recently i’ve had a lot of trouble enjoying things that aren’t guaranteed to last. i realized that i’ve applied to most of the colleges my gf has while she’s told me she’s glad i haven’t asked her to do the same. coming to terms w imbalances in reciprocity SUCKS why can’t i be a croc in a mutualistic relationship with one of those birds that cleans my teeth

That does suck. How are you dealing with it?

I’m happy to hear that!