thank you, but I truly can't tell anyone, because you can't have foster children if you have a child with depression, who cuts, or who has an eating disorder

and that would make my mom hate me, she loves these kids more than she loves me

I'm sure that's not true your mom loves you very much and it's ok if you have I disorder because I have one with my eyes I have a block in the center of both eyes and a damaged octave nerve in both of my eyes and it makes it REALLY hard to see. but it's ok because God loves me and he loves you I know thing will get better