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only one or two people will probably see this

i don’t feel good

mentally i feel bad

like really bad

i wanna disappear

i can’t smile anymore

everyone ignores me

my friends never talk to me unless it’s about homework

if i walk with people they walk and talk together and never listen to me when i speak

i could disappear and no one would notice

i want to disappear so bad

why me?

why did i have to live like this

my family is very poor

i’m not pretty

i’m not smart

i’m not athletic

i’m not creative

no one notices me

i have no friends

everyone forgets me

i wish i could forget me too

if i didn’t know who i was for a day i think i’d be happier

but i wake up and live this life of emptiness

no way I could’ve forgotten you my guy

maybe but then again, pc is extremely inactive

it’s okay to not smile and to be in a bad mental state. it’s all temporary.

those aren’t your friends man. it’s okay to drop toxic people, you could do so much better.

don’t disappear, you mean a lot to so many people. you have worth, don’t let the blind people get you down.

being poor is bad, don’t get me wrong, but on the bright side poor people are usually more resilient, humble, kind and genuine than a so called “rich” person.

being smart and athletic don’t determine your worth. and, these are both things that can be gained.

you’re my friend:)

don’t give up, you’re so strong and I’m so proud of you.

you could be a m i l f one day, don’t miss that.

hi

I haven’t been active a lot but I haven’t forgotten about you

i haven't forgotten about you at all. and i know it's hard to believe people when they say they care about you, but i promise i actually do care about you. and i know what you're going through, i've thought most of those things myself, and it sucks. it absolutely sucks. and you absolutely deserve better than what you're dealing with. but if you ever need someone to talk to about it i'm here for you. (i may not respond to anything very quickly because i got diagnosed with some eye problem and staring at my screen hurts but i promise i will answer anything you send me when i can.)