I've been thinking about it a lot lately...

I've been trying to stop. I've been thinking of cutting instead of just bruising and I've been thinking a lot about it. I try and try not to but it just happens. I don't want to hurt anyone but people want to hurt me

I want to punish myself for existing sometimes

I'm sorry for being so pathetic. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for existing...

Sweetie, you're not pathetic. And don't you dare apologize for existing. God has obviously put you here for a reason. Also, you don't know how devastated I would be if you hurt/killed yourself. And I'm sure your family would be devastated, aswell. So please, I'm begging you, please don't hurt yourself in any way. You're an amazing person. Stay strong. Everything will get better. I promise. 💚 *virtual hug*

* hugs * it hasn't gotten better in 11 years.... I was meant to die

Why hasn't it gotten better in eleven years...? It's okay if you don't feel comfortable telling me.

idk.... just the fact the world hates me. not like everybody hates me I mean the earth itself. I almost died three times in my life. almost ran over, age 3. Head almost sliced open by an ice skate, age 9. Dropped knife and almost cut important vein, age 11.

Well, it must be a blessing if you're still alive, today. I'll be praying for you. 💚

thank all of you for being there for me and actually caring about me * hugs all *

You're welcome. Take care of yourself, alright? :3

I'll try

no the world would rather see you happy and very much alive. cheer up we all want ya to.