Ok so here's my problem to those who didn't understand it: All my life I've been bullied because I'm skinny but usually I ignored it (at least that's what I thought) 10 years later suddenly it all exploded on me

All the insults all the comments everything I ignored when I was little got to me now all at once, I've found out that my looks affect the way people look at me and treat me

It has got to me to the point that I hate myself now, every little inch, I don't want to hate myself tho, I want to look at myself and say I'm beautiful

But I can't! anything people say just makes me feel worse, doesn't matter if it's a compliment an insult or a stupid little comment

I hate that ppl judge me bc of my looks (bc I look like a 10 year old) I'm always underestimated and mistreated bc of my appearance

And ur probably thinking that I shouldn't care what anyone says or thinks about me but I do, I don't want to but I do

It gets in the way of EVERYTHING! School, music school, friendships..

AND IM SO TIRED TO BE INSULTED BY MY LOOKS AND JUDGED AND UNDERESTIMATED,

So I thought that I had to be pretty (in society standards) so I didn't had to go through all this. But I see myself and (according to society) I'm not pretty.

So I can't even, ugh 😭😭😭😭

it's hard to stay away. but think of them as fishers.if you're already confused-they're throwing hooks. don't bite. don't react. don't yell at them or scream. you'll get caught by them.