That's how I feel right now...Idk if I should whack the guy are be sad. Because I feel wrong applying the concept that most early relationships don't last anyways but the person you marry you usually meet while you're young. Idk. I also am disliking our formal dance coming up. I would say more on that but I'm at school and I don't want someone to catch my crush's name or how he asked another girl to the dance who I don't know. Because it was too cute. Maybe I should hit something....

I'm sorry that sounds horrible. My friend and I already decided that we were just friends. He had said something about maybe in the future, but now he's getting back with his ex. I just- I mean- We're only friends. That's all. I'm not in love with him, it's just a friends relationship. He really likes her anyway. He actually said something about marriage one day. I'm happy for him, I am. We're only friends after all.