I'm sorry but I need to

I stabbed myself in the throats last night

self harm is never the answer :( i self harmed for about a year and it wasn't any good. i was actually somewhere near your position, i thought nobody was gonna love me and that nobody'll care if i do it. i know that you're hurting in your mind but you shouldn't make yourself hurt physically in addition to it. so many people care about you, you have so many followers that followed you for a reason. all of them care about you and that's the truth! 💓💓 pain is never a good thing. nobody likes being told to "stay strong" and i know it, but i also know that what you want to do isn't worth it. your body is a precious temple from god and you shouldn't hurt the gift he gave you. you're so beautiful and many people have fallen for you for a reason. you're gorgeous and have a great personality when you let it shine. don't let things get to your head so much, okay? 💓💓

I can't help it people r bïtching about me apparently I'm a cheat how tf can I be if I'm single nobody cares

there's really better ways to take out your anger. write about it, talk to someone, vent to someone! sing your favorite songs that make you feel better. breathe in and out, realize you're alive. breathe in for 4 seconds and out for 8 a few times, it can help you feel calm. you'll get through it, i know it. don't forget that there's suicide hotlines if you feel like doing something bad-- those people are there solely to talk you out of bad choices! they'll make you feel better, okay? it's not worth it to self harm, ever. 💓

I wanna be up there with Shelby and Amelia 😓❤

you don't have to have a girlfriend to be important though! i don't look into dating but i still have significance. i'm important because i'm positive and try my best to make people happy. yeah, i fail sometimes, but my effort is always noticeable and that's why i'm important. 💓💓 love and relationships may not be your reason, you just have to find it! you just have to keep a positive side to everything. sure, people may be saying bad things about you but think of it this way: they're taking the time out of their own days to type out bad things to you. they're taking time out of THEIR day in attempt to make you feel bad. we both know how great you are as a person. you're so so gorgeous and you're such a cool person when you aren't upset! 💓💓 don't give the haters the attention they're getting from you. just completely ignore their comments. if they don't get attention, they'll stop eventually. all haters want is a reaction out of you. keep your head up, your crown is falling. i know you can do better! just gotta put your mind to it. 💓

I can't all I want is to be up in the sky with Amelia and Shelby

i've gotten that a lot. death is really hard to cope with and i understand that. it's just that everything in life happens for a reason. i believe that there is some sort of fate or long reasoning behind everything that occurs to me in my life. death of loved ones, especially relationships, is super hard to get over. it'll stick with you forever, but if they're dead you can't undo that. you have to focus on all of the good times you shared! 💓💓 i know that those two made you super happy, i always smiled when you talked about them in a good way. they made you so happy and you just have to remember the times that made you happy. suicidal tendencies are always in the back of people's heads. you just can't give into them. it's kind of like temptation. I'll tell you right now though that your life is worth living. you have so so much potential. i know you'll find a better reason to live, i know it! you're so young and beautiful, you can't give into thoughts like that at this age. 💓💓

thanks I füçking love u ❤❤

so yes, maybe you've lost two great relationships to the grim reaper. that's going to be a very difficult obstacle to overcome, but you'll do it! you're so brave. you go through so much and i'm so proud of you for being alive. 💓💓 please don't give into your negative thoughts. i am here solely to help you and i don't want to lose an angel. 💓💓 you mean so much to so many of us and it'd be painful to see you gone. all of these sad emotions you've felt after those two died, i'd feel those. we care about you and would be so sad without you. you'll find another reason to be happy. you'll overcome this. 💓💓

i love you too billie. i'm gonna be here for you no matter what you get yourself into. think of me as your guardian angel! 💓

thanks for absolutely everything yeh we had a rocky start but ur always there for me no matter what ❤

every post Alexa posts is about me and the same with Nicole like what tf 😓

all they want is your attention, just ignore them or block them even. it's best to keep people like that away from you. you'll realize they aren't worth your time! 💓

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thanks babes lotta love ❤

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