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haiiii
IM SAD RN PC IS GLITCHING AND IT WONT UPDATE MY FEED!!! i cant see ANYONES POSTSSSS
i tried refreshing and restarting my phone ;—;
it legit look me a week to make skdkkd
hahahaha noOoOoo
i’ve been so frustrated i can’t make quality edits anymore, like i had a point in time where i made lien three good ones in a row and then POOF gone
wAT NOOO THATS WHERE ALL UR EDITS BELONGGG
idk just this feeling ig
honestly... i’m so lucky to have such supportive ppl like u in my life😭😭😭
and i think maybe with practice i can get back to being the best i can try to be
do u want to collab someday?
whenever ur freeeeee
pls follow me
im good either way :D
i have some free time rn so i hope it’s ok if i start it~~
ok here r two ver... i’ll leave it up to u to pick ur fav~~
i made a more complex one, and if u feel like it’s to much i can take stuff away, but if you’d like the simpler og one better i also remixed that
tALK TO ME
WHATS WRONG
hey!
what happened?!?
aww whats the constitutional challenge?
i’m sorry u lost :(( i’m insanely competitive so ok that must really suck
yOUR TEACHER SAID THAT?!??
ooooo running... that’s why i joined a swim team cuz i can’t run xD
wait... ur in love?
that’s, that’s really sweet... what did he do tho?
oh ok
ur week sounds like it’s been really rough :(( i hate losing, but ik u did an amazing job and that u worked really hard!!!! also i highly doubt u suck at the violin! instruments take practice and we all have our off days, don’t worry about them ok? if it makes u feel better i’ve been playing the piano for five years and still can’t read sheet music well skskdjsj
i get frustrated easily and my piano teacher always tells me, sometimes it’s not u, some days your fingers r tired or ur sleepy or hungry and that all affects how well u do at anything not just play an instrument. remember that, u don’t suck i bet ur an absolutely fabulous violinist that just had an off day
wAIT SHE TOLD HIM WITHOUT UR PERMISSION
dude that ain’t ok >:(( also that’s just plain rUDE of him to just ignore u... some people like taking the easy road, like the one that doesn’t involve any confrontation or conversation... he was just lazy and i don’t think it really was bc he doesn’t like u, but more because he is a lazy æss who skskksks oml that just makes me mad
i HATE THAT!!! this is why i quit team sports bc like i try really hard and then other ppl r like frick this and then we loose and i’m pīssęd! u should have won!!!!
that is seriously UNFAIR
wOAH THERE BUDDY! sisters before misters... sjsjdk even if u were “over him” that’s seriously uncool of her
wow... that other half needs to just g e t t h e i r a c t t o g e t h e r
ok ttyl~~
i hope u have a really good day at school!!!!!
💗💗💗
i want u to know that ur amazing, ur a hard worker, ur a talented person, and your a good person. you are love and cared for, and u will get through this because you r strong
and i don’t have to be able to see ur face to know that ur an incredibly strong and an incredibly beautiful and an incredibly brave person
but i do know that life can really suck, but those moments r what make us appreciate the good ones, help us not take the people we love or the people that love us for granted, and also make us stronger
*hugs*
ily child💕
how was ur field trip?
no, having someone who trusts me enough to talk about real stuff... that’s what’s really special
oOoOo did u see a real court case?!?
were the parents divorced?
ah that’s probably why, it wasn’t a good divorce then and so the mom was really possessive and the dad was probs bribing the child
we did a mock trail as a required course, it was really fun
btwww i’m working on making us a new chat page and i’m trying to make it aesthetic so bear with meeee🐻
ooooo
ok i’m kinda into 6
ok there’s a thing on it that’s bugging me i’m gonna fix it a remix u a larger ver
nO THAT IS SO UNTRUE
honestly if u hadn’t done the drippin lyrics then i wouldn’t have had any idea what to add
plus the small texts helps bring it together otherwise it’s akward
also i tried to do it similar to ur style
r u ready to post or do u want to add anything else?
sjsjdk i literally changed nothing but ty my dude ;D
i think i’m good~~
goodnight pwarkie~~🌙
morning~~
u feeling ready to post?
iM FEELIN HYPER TODAYYYY
oML LIKE SO HYPER I COULD SING SPONGE BOB ON REPEAT
aRE YOU READY KIDS?!??
aYE aYE CAPTAIN
whOoOoOooOoOoOoOooOoOoOoOoOooOo LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA
i’m ready to post whenever ur online~~
unless u want to add smth i think soOooO
SORRY HAD TO PRACTICE PIANO
i’m back
yES
I AM NOTTTTTT
^skz is quaking
bUT I AINT UR AMAZING
GORGEOUS
BEAUTIFUL
STUNNING
UNIQUE
ORIGINAL
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY!!!
YOUR YOU
i’m doing good atm~~ hbuuuuu what’s new i’ve missed smmmm😩
NO I MISSED U THE FRIKIN MOSTTTT
😤😤😤
AHHHH CONGRATS🎉🎉🎉
this week was spirit week which was fun~~ my friends and i were ice ice baby (two of us dressed up as bags of ice and the other person dressed up as a baby)
i have my first hs visit day tmrrr rip
sadly she’s been back for a while... she hasn’t done anything extreme yet and she also doesn’t know i changed my use eso she probably doesn’t realize it’s me...
you can if u want... ik u two used to be really close and all... but i’m still weary of her...
^like she made h8 pages for herself and others.... i don’t want more stuff like that happening to my friends
that’s a good idea~~
hmmm maybe i’ll try and start over, not tell her my old username and see how she acts?
‘tis exciting indeed
morning childddd~~
how’s life been?!?
yea o.O
oml
yOu sHouLdnT fEeL bAd
she didn’t tell u so u had no way of knowing
but it’s ok tho, if u do feel bad that just means u really care and love ur friend and that’s a good thing~~
❤️❤️❤️
how’s school been treating you?
awwww
yOU GO DO THAT U WIDDLE FLUFF
sjjdjd
pure torture oml sameee
UGH
the school part has been great .___. no it sucks
but the friends part has been great
my friend ella came out to me which made me really happy~~
OK SO WE WERE JUST HANGING OUT
and she got all serious and dragged me down to the basement (the whole time i was joking around screaming IM BEING KIDNAPPED, and then she yelled at me to shut up)
then KA BLAM
jsjdjd and i guess she’d crush first try I WAS SO PROUD BC IK MY FRIENDS TO WELL
yOu KnOw tHe dAnCe?!?
dang u little dance queen
skkdkd
i gtg toOoOO
have funnn at school rip.—.
can i ask you for some advice... it's kinda personal and idk i just don't know what to do
btw I'm using a laptop bc im still in school since my mum can't pick me up till 5ish.. will u be on sometime between 5:30 and 8 tonight?
how’s school been?
oml
she asked u for ur #?!?
u can say ur parents track ur text msgs and ur worried that u might get caught and in trouble so it’s safer to use chatpages?!?
i hope that helps o.O
oh no what?!?
tell her ur data plan tracks the distance ur texts send and ur parents might get suspicious
^i was texting my cousin that lived in florida and my parents flipped bc they thought it was a stranger😂
skkdkd she is persistent ;—;
want me to try and distract her i’ll start a convo or smth and maybe she’ll forget😂😅
👍👍👍
also schools been a big pain in the buttöcks
what i really hate is how ppl say they have mental disorders when they don’t... like irl everyone is like “oml i have anxiety i’m dead inside” etc etc... but feeling stressed or anxious doesn’t mean they have anxiety like the same way feeling sad or alone doe st make u depressed
^tbh i don’t really know if shes depressed but if she is then that must really suck
our science teacher has just been going ham on the homework load😑
last week we had a CER, a lab report, a final, and now a lab reflection and ANOTHER GISH DARN CER DUE ON MONDAY
*GOSH
and we have math hw and multiple tests so whoop de dang doo
and on monday i’m praying for a snow day
we have a LA test on all the stuff we’ve learned since 6th grade, a DBQ(in class essay test where u have to write a 5 paragraph essay in 1 hour), and a spanish final
sIGH they love to go heathen mode on us😔🤘
Oof
hbuuu why’s school been torture?
rip our souls, lives, and free time
wtth such a hypocrite smh
gOooOd lUuUuuUuck with schoOOoOol ttyl ily baiiii✌️💕
ok so i feel like rose is closing up to me
she kinda told me why she went on hiatus a few weeks ago, and idk what she told u but... i was kinda by why
ik shes feels like she doenst belong and she told me it’s because “u jizzle and mei’s accs have all grown so much and have pushed me away and now i feel unwanted” <- not her exact words but along the line of what she said
i feel REALLY REALLY BAD but also hurt because i feel like she’s blaming me...?
ik u talked to her so i understand if ur convo was personal u don’t have to say anything but please please be 100% honest.... did she mention me
oh
ok then
i figured
she told me... she was pretty harsh about it but.... i didn’t know she was telling everyone that tho
yea she talked a bit about u and mei
she’s told quite a few ppl on picsart...
i think she’s really upset with me tho... she’s been lashing out specifically at me a lot lately
idk what to tell her... she really is going to be missed and she is noticed she’s just not as active so she’s getting less attention.... and i feel likes it a chain reaction, the less active she gets the less attention, the worse she feels about it
i just feel so bad bc it is kinda my fault
ok i promise she said nothing bad about u she said that my acc, urs, and mei’s have blown up recently
she’s been working so hard to get into RICE
but between school, studying, mental health, and family drama i think she’s having a really hard time
OML I WAS THINKING THAT TOOO (chain is such an ear worm tho as soon as i think about it it’s STUCK IN MY HEAD)
yES IT HASSA
U GOT MULTIPLE FEATURES AND UR SO CLOSE TO 500
LIKE SO CLOSE THAT YOULL BE AT 1K IN NO TIME😤
kaidrama is mei skkdkd
IT TOOK HER 4 YEARS TO GET THERE SJSJKD
idk if it will ever happen tho😂
bc like it changes EVERY SINGLE DAY IT KEEPS GOING DOWM AND UP AND DOWN AND UP AND THEN STAYS NUTRAL
like r there 5 ppl who constantly follow and unfollow me?!?? idk it’s actually pretty funny to watch
noOoOoO it WONT
wait how long have u been on pc
ngl summers coming up... and that’s when a TON of ppl join, comeback, and become active sooOOooOo ur gonna sky rocket
😂😂😂❤️
skskdk im gonna make u a new chatpage bc I KEEP FORGETTING HOW FAR U HAVW TO SCROLL DOWN TO SEE ITTTT
keep takin to me IVE MISSED U SO GOSH DARN MUCH
ok then i GUARANTEE BY THE START NEXT SEPTEMBER U WILL BE WELL OVER 1k
oML HOW RUDE
also describe ur ideal aesthetic to me pls
not far at all
🤙🤙🤙
k tyyy
oLIVE GREEN IS MY COLOR SJDJJD
BUDDIESSSS
sorry i’m TRYING to find an image that fits ur aesthetic to make a new chatpage but NONE R GOOD ENOUGH
do u know who Robinson Crusoe is?
Oof i tried im sorry😓
I DID MY BEST
OML 200 MSGS SJDJKD
ik he’s an author but that’s it
dÄMN
tis a lot of chit chat😂😂😂
i have smth to tell u... but u have to swear u will tell no one
ok not even mei or rose
i wasn’t gonna tell u... but i thought i should for two reasons
i’m going to delete those bc i don’t want anyone to accidentally see it
ur not needy don’t worry
wait did u mean ^^^ that as the other reason?
idk tbh all rose said was they were almost identical
ur gonna be such a great leaderrrrr
do u remember the acc Kpop Official?
still ppl really look up to u
ahh ok have funnnnn~~
i es thinking about starting smth similar to it idk still just an idea
ANYWHO HAVE A GOOD DAY EAT SOME FOOD AND DONT GET TO STRESSSEDDDDD
heyyyy
i played just dance with my friends house for like 3 hours (he’s ok at it but i like winning so JSJDJD)
sorry i had swim team😬😬😬
just got home we wen tout for dinner
awww is everything ok?
oh she told me about that convo
uhm
no bother bad i swear<333
*nothinf
NOTHING OML SJJDJD WHY CANT I TYPEEE😑😑😑😑
nO ur not
u were being honest and sometimes that’s better then keeping things inside
u are NOT the reason she led
*left
if it was anyone it was me but like sndjj she won’t even go into detail on that so
i don’t want more drama bc rose is starting to wish she left pc without telling anyone bc of all the new drama
kdna has nothing to do with this😂
it is about me tho
i feel like there’s more to the story the what mei said and i didn’t want to upset emily so i didn’t ask further
cross my heart and hope to die or stick a cupcake in my eye i won’t tell a soul
🙌
ahhh have fun at school~~ i’ll delete a few comments just in case<3
ADIÓS MIS AMIGA~~
HAI HAI HAIII
so tired and ready to go home
hbu?
about the other reason about me that rose said
^that was in some weird order
😂😂😂
think away
herrow o.O
pwArKiE WHERE R U
ah ok so ig she didn’t tell u that’s fine😅
WHERE WERE U
haii
eh im ok
hbu??
skdkdk i d k
just feeling somewhat ignored but LikE tiS ok
do u have school this week?!? or are u staying home?!?
oOoOo LucKy
i don’t have school so JSJSJ
family drama and all the shizz
i just get that feeling that if i left ppl would be all “have a nice life” if they noticed...? who knows
^^sorry i myself can hear how needy i’m being rn Oof😬😬😬
like when @_Mochi_ left... i was like the only one that freaked out.... even rose was like “welp maybe she got caught by her parents?” and hasn’t mentioned her since, i feel like i’m replaceable in most peoples lives like that
bUt mochi was IN kdna and has i think since the beginning
idk not pc specifically but just left
like when im 18 and move out or go to college it feels like my parents won’t miss me bc they still have my brother and that’s all they ever needed
wait when was the last time u and her talked?!?
she and i came really close bc we dmed all the time on Picsart and then two weeks ago she stopped
maybe a very tiny tiny crevice... my dad probably more then my mom
my mom would be HAPPY if i moved out now
but also like with my friends... we’re all applying to the same public school (but none of us live in that school district so none of us know if we’ll get in or not) so that we can all stay in the same hs together... but i feel like they wouldn’t care if i didn’t get in vs. if the others didn’t
^that sounds confusing i’ll give u more context
i go go a prep school rn... and since almost my friends and i are going to a public hs, and don’t live in the same school district, we can’t go to the same hs together unless we apply
it’s true tho
one of the girls in my “friend” group hates me and i’d say the feeling is semi mutual
the only one i have any classes with
im going to give her the name Sarah just to clarify things
sarah and i used to be SUPER close... and then i started becoming friends with her friends and she became friends with my friends, so we had a really close group
bUt then she hated how close i was getting with everyone and started trying to shove me out
funny thing is i was talking to all the other ppl in our group and they notice how constantly rude she is to me... sarah thinks she sneaky but nOpe
just so u know what i mean, we all sit close to each other in math, and sarah’s locker is on the first floor but everyone else’s lockers r on the 3rd floor. So after math class she’d have us come with her down to her locker... one day she started saying “ELLA, ANNABELLE, GRETCHEN, BEA, STELLA, HURRY UP FOLLOW ME OR WE WILL BE LATE”
^and she did that every single time
and purposely skipped over my name
sO they all looked at me weirdly but still followed her so i was left alone... until one day ella was sick of it and said “uh what about katie” and then sarah just said “uh oh yea.... her too ig”
i wish it was that simple ;—; bUt everyone LIKES HER SO GOSH DARN MUCH bc she’s frikin popular and all that dumb stuff
😂😂😂
that’s one of the mild things she does on a daily basis tho
like in Valentine’s day she handed out cards and candy to everyone except me IN FRONT OF ME
skkdkd i wish
oML UR THE FRIKIN SWEETEST
the social hierarchy of 8th grade sucks
sjdjjd
8th grade is intense
i’m glad o.O
😂
ikr? those shades r shnazzy
smoking hot
🔥🔥🔥
NCT BETTER COME TO WASHINGTON
i nEED to see my future hubbie
i can feel ur judgement from here .__.
IDC WHICH COMES AS LONG AS HYUK IS IN IT
maybe they’ll go to toronto 🤔🤔🤔
*pat pat* i’m sorry but
*bub
HOPEFULLY
😞
we all want those glasses
they r some slick shades
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