You're just being disgusting, using a true disease like this to get likes and sympathy.

how do you know I don't have this 'true disease'? you don't know me. stop acting like you do.

....You don't know HOW much I know already...How much it hurts, and how true pain is.

How you will most likely understand me

I feel deeply sorry for you. I have minor depression, which basically translates into 'a slight sadness, that could turn into something bigger.' this also means I have never cut, and I hope I never will, but I DO know what you're going through. isn't it sad that people hurt you so much, that you can finally say "I'm used to it."