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exactly what the hélł is going on?

I’m sorry

what

it’s my fault

Adam was just having a rough time

I’m fine

Adam is fine too

I hope

idk

Ok but what about Adam?

it’s my fault

I can’t even help someone out without messing it up

I’m such a failure

I’m sorry

are you sure? because I’ll stay and we can talk because I’m just having a śhïttÿ day so I might as well ignore my problems.

Youre not a failure!

don’t ignore your problems

it doesn’t help

I write them down because my boyfriend doesn’t listen.

idk why I’m telling you this but here it goes

you’re not a failure though. you’re good looking, fit, and have an AMAZING personality.

I haven’t eaten in 6 days, and the last thing I did eat was an apple so I don’t pass out

I have cuts all over my legs

all I do is fūck things up between me and my friends

everyone at school hates me because I’m gay

and I absolutely have no will to live

oh I’m sorry

shįtty boyfriend

You better f**king eat Ashton

I can’t

it’s hard

I have cuts all over my arms.

my head tells me things and it’s hard to ignore them

screw what everyone has to say!

I hate myself so much

they don’t matter!

I’m sorry I’m dumping my issues out on you

I do too. you just have to find some people who make you happy.

I’m sorry

no it’s fine

go ahead

idk

how was your day

crâppÿ

I shot a bad score at archery and I’m in a boot and now my boyfriend hates me

how’s your day?

I’m sorry

again, shįtty boyfriend

stop saying sorryyyyy. there’s no reason to apologize

I don’t know what else to say

that’s how I feel

no he’s not shïtty

just sorry that I’m bothering you

it was my fault.

sorry that you have to go through what you go through

sorry that I’m still alive

well then you should talk to him

I tried to hide cuts and he got mad because I told him that if I ever did that I would immediately let him look at them. he always keeps bandages and stuff to put on them just for me.

and work things out

I am

you should be alive Ashton

you were put on earth for a reason

how the hēll was I not following you

lol idk

I’m sorry

you were probably following my main account already though

maybe you should just trust him

are you on private?

and still try to talk to him

all he wants is for you to be safe

I do trust him. but he said that next time I did it, he would cut too...this time he said he wouldn’t but next time he said he would.

yeah...

oml that’s awful

I’m sorry

I just feel like a shîtty girlfriend cause you know, I’m ugly and wear “too much makeup” and I’m fat

don’t be. it’s my fault.

I did it so much...he said hurting myself hurt him because, and I quote, “You’re my precious kitten and I don’t want anything to happen to you. we do this together.”

I bet you’re not fat

so what

makeup makes you powerful

if it was socially acceptable

I would wear makeup

and he’s sweet

I wish I had someone in my life like that

I’m very fat

it doesn’t matter

size isn’t everything

besides I bet you pull it off

I’m sorry

whyre you apologizing?

I should just kill myself

then everyone would be happy

no! don’t say that!

I’m sorry

my hair is tragic tbh

like I can’t take my hair

I love it

bruh. I swear, atm, my hair looks like shïttt

tbh, you’d SLaY long hair

lol

ahh I have to go

goodnight, or whatever time it is where you live

idk

thank you

for just listening to my issues

I guess idk

but thanks

no problem. I’m always here for you. goodnight. it’s 9:52 here lol