like he deleted his acc not to talk to ppl if that makes sense

okay.. i understand.. i just thought it would be different... I haven't moved on from him

earlier you said you did.. u said taken? and stuff

well I wasn't over joey.. okay I thought I was I'm not

oh.. but you seemed fine

not really I don't know how to feel tbh. i am all over the place since joey left.

he obviously don't miss me.

i haven't been the same since he left. I've had anxitey attacks at school. I haven't been. able to figure out my emotions

he really doesn't want to talk to me. i guess I can the same I'm going to forget him. even if that takes me to do whatever I need to forget him

he used me n think it's okay to start talking more then leave and not tell me why you had actually left wow. lol I'm done

i told him you moved on already, maybe that's why he don't wanna talk...

.. he did the same to me.. he lied about why he was going. I never lied in our friendship.. he keeps lying and hurting me and I still accept his apologys

why did you???

why tell him... that really wasn't ur place to tell him..

thank you so much 🤦🏼‍♂️

why did you have to do that???

he wanted me to check up on you ..

i wish you didn't tell him that till I figured it all out :(

was i ment to lie?

no. you didn't have to tell him that yet till I actually figured that I was over him ugh syd

i'm sorry.. i didn't know. you seemed in a good position so i thought i could tell him..

i thought i was... but im not..

you told me u was over him

i know i did 🤦🏼‍♂️ im stupid i haven't been the same without joey here.

im not okay.

i'm not a mind reader.. im sorry.. he just asked how's sammy getting on? and i was like she's doing fine it seems, she told me she moved on then he said oh, that's good

i wish there was a way that i could rewind that day.

i want to punch myself im about to cry.

i hate myself so much.

wait what day?

today..

oh , why do u wanna rewind ?

i shouldn't have said I was over him jdjekejdjrhr 🤦🏼‍♂️ god I'm so tired of saying the wrong thin gen

things

please tell him this what I'm about to send you

mkay

he's just come in the house so i'll tell him to his face lol

i know i said i was over you but im not at all. sometimes i wish you didn't leave because it felt like a part of me was leaving me too. you made me really happy sometimes i wonder why i didn't tell you how much you meant to me. when you meant the whole world to me. I've tried to accept the fact your gone but it is hurting me too bad. i just wish i could have been able to keep you here and make you happy though we have been through so much ☹️ i love you so much I don't know what I can do to move on. i keep trying to find a reason to forget you and I can't i love you too much my depression has gotten in the way again making me just sad and empty inside the feeling isn't here when your around but your gone and I love you.

i think I've given up trying to tell you that you make me happy because it don't matter at this point because your gone.

I've cried at school and had anxitey attacks because I'm lost without you

okay, i'm gonna make him read it❤️

I wish i could given you my love when we were together, it hurts me too realize I could have proved to you it was worth staying but it's to late.

saying im okay to myself isn't easy because im not okay. they say you can be okay as soon as you get better we'll im not sure that can happen because you left me without telling me the real reason why.

thanks this was pointless.

syd..

woah i didn't tell him to send a message :/

u don't need to leave just cuz of him..

i don't think im staying anymore.

don't ..

mmm. so many people hurt me on this app. joey is the last one i think.

i don't think i can stay on this app. my depression only is getting worse. i am so done with getting hurt. why try to stay

joey hurt me worse.

:(

...

i don't know what to say...

was u fine before you had this app?

kinda... but not really.

i can't believe it all.

also. i deleted joeys comment cuz i don't like seeing it :/ and tbh this app brings so many people down

yeah ik.. i just don't like it being there :/

yeah. lol you can tell him to fys im done with him.

mkay

mmm

i gtg

cool.

bye.