JAY PLEASE!!!! no!!!!!!!! *sobs hard enough to were side hurts* P-PLEASE!

why?! You care more about Trevor you'll forget about me...bye l✌🏻️😭🔫

NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! *falls to the floor sobbing* PLEASE *voice cracks a little* YOUR ALL I HAVE

what about your friends?

yah i only have 3! and your the closest one i have tight now! to me your not even a friend to me. your my world. my everything. *cries* please

fine but only cuz I love you baby

i love you to and thank you soooooooooo much

*kisses you*

*kisses back*

*holds you close*

*looks into your eyes*

*grabs your waist*

*keeps looking into your eyes*

*smiles*

*doesn't smile back*

baby....*looks down*

y-yes?

don't you dare kill yourself please baby for me

f-f-fine

thank you baby

n-no problem

baby what's wrong

i already told you... plus He doesnt even care if im dead so i feel completely broken. he even told me "dont even talk to me, ok?"

ok if it's cuz of me go ahead leave me I don't wanna ruin your life

no Jay its f-fine i dont want to h-hurt you!

no hurt me if you wanna be happy hurt me I'll be fine

b-b-but im scared youll cut or k-k-kill yourself

everyone wins either way you obviously love him more

*starts to cry* but i dont want you dead

still

*cries* i wont win if you die Jay! more of a lose cuz the love of my life died.. because of me. and trust me i couldnt live with myself knowing I WAS that reason you killed yourself *starts crying harder* i-i-i just cant

well even if you chose me I'm still gubna kill myself

no!!! why!!! Jay!!!!! please!! you mean so much to me!!!!! i swear if you do i wont eat for days. i will stay in my room for a full month and cry till my sides hurt! and probably be depressed, a-and anorexia. please! *sobs*

for me? why for me...you know I'm a jerk you know I'm stupid so why me? why do that stuff over a jerk like me?

well to me your a jerk that i love so much. you a jerk that i ALWAYS think about. your a jerk that makes me have a reason to smile. and your that jerk i cant lose!

but then you weren't happy with me? that totally makes sense! look Jaylin it's obvious you love Trevor more than me just leave me and get Trevor I'll be fine dead

well i am! yah i may have lost a friend and all... but it doesnt mean i dont love and care for you!! i want to be with you!

Jaylin it ain't that simple I'm not gonna take you back easily anymore! either you stop liking people when we're dating or that's it! it isn't gubna be easy anymore jaylin! it's me or him that's it!

*sobs* i-i-i dont k-k-know

then I'm done!

*sobs hard* h-h-how can you just l-leave me k-knowing i an be dead tomorrow! *stands up* o-or n-now! *runs to bathroom and locks door* YOU DONT LOVE ME!!! THATS WHY

I DO LOVE YOU!

HOW!!!! NO ONE DOES!!!!! THATS WHY PEOPLE JUST LOOK AT ME BE MISERABLE AND NOT EVEN F* CKING CARE! LIKE YOU!!! YOU DONT GET MY PAIN!!!! I LOST ROXY!!! I LOST BRANDON!!!!! I LOST TREVOR!!!!!!! I LOST YOU!!!!!! WHATS NEXT I LOSE CUPID!!! *sobs hard to where side hurt*

FINE SAY THAT I DONT CARE! A NEXT THING IM GUNNA HE DEAD CUZ THAT WORD KILLED ME

*grabs gun and puts it to head**yells* alright... bye! f* ck life! *shakes and gets ready to puts trigger*

don't you dare!*grabs the gun and points it to my head and pulls the trigger*

JAY NOO *pulls it away from your head before it shoots you*

GIVE THE GUN BACK NOW

NO!!! *puts it behind back**runs into kitchen and grabs all sharp things**runs to nearest bathroom and puts them in bathroom*closes door and locks it* NEVER!!! and yes i know where you blades are there all gone! im not letting it happen

I have things in rl....I can just stab myself

PLEASE JAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! as i always say! i want you to grab my wrist, look me in the eyes and cut my wrist as much as you would cut yourself

no.....I don't look at your eyes unless your hiding sadness or I just wanna kiss you....and right now I just wanna kiss you goodbye...bye baby...*tears up and looks into your eyes and kisses you softly*

NOO! *sobs* i cant lose you! i just cant! PLEASE BE A DREAM PLEASE!!! i cant Ja-*eyes slowly close and faints*

shìt!*picks you up*(I kinda stabbed myself already...bye pikachu I love you)

(JAY WHYY PLEASE I CANT I JUST CANT! NOT NOW NOT EVER!!!! and what about Delilah! WHAT IF SHE DOESNT HAVE A DAD!! im not letting that happen!!)

baby I'll try not to stab myself that much so I can survive...ok but right now I feel like fairing so bye...

*fainting

*sobs hard*

to much blood to much knifes to much everything I love you and if I don't make it I'm sorry I'm a joke

*jerk

w-what do i t-tell Delilah w-w-when she ask!

i-i-i love y-y-you t-to