I'll message you... wait a second.

*hugs* you'll get through it💜

Are you alright, Astrid? Know that you have friends here. And that you've nothing to apologize for. This isn't sunshine and roses, but it's raw and that's really admirable.❤️ I don't think I've ever hated before, but I've felt dark and surprised at it, I've frightened myself. And I've definitely tried loving the evil because it's close and feared being torn apart inside. And I hope that feeling doesn't haunt you badly for very long. In a perfect world you'll wake up tomorrow and feel spectacular and eat pancakes and read a good book and the sky will look nice.

^^^ couldn't have said it better myself💕

you alright, Astrid? If you need to chat, I'm here 💕xx

Astrid sometimes people hold in things too long and that kills them inside.🥀That was life it's not always sunshine and rainbows like Hannah said, and if that's what you need to let out then you know what you don't have to apologize for it.💕

astrid, never apologize for how you feel, never—we have those times, those moments when we question everything; confused, we wonder why we're been put though all that's going on; you were given this life because you were strong enough to live it—chin up, princess, your crown is slipping💕

Astrid, are you alright? I'm here if you just need to vent more or talk with😊 hey hey don't apologize for this, you're just letting it all out.