you know they broke up right?

that's what the whole Brenda Collins thing is about

yeah ik they did! yes exactly

but I'm scared

scared?

sometimes I feel like I'm not smart enough or good enough for Jake you know? or pretty enough or anything like that. it's really stupid but Jake is gorgeous. he's what everyone aspires to be. he's smart, he's a writer, he's kind, he's so good to his family, he already makes money, and he has the sweetest heart and the mildest temperament

sometimes I feel inadequate, really

inadequate to his app girlfriend?

and I agree with all those stuff you said about him but you're good too, Ali. idk why you have to feel scared or inadequate

hęll no, not her

idk why he hasn't chosen me over her, she probably gives a great PC bløwjob but she also broke his family and his EIGHT YEAR OLD SISTER's heart

did you know that?? about avie?

no I feel inadequate compared to his friends. he's got smart, amazing friends who won writing competitions and he can go to and write with or talk with in that poetic way he does.

okay good and no what about avie?

broke her heart what?

none of them mean more to him than friends you know? sometimes you just have to trust that. I feel that way about Kay most of the time (don't tell her, my reputation's at stake)

Jake had a party last time he came over and it SÛCKED bcuz he ignored everyone there to text that gf of his, and he flat out ignored avie when she wanted a story read to her and wanted to show him her drawings and wanted to spend time with him. he gave that time to Julia

I know but I was talking to belle the other day and she was like "it was kind of a wonder Jake McAll and Brenda Collins didn't get together. they would've made the cutest couple"

like bîtch???? BÎTCH?

I heard about that but not about the Avery thing

Jesus he needs some help, there is no one in this entire lifetime that will ever shower more love and respect on him than that kid

that makes me sick. does A even know about his gf?

dáaaaaaaaamn 😂😂 dude let's be real, they'd have made a good couple BUT they didn't and that's the point

Wait and Andy you feel inferior to Kaylah's guy friends?

trUTH at its fULLEST

Kaylah said she still remembers that poor kid crying

she did and apparently she used to like her lol but then Cammi injected the venom lololol

ughhhhhh I felt inferior to Brenda who was smart AND hot

yeah I guess

ahh that's so sad. poor kid

noice 😂 you don't need to feel inferior, I didn't even know you felt inferior to anyone least of all Brenda

aw Andy! but you're so hot! and so fun to be around

I know? she despises his gf now because hello

I feel inferior to Amber. do you know who that is? the girl Jake won first place tied to for that Payton thing

yeah but Kay's different, I feel like that isn't enough

dämn-she did kinda break his tiny broken family into further pieces tho

yeah he told me about her. Ali you don't NEED to feel inferior to anyone. none of these people know that much about Jake

Kaylah adores you, you don't even know

since freshie year

poor ashley, she's so uncomfortable w everything. did this chick really need to mess up his life again like come oN

i miss him. everyday of my life. I see him walking by with his friends or writing or that time he read his poem out loud at that slam, it makes my spine get chills

yeah, I wish I could be more for her

freshman year?

I feel so bad for Ashley though, the most, yeah. she really had all these hopes and idek

come to the party next weekend, and tell him

i respect your privacy, carry on

ali is that Rubin? where did you guys go without me?

I appreciate it, and idk some amusement park, i went w ru and evie and sienna

you're enough for her!!

i honestly feel so horrible. I just want to go give her a hug tbh

I'm not coming

yeah but what about Steve

last time she saw me she hugged me and cried and was like I miss my little boy and I felt cråppy the rest of the night

the hęll you mean, it's at your house

Steve is extremely overprotective over Kaylah. he literally likes Kaylah more than me

oh my gosh, she did? poor Ashley.

I can't come, it's just too many bad memories

I think it's because he thought you were all set w Jake. he likes Jake so much more than me

Jake's his long lost son

she did, like legitimate sobbing, she wouldn't let go of me

Ali, no

Jake's a gentleman, that's why

he doesn't show up drunk to people yard's and sing Celine dion

what did you do?

I can't come, I'll have to drive with Jake and I can't do it

oh please she loves my Celine dion impressions, she dies over them

she wanted me to come sit inside and she just wanted to vent about Jake so I awkwardly listened and afterwards I played with ave and that dog for a while

Ali, please come, it's going to be weird without you

she does 😂 what did she say about him? Awwww

moment of silence for guys that play w dogs and children 😍

i really really can't 😁 i just can't picture him with her it makes me sick inside

don't worry I won't read the conversation- I just want to know why I wasn't invited??

thanks Jake and oh if I had taken you instead of sienna it would've been like a double date

just that she missed the old high school Jake who clearly had ambitions and was willing to do things for the family idk I don't remember half of it I just felt really really bad for her

rip

you can't not come. are Fynn and Meg coming too?

gotcha, don't worry about it, I was just joking around :)

aw gosh. I feel her pain, we all somewhat miss high school jake

just Fynn, Meg's visiting family elsewhere

#awkwardcarride but honestly I'm not going. Kay will do everything herself

I miss high school Jake mostly because he lived close by😂 but there's so much drama now with you feeling all insecure and shît like you don't need to, so fûcking chill

that's kinda awkward 😂 yeah I know Kaylah can but you need to come lol, we all do this thing every year

i do though, I'm no one special

it's pretty evident good looks don't matter to him based off the last year of his life

I'm breaking tradition and staying home and watching Lindsay Lohan movies

oh come on. that's got to be a joke

yes good looks matter to him, come on. don't be stupid, and would you come if Jake asked?

I'm not special to him, not anymore. he doesn't look at me like he used to. he said he wanted everything with me. he said so

no I can't look @ him, it makes me sick.

I know but you did cheat on him

that really hurt him, Ali. you know how he is with people leaving

he doesn't make you sick, his lifestyle does. he's a good guy

my own baby sister, Kaylah, she was going behind my back to Julia this entire time

I feel so hurt

i could never be more sorry for anything in my life. it was such a mistake. such a mistake. I'll never find someone like Jake again. and yeah basically

yeah that really bothered me

i did talk to her about it and she said she stopped and she had no part in any of it

that was a pretty big mistake, I agree. Ali PLEASE come. please please please please please

please

she's a liar she would tell Julia shît about me

and Julia just cries to Jake who then has to awkwardly text me to stop and then we fight and Jake goes "god okay, fine"

no, Andy :( I really don't want to, none of it is worth it anymore

really?

that kinda sûcks for him though, to constantly have to play mediator

sometimes I feel like we all give him hęll, and she gives him hęll, and he's kinda living in permanent hęll

now you just sound like Jake

really really, and yeah it does. she gives him far more hęll than we have ever given him in a lifetime of knowing him

in just a year she has caused his mom's trust for him to completely vanish

and how many levels do you think his relationship bumped down his relationship with Avie and Cammi?

I know

actually true

i don't think I've ever given Jake that much hęll, it was basically just that time we fought when he didn't tell me about AppGirl

and then obviously after but only bcuz I want the best for him; and a lot of levels I think, especially with Cammi, who was kinda down towards the bottom rung of the ladder to begin with

please show up, I'm begging you

that was an awful fight

I thought you guys were gonna throw punches

me 2, and yEs Cammi and I talked about it a lot and she got really emotional and upset about it.

I'm so sorry I can't

I wouldn't, not at Jake

she did? that's hard to imagine lol, what did she say?

Ali, what's it gonna take? how do you think you're ever going to be able to even interact w Jake unless you talk him at this thing?

I know that

it's sweet

just that she lost jake, idk. all this sad shít. stuff about her dad and all this girl stuff. mostly Jake though, and how he's drifting

I can't, I'm scared to talk to him

that's sick

he is drifting

dude come on. why?

I know he is, and it's affecting his fam& friends in the worst way possible

this is going to sound super stupid

you know how Jake's eyes kind of like really suck you in, like they're really mesmerizing and pretty

I'm literally afraid to look directly into them. idk

especially now because he's with her, I used to love looking at them

it is

sure, yeah 😂

oh wow

you think if you look at his eyes something bad will happen?

I might be forced to kiss him

oh

word of caution, that may make things worse because it's Jake

he won't kiss back, I know. he's got standards, he'd just push away and leave

even though his gf slept at another guy's house........

yeah I don't think he would 😬 maybe just talk to him though

wait what

what

when

are you lying? why?

lolol I saw Kay's messages

nope not lying, she did

holy fûcking mother balls

that's a joke

no

it's real

this guy Jake

sometimes I just want to punch him but I can't

so what did she do at the guy's house?

me 2 and

*andy

who knows

alllllllright guys let's shift this over to messages

come on

yeah I knew she'd read it

sorry Jake

it's okay Andy

sorry your relationship has ruined your family

alright Andy

come on, al, you know better. delete this

deny it, Jake. I dare you

tell her to come on next week

I'll delete it. let's just stop, Andy

just go

yeah, Ali, you have to come, please

why would I want to go anywhere you'd be sęxting your AppGirl?

Andy just stop, let's just stop

your family and friends miss you

give us the dāmn respect we deserve for once in a year

I'm not sęxting her, we don't even know what's going on w the relationship as of rn

yeah Andy, maybe you should just go

when have I not respected you?

you don't respect your family

you'd put them first if you did. you saw what your gf did, her mom found her messages and she was ready to jump ship on your relationship. that's family loyalty 😂 bad girlfriend, but family loyalty

YOU'RE NOT YOUR DAD IF YOU WALK OUT ON A RELATIONSHIP THAT IS RUINING YOUR LIFE. your dad walked out on an innocent woman, which is NOT what you are doing, bud, so get your act together and do what you need to do.

delete this shít, Alison

I put my family first, Andy, you of all people should know that

whatever

no Ali, not yet

then why does Cammi feel like she has to go change herself to impress you?

why does she fûcking feel that way?

because your attention's with your girlfriend. and that's gotta fûcking change. it's got to change

Cammi didn't start smoking and wearing new clothes and makeup to impress me, don't be a tûrd

lol yes she did

she did, Jake

she told me

dámn

she doesn't need to impress me

why don't you explain to her that the reason this is happening because every ounce of your appreciation goes into Julia?

I'll talk to her

just delete this

Alison

what do you want

take this shīt down

I'll stay home next week, you go to the party

enjoy yourself, I wouldn't want to stand in your way.

I'll take it down once I read it through again

did you talk to Camilla?

no I'm not going if you're not. that's tidiculous

I talked to her

she hates me

she hates the relationship. it was like watching someone throw up, it just came out, text after text about how sad she was and upset and angry

no it doesn't matter. Fynn will drive you

she doesn't hate you. she's just been NEGLECTED

oh Jake

no I don't want Fynn.

Jake you know that if this was Julia's sister/brother she'd jump ship right?? her loyalties lie w her family and friends up in Idaho or wherever the eff she lives

well she shouldn't have told you or Andy or anyone first, she should've told me

i don't want to come if looking at me makes you sick

Idek anymore

maybe she knew it was worthless talking to you because your head's full of some girl we don't even know

there she is, right in her profile pic with some dude in a red flannel

YOU don't make me sick!

I just can't look at you without wanting to go back in time and I am so dámn sorry for everything

well she's talking now

Ali the person in the flannel is Julia

not a guy

I forgave you for it, way back sophomore year. we don't have to keep thinking about it

that's awkward, I thought red flannel person was a guy

so did she say things are okay?

you don't deserve it from me. if anything I don't deserve you

not as a friend, not as anything

no she's pîssed

she said she hates me

that's not true, don't say that

I like this picture btw. I know I didn't mention it before

she doesn't, she just hates your relationship

ty 💖

still like this picture THOUGH I was supposed to be in it and wasn't

🙄

❤️ you Jake