18/4/19 The quote is taken from the book “The Fault in Our Stars” by John Green, the book is better than the movie btw 😁

If you’ve been following this story of me and the boy, you’ll know that at first I wasn’t sure if it was the right connection, well now I know it’s the right connection if you get what I mean

Which is why this quote sums up the beginning of the relationship with the boy

But I was with him last night and this morning, and we spoke about going official soon, because it’s definitely real love, like it’s been 9 months now since he made the first move and I’m glad we both went slow with the relationship because it’s a healthy relationship

We both agreed we will go official as Boyfriend and Girlfriend soon, but we are both nervous and exited at the same time, he’s also suggested that we move in together but I’ve said we should go official first and then move in once we’ve been official for a while

So yeah, progress on the boy :)

Mental health however is kinda at a stalemate, I haven’t self harmed since January which is great but there are parts of my day where I just feel numb and in need of snuggles with someone

I’m also not very happy in my current job, so I’m kinda keeping my options open, it just doesn’t feel right and I don’t want to be unhappy in my job as it’ll severely affect my mental health, so I am looking around at other jobs and hopefully something better will pop up

I just wish I was happier sometimes, like I have an amazing boy and he makes me feel so happy, but there are days where I just can’t function and need a snuggle with him but because we don’t live within walking distance of each other it’s a bit difficult sometimes to meet :(

But hopefully I’ll have a better job opportunity pop up and this boy and I becoming official can help with my positivity, thanks for reading this far ✌️💙🌋