I can't stand myself. I just want death, I just can't handle all my assignments and help my friends with their problems and everything is getting so stressful and I just can't stand it anymore. I can't

I will probably leave anyways, Who cares? nobody

I am even bad at venting

trust me, no one can't be bad at venting, and like many other things, you rocked it!! I totally understand what it feels like to have a lot of stressful assignments and feel like you have to put your friends before yourself. in the second to last week of school alone, my math grade dropped a total of 3 points, and that was not fun. at the time, I was feeling really stressed and upset, and I kept trying to put the people around me before me. in the end, I found out that all I needed was a little time for just me and my thoughts, and after taking a break from everyone else, things just seemed a little clearer. Later I went to my math teacher and we somehow found a way that we could fix my grade, with a few tests of course! I Hope I somehow helped and that I might have made your day a little better.

-ayyy i know I'm late for this and all but dude, if you ever feel like this again just remember there are many that still love you.