honestly man I have no clue anymore

just mixed feelings I guess

like a part of me wants to find love again but at the same time I don't want to because most of my time is with Sarai and you know we're always at the doctor or something like that. like right now love isn't what I need right now. I'm too worried about Sarai

I don't know. she's just really weak and she hasn't been eating.

they moved her into ICU and it's just been back and forth on medication

yeah she is