did kitty 😔 I don't want to be like him.

You're not shît I promise you, your my rock. I love you to pieces.

you really don't believe me? *Shrugs sitting on my own, shaking my head, looking down* Think what you want...

I'm not mad. or hurt. *Looks away* It's not even about your ex or who you talk to. I feel so horrible

I just feel horrible for you about bailey, I felt like I haven't helped at all... I didn't know how to tell you. I feel useless. 😔 But holly told me I should tell you how I feel and now I am, I hate seeing you upset and I need you to know I love you more then any man in this world, and I'm sorry... for being a dîck.

I'm sorry for being a cûnt.. *Looks at her*

Rawrrrrr *Tickles the sides of her ribs*

*Lays next to her, interlocking our legs, laying on the side, brushing her hair out from her eyes*

*Interlocks our hands, breathing heat against her neck*

*Breathes* Kitty..

*Kisses her lips softly, but passionately, pulling away* I love you.

*Whispers in her ear* That isn't physically possible. *Smiles*

*Laughs* Urmmmm no 🙂❤️

*Licks my lips* I love you more, end of story. I win...

*Licks my lips, stammering* Wow. I can't believe your mines!

I'm so sorry I wasn't here 😂☺️❤️ My internet got cut off and I used all my 4G... It's 2 weeks and we are gunna do something special 🙂❤️

I missed you tooooo!!!!! ❤️ but more then you missed me 🙃

Yeah! ALL DAY ❤️

*Pulls her close, opening my arms*

*Opens my legs so she can't sit* I can't believe you are mine, you don't deserve me. I love you so much, like omg words don't describe it ❤️

And your mine ❤️ *Looks at her, grinning*

Why are you so special? And perfect ❤️

*Sighs* You are...

I'm really sorry ... I'm catching up with my coursework... *Sits her on my knee* Are you okay?

*Smiles, holding her back, moving my hand up the back of her shirt* I love you baby girl, I'd make your body feel like heaven if you'd want me to... *Raises an eyebrow*

*Bites my lips* Oh I think you know...

I'm a dangerous man with some money in my pocket *Winks, laughing a little* Proper hard man, me. *Smirks*

*Lays her down, climbing on top of her*

*Puts my hands on her body, caressing every inch of skin I touch*

*Moves my fingers down her shirt, holding the rim of her joggers*

*Slips my fingers down her joggers, into her panties, massing her clît*

*Sits up, looking in her eyes, whispering in her ear: Happy 2 weeks baby*

*Rolls next to her, interlocking our legs* Netflix?

*Watches her, passing the remote to her, pulling the sheets close to us*

Fine *Sighs happily, selecting the titanic* I love this film *Laughs* are you sure your okay?

*Wraps my arm around her* Awh my baby is cute when she's tired...

*Sits up, propping pillows behind us* Do you want your present now? 😊

*Blushes* I got you something. *Reaches down the side of the bed, grabbing a neatly wrapped box in light pink wrapping paper and a card in an envelope*

Yes I had to. I'm your boyfriend and I need to make you feel special, something you deserve to feel. *Hands her the box*

*Gets down on one knee, opening the box* Kitty Rios...

You're my world. My life.

And don't worry, I'm not asking you to marry me *Laughs a little* But you're special. Special to me.

*Takes out a necklace with your name ingraved in the shape of a heart*

*Stands up, carrying it to her* I know your in your pjs but this will look dàmn beautiful on someone as beautiful, someone like you.

Woah tiger calm down. *Smiles, attaching it to her neck gently, kissing her neck once I've fastened the necklace* And now the card? ❤️

*Watches her, smiling* ...

*Swallows hard, opening the card that says: My Life with a teddy bear on the front*

Dear Kitty, I could describe you and tell you how much I love you, listening to you tell me you love me more but we both know that's a lie. I can't believe it's been 2 weeks already. Times been flying, and we are just getting higher. I love you ❤️ and all your imperfections. You make me complete... I love you and I'm so thankful ❤️

Baby you don't need to show me anything. I know you love me, and that's all that matters ❤️

*Opens my arms, turning up the titanic, handing her a bag of popcorn*

You don't, you loving me is enough ❤️ *Strokes her hair*

*Smiles* Love you.

*Laughs* That didn't make sense.. I got you something else... too

It's not a lot, it's just the hoody I wore when we met...

*Wraps it around her* It's got value. to the relationship, if you get what I mean.

*Laughs* Cute and funny aye? *Raises an eyebrow*

*Kisses her lips softly* My baby.

my life.

*Smiles*

*Sighs looking at her*

Yeah it was a happy sigh you doof *Smiles, weakly*

Nothing is wrong *Smiles, flicking her nose* Stop being a worry pot ❤️

*Swallows hard* I'm gunna have to go... I'm really sorry.

I'm sorry princess... I'm sorry I left you. *Holds my arms out, waiting for a hug* I'm sorry.

Nah not really "okay"... I just left you. Without saying anything... *Hugs her* Its nothing anyway.

I had to.. Im sorry.

Watcha need? :)

It's nice to meet you Dan :) I'm not going to hurt her, I swear mate. She's my world.

I can honestly say she's my life. And I love her more then anything, I really do. She deserves a bit of happiness after everything that's happened :) How long is she gunna be, do you know? and where is she?

She smokes? Oh that's not good... And Awh I try and make her happy.

Dan, can I ask you something...

Does kitty self harm..?

That's cute :)

And because, I worry a lot about her... I need to know she's safe, I love her to pieces :)

Not eating is unhealthy *Swallows hard* My sister used to suffer from anorexia...

She hides how she feels, I know her too well 💔

I can tell, and yours 😌 it was 1 week, yesterday.

All you can do is encourage her to eat, ill have a word if you'd like...

Can you tell kitty to remix me when she's back...

delete this remix please, bye

Yeah it's okay...*Swallows hard* I know you've stopped eating.

April stopped eating, she got anorexia... Eat something for me kitty

No not later now..:!

One bar of chocolate please...

I'm seriously done with everyone and everything...

No.

I'm leaving...

I'm not staying when all you do is ask me if I'm real or fake... I'm not staying when I have to deal with drama with my friend... she's in a coma. I'm not staying when I have to make sure April is okay, she used to suffer from an eating disorder...

I ruined last night...

I ruin everything.

Yeah same thing...

"Is that you" "Are you real"... same kinda thing :/

I am clearly not trusted ...

I'm not gunna hurt you..

I don't wanna do that..:

I don't WANT TO leave ..

Why did you even ask if It was me!?

Yeah it is, I had a haircut, I was gunna tell you 😪

It's me...

but... the reason I left early last night was because April needed to talk, She used to suffer anorexia and she thought she was developing it again, she FaceTimed me and we talked ...

YEAH JOSE JOSE JOSE..:

ITS ALL ABOUT FÛCKING JOSE!

HOW IS THAT HIM? ITS ON MY INSTAGRAM...

ITS ON MY FACEBOOK...

I AM FÛCKING DONE.

AND YEAH, THANKS FOR ASKING, APRIL IS FINE...

look at me latest post...

THATS ILLEGAL TO STEAL PEOPLES PICTURES! My uncle is a police officer, what would happen to "jose and his crush" if I told him about the picture

goodbye kitty.

I'm not in the mood for all this drama..

I'm sorry.

ITS NOT EASY FOR ME TO GO!!

Maybe I'll be back.. who knows...

I love you.

you wonder why though...

you bluntly said: "that's not you"

you can't hurt me like that and then say sorry...

it's just a word ...

sometimes it doesn't mean anything

It's clear you care more about Jose and his dignity then me ... and my feelings...

You mean "Joses crush" is beautiful, you think I'm him!!

Yeah!

I KNOW I AM AND I DONT NEED TO PROOVE ANYTHING TO YOU OR ANYONE ELSE...

You don't trust me. End of. Goodbye.

Hello Kitty ...

I'm Ellie.

I'm Ryan's sister :)

Are you okay? Ryan dropped his phone when he came upstairs and this page was open...

I think Ryan is really upset right this moment ... He's my best friend, he's my brother. I hate seeing him upset, what's happened.

Ryan?

You thought he was a fake? (I'm presuming that's what a PC kid means)

Omg you thought my brother was fake!!

Oh my god. How the fûck is he fake? He's so nice and genuine, he treats any girl with respect and the love they deserve. He's lovely. And this is how you repay him?

Do you want me to get Ryan...

One second then.

I'm here.

*Swallows hard, sitting on the edge of the sofa, fiddling with the ends of my hoody, mumbling* I'm sorry, I shouldn't of jumped to conclusions..:

*Sighs* I shouldn't of caused a scene... I know how much your hurting...

Yeah whatever *Mumbles* It's fine anyway, I don't think I'll use that picture then *Sighs* I really wanted to use that one...

I don't want to break up with you! *Looks at her, standing yo*

up*

Tyler's the fake one, So is aiden and Jose, do you see them caught up in drama for being fake? It's always the real ones *Shakes my head*

*Follows her, wiping away her tears*

I know you're hurting...

Don't go *Runs a finger down her cheek* Yes I know. I have every idea of how it feels. You need to tell me though, and STOP hiding your feelings... and I know you're sorry and it's okay.

I won't be here tonight, I have coursework that needs finishing..:

You either stay now ❤️ or talk tomorrow, I'll be offline when you get back...

and you've gone...