alright alright let's get this straight; not listening or paying attention to others or how u act toward others isn't the smartest thing to do, but it doesn't make you a jerk. you're not horrible and annoying, either. Don't make yourself believe that. maybe just change up how you do react, maybe care a bit more about others. Just think before you do something even, it could help. like, pretend that if you were that person that you weren't caring about or acting badly towards. would you like it? I don't think so. but hey, you're not a jerk; ur a human being just like the rest of us and we make mistakes or we just do things that we don't think about cuz humans are, pretty much, horrible tbh.

You're not terrible, and you're a good person. I'd miss you if you left. No one expects you to be perfect 24/7. It was probably a bad choice to rant late at night on my part. I just hope we don't leave as any less friends. Chin up, it's fine to feel bad, just don't let it bring you down. If you need a hug, I can give you and Internet hug. :3

If you need to go on private you can, but I hope to see you back soon!