i was thinking because now that you’re reunited with your boyfriend, as the deity i grow more and more jealous of him. another thing is i told you i only appear when you think of me, but i sometimes don’t even keep my word, and so i’d appear almost everywhere you go and out of nowhere. from the taxi cab, to the store clerk, to even in your school, my presence got somewhat annoying. it mostly lead to your suspicions of me having such feelings for you, which i denied several times whenever you tried to ask and i always played it off smoothly. at some point, you more or do realize i don’t know how to manage friends at all. as a god, especially the god of death, i never had time for friends. my assumptions about making friends with morals were to appear whenever they needed something, yet that sounds more like a servant... you later tell me im supposed to get to know you as a person, simple things like what you like and what you don’t like...what music do you like. sorry for making this too long ah, i’ll go now :’) i got a bit in my own head there..