Oooooooor maybe a majority of my friends are awkward

Except Josh. Cause according to how Brenda described him when he texts her, he just doesn't like me

Maybe it's cause at the end of EFY, this specific EFY has a tradition of telling your crush (known as c.o.w.s at EFY. Crush of the Week) that you like them so I told him and maybe it did make it awkward between us

But who cares, I didn't really care for anyone in my company at EFY (kinda a lie)

I do wish the girl I was friends with would text me, but I think she lost my number and I can't find her on social media anywhere (yes, I looked very hard I'm a creep) all I know is she has a wattp@d but like heck I'm gonna be able to find her on there

Thanks for listening to my rambling. I might update it but who knows

oof I feel ya :/ I always feel like a bother or something when I talk to people or ask them to do something haha ...