you are exactly like me. so in May I was in a really scary roll over accident. no one was hurt at all. and for the first few weeks I thought about it and then I gradually forgot about it . every once and a while I remeber and I think “why am I forgetting about this I shouldn’t be forgetting” but the thing is that’s what we do as humans. we are meant to live in the moment and not dwell on the past. the best way to cope with a lose is whenever someone brings her up remember the fun times u had with her. know the paranoid thing I think it happens to everyone of us who had been in a life threatening situation. I do it too.