oh and one thing I forgot to add: I really fxck every thing up :))) like friendships and šhxt. and my three closest friends all are dating and I’m single and I’m scared that they’re just gonna leave me behind...

update: I’m eating Mac and cheese and I already feel like I’m gonna throw up :)))))

I know we joke around a lot, but seriously, if you ever need anything we’re all here for you💕

And I know it’s hard to believe it when someone says it’s going to get better, but it is

another update: I am the master at solitaire :)

Take a few seconds and breathe, man. Just do nothing but exist, even if it’s for a moment.

I don’t really know why, but that helps me when I feel really overwhelmed

no problem man

if you ever need anything I’m here :)

cuteee jamo😎

I’m pretty sure Carmina is apart of the Smert Prinosyashchiy 13 experiment.

And Dalton and Hudson both knew or figured out about it

Carmina being involved that is

or more— I don’t really know

Dalton being the “golden boy” allowed Dorothy to wipe his memory of everything that happened including high school

Which is why Dalton forgot about Maya

Hudson was more resilient. I definitely remember Brooke saying that the murderer tried to kill Hudson because he had evidence

about the prinosyashchiy 13

And Brooke has even written a story about Doeothy actually being the one to kill her mom— it’s not canon

but it just kind of proves how far Dorothy is willing to go

And in phs, it says that Dorothy has a hidden criminal record