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stunning šŸ¤© bestie
You knew Branson, right?
Well I knew that you looked familiar. I wasnā€™t sure if you knew if he was still here or not?
Oh I see. I apologize. I know you two were close right? You and bj?
youā€™re welcome
yeah Iā€™m getting birth control tomorrow so we will see how that makes me feel again. when I had it I felt so sick
Nevermind. I found him
Him and I were friends. I just recently came back, I wasnā€™t aware that he left as well. I found an old account of his from about a month ago, but I donā€™t know if heā€™s still using it.
I apologize if Iā€™m bringing up bad memories for you. I just recognized you and wasnā€™t sure if you knew his situation.
I do remember hearing you two had a kid together. Be was really happy about it. I know he had a lot going on in his life months ago before I left, but he never got into with me or anyone that I know of. His account is called ā€œAmor_ā€
Man, Iā€™m sorry to hear that. Maybe youā€™ll get an answer from him. If you do, will you let me know? Iā€™ve been trying to get I. Contact with him as well.
yeah Iā€™ve tried the pill, and the one that goes into your arm so Iā€™m gonna try the other one
yeah anyway enough about me how have you been
Oh I apologize for not introducing myself, Iā€™m Henry.
yeah thereā€™s a sickness going around. itā€™s cold out there
Well at least you know heā€™s still here then.
Likewise.
that sxxks. I havenā€™t gotten sick yet which Iā€™m surprised
hopefully itā€™s not Covid or anything bad
Iā€™m just ready to come home and see my besties
maybe the flu have you got tested for that yet
yes you can cece
are things serious with you and Hardin
ohhhh. I was going to say something but Iā€™m not going to. and no I didnā€™t know about Hardin
thatā€™s how I felt with Jj some days I wish he was still in the kids life but Charlie has been there for them more and if he did come back I donā€™t think the kids will remember him
but yeah I understand how you feel
I was basically just going to say that it must be nice to have your kids dad care about them and want to be in their life.
I grew up with my dad jumping around from family to family he had and then my mum found out and he got mad and everything went down hill that day. I just wanted my father in my life before that happened. but if jj doesnā€™t want to be in their life or come back then so be it Iā€™m not going to force him to be in their life if he doesnā€™t want to be
hermosa amiga ! šŸ˜šŸ˜
Iā€™m happy now. Iā€™m in a relationship where Iā€™ve been shown nothing but love from both sides and no harsh words that Jj or Carter would have told me. Iā€™ll never forgive Jj for telling me I donā€™t think you can handle a miscarriage. and then to leave me with an infant and a baby on the way no way will I forgive for that. but going back to what I was saying Iā€™m happy that I actually donā€™t have to deal with Jj because of the things he would say but if he does ever come back heā€™s not going to be forgiven he lost all of my trust when he left for the last time
and you never know bj could end up leaving again
Nothing yet. Is he still speaking with you?
I understand I 100% understand cece I was in the same boat as you. but you have to think about the people who were there for you at that time. itā€™s all about whoā€™s by your side while you are going through the toughest shxxt and I thank you for that because you were always here for me when I needed you. from me having another miscarriage, to jj leaving for good, to getting married to a man who I thought loved me to him shxxt talking my health to the girl heā€™s with now and to finding someone who truly makes me happy and to finding out I was pregnant with coast and just being the bestest friend Iā€™ve had
we have gone through a lot and Iā€™m proud of us for that cece. Iā€™m glad that you are happy with Hardin
ooooouuuuu I want to say something to bj about jj so bad but I donā€™t want to start anything
*hugs you back* me too I love you bestie
Is everything going alright?
šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚ not bj following me
Iā€™m going too
yes and I said it
you can read it
Well I hope things work out okay with the two of you. In whatever way it needs to.
your welcomeeee
I feel like I sounded like a bxtch which I said I hope I donā€™t but I really but I honestly did
he was like Jeremy jace that Jj like Iā€™m sorry but I donā€™t remember another person with that name on the account
Him and I havenā€™t spoken since before I left and you two wereā€¦engaged? Or married? I donā€™t remember. All I know is his mother was really sick in the hospital, then he just left. Didnā€™t tell anyone anything, that I know of at least.
Iā€™m sounding mean and I feel bad but yet I donā€™t
Maybe itā€™s still too fresh to bring up for him? I would hope sheā€™s alright though.
Something seemed to have changed in him at some point. I donā€™t mean to expose him, but he has bpd. He couldā€™ve possibly stopped taking his medication?
does Hardin still use pc or is he on insta more
Iā€™ll try reaching out to him later on.
dang can you tell him something for me
tell him that if he hurts you or your feelings that Iā€™m coming for him and itā€™s not going to be pretty love ceces pc bestie
thank you šŸ’‹
Iā€™m upset now my one bestie is leaving pc
her name is Anika and sheā€™s on the xx_Hxrny_Adults_xx account and sheā€™s probably leaving because she hasnā€™t heard from her bf in five days and his bio is gone
like everyone on that account who dates someone on the hxrny account hasnā€™t talked to them in 5 days and their bios are gone
but I honestly wonā€™t be surprised if they did leave itā€™s nothing new for that account either
if I was her and they do come back Iā€™d go off on leaving and not saying shxxt to her
their son is almost a year old and he leaves
yeah watch them all post a new bio saying single and they see it and get mad
thatā€™s your fault for not communicating with them
so they are waiting to hear from someone on their account to know if they need new bios
yeah they are from that account
she said they arenā€™t giving it a couple days to see if anyone responds and if not tbh eh are posting new bios
but yeah if they donā€™t hear anything I think they should post new bios
true but they said they will put taken/single?
ooooooo I hxte that account as well
yeah thatā€™s true
yes itā€™s very cute
we need to change ours but donā€™t know what to
yes it is but Iā€™m the leader apparently so I can pick what I want
gonna change it now
thank you j feel like it goes with our name
what did he say
ā€œhe will never hurst my me, but he give your full permission beat him upā€
good good cause I might be small but Iā€™m feisty
I love you too
sorry I was napping Iā€™ve been so tired lately
He messaged me back
ohhh and with my friend they think they got blocked by them
Not really, no. He hasnā€™t answered me yet. Only one message so far.
Are the two of you still talking?
Itā€™s alright. He seems a bitā€¦.not himself I suppose?
Well I really do hope heā€™s alright. Youā€™ll let me know if you find anything out right?
Absolutely.
maybe they did leave
but she says when they look it says they have no post and it shows zero followers and following zero
they got rid of their insta because fxxkthxs told them they would talk to them on pc
whatā€™s the name Iā€™ll check
never mind itā€™s private
yeah
why what is going on
so wait you have two kids with him or one and miscarried
well cece does he know about it. that you were pregnant when he left
well he didnā€™t know when he left did he
ohhh Iā€™m sorry to hear that cece
ik losing a baby isnā€™t easy I wish you would have told me sooner because I would have been there for you cece
wanna do something since Iā€™m finally home
what do you want to do
we could get food then go shopping
want me to come get you or meet you there
is everything good
okay Iā€™ll be right over is it okay if I bring coast
you better *giggles and gets coast ready*
okay Iā€™m about to leave *grabs my purse and then walks out to the car*
*puts coast in the car*
*gets in and buckles* Iā€™ll be there soon
*drives*
*drives*
*gets to your house and honks&
hi *smiles*. *falls asleep*
*hugs back*.hes so little and cute *sleeps*
where should we go to eat
we can do that *backs out and starts driving li
it was good all we did was go out to a garden where he purposed and the just relaxed in the hotel and went out to eat. *shows you the ring*
I know itā€™s so pretty isnā€™t it
thank you. I canā€™t wait to spend forever with him
and Iā€™m happy that Hardin is testing you well
treating omg
Zamira absolutely loves him and wants to hold him all the time and Koda is warming up to him still
I think half the time koda wants to be the last child
I guess he wonā€™t be happy when we have another baby
*nods and gets to in and out* do you wanna go in or drive through
I can get him out without waking him we are good to go in
*unbuckles and gets out*
hey
thatā€™s my wedding dress it was my size and the last one so I bought it
I just feel bad for buying it because we havenā€™t planned the wedding yet
yeah that havenā€™t been on for a couple of days
yeah but he did meet coast and it was the cutest thing
he looks so tiny compared to him
heā€™s big compared to me. probably bc Iā€™m small but yes I love that
I want coast to stay small forever
yeah Charlie and I want one more but whatever happens happens
like I got pregnant with z while on birth control and somehow got pregnant with coast while on my period
wanna come with me to the store
Iā€™ll have to bring coast again if thatā€™s okay
alright Iā€™m on my way right now *starts driving to your house*
will do *drives*. *starts to get fussy*
*gets to your house and gets coast*. *fusses*
yeah I thinks heā€™s hungry. *starts crying*
I can feed in the car *gets in holding him*. *cries*
*nods and takes my bxxb out*. *calms down when he sees it*
Charlie isnā€™t falling for my prank
I told him I got new milk but in reality heā€™s drinking my breast milk
šŸ˜‚ he said it wasnā€™t bad
yeah
miss you too
good hru
me too work has been super busy lately
yeah and they keep calling me in
yeah Iā€™m apparently the only good worker they trust
yeah it is but Iā€™m super tired
I work in the kitchen at a restaurant
Iā€™m not trying to
they wanted me in today and I told them no Iā€™ve worked 12 hours each day for the last 4 days
also recent is pending
alright thank you
love friends. sad watching it because of Matthew Perry
yeah true
*gets up and coughs*
*comes to the door and opens it* thank you
got any Gatorade *looks at you* if not thatā€™s fine
*nods and walks out* Iā€™ll use my shirt to open no looking okay
hi bestie
how have you been
itā€™s because of Hardin heā€™s stealing you from me šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
ohhh
no bestie you are all good
you should quit that job and find a new one
you should
yeah thatā€™s true
how are you and Hardin
awwww you make some cute babies you should
I canā€™t remember the last time Charlie and I did it
tbh I donā€™t think weā€™ve done it since Iā€™ve had coast
I donā€™t think weā€™ve done it since Iā€™ve had coast
hey bestie I miss you
heyyy
how have you been
thatā€™s good
so there might another like baby James on the way soon šŸ¤—
James is Charlieā€™s last name and yes I am
I canā€™t wait I want another girl but Iā€™ll be happy with what ever gender we get as long as baby is healthy
hey šŸ‘‹šŸ¼
itā€™s fine and thank you
how have you been
life has been hard lately
so we have a first name for baby girl
Coralynn
tbh I have no clue I heard it once and loved it immediately
yeah sheā€™s got 23 weeks to bake
ik im so excited to be having another girl
Ty how are things with Hardin
we are doing good heā€™s really excited to have a girl
and Iā€™m sorry it didnt work out
honestly about to ask him if we can change her name I love it but I like the name I have in my head even better
thatā€™s good
mmmm we could but idk if it sounds good
Everett
yeah Iā€™ll talk to him when he comes back on
also if you want to start talking to guys my friend Rome is joining and heā€™s single
yes he has
*nods* we also might have other guys join so youā€™ll have your pick ummm I also know thereā€™s McKenna heā€™s pretty nice
yeah I understand *giggles* love how I say that when Iā€™m on my second kid and engaged when we havenā€™t been together for long
*nods* Iā€™m just glad z and koda love him
*nods* Charlie just hopes coralynn is just as a daddyā€™s girl like z is
trust me Koda is stuck to me like glue all day everyday
heyyy
okay baby girl is kicking my axx
I mean Iā€™ll definitely miss it. it her kicks are hard as she gets bigger
I canā€™t wait to hold her though
ik I canā€™t believe sheā€™s the last baby of the family
baby girl is on her way
sheā€™s being sooooo stubborn and doesnā€™t want to come out
sheā€™s finally here and sheā€™s so precious
sheā€™s so tiny
yep sheā€™s 5 pounds 7 ounces and 14 inches long
you can come to the hospital if you want to see her
alright Iā€™m in room 501
*smiles holding her* hi
come sit *smiles and pats the bed*. *looking at me*
*smiles and holds her* hi pretty mamas. *looks*
Iā€™m doing great *smiles*. *looks*
did you get to meet her yet ?
*smiles* would you like to hold her *looks*
*carefully hands her to you* wedo have a single guy named Conrad
oooouuu tell me about him ~looks at you~. ~falls asleep~
good one of our friends are getting married next month so we are planning on going and we might talk about our wedding soon
yeah she just told me they might not get married next month bc sheā€™s pregnant like just found out and they are going to Germany right now but I hope Charlie and I last
cause things havenā€™t worked the last two times so I just feel like this one wonā€™t work either but weā€™ve made it this far with two babies and he seems happy to be with me
I know I donā€™t mean to think like this. I just have the fear of one day losing him
thank you cece he does really make me happy šŸ˜Š
youā€™ll find the right guy some day I swear ~smiles looking at Coralynn~
awww Iā€™m glad he better treat you right. ~stretches~
he did I will fight him once I find out who he is whatā€™s his name and what account
dang you arenā€™t going to tell me who it is
I will get it out of you one day ~looks at Cora~. ~has a blow out~
marry can you atleast tell me the account ? ~picks her up~. ~cries~
ohhh so heā€™s on insta
else where ~looks at you~
~nods and changes Cora~. ~yawns and stretches~
happy Motherā€™s Day bestie
Ty
how was your Motherā€™s Day
thank you beautiful
how has life been
ooooopppppp thatā€™s not good
do you think you could be pregnant ?
you and the new guy already going at it ~looks at you~
again so youā€™ve been with this person before ?
is it Dylan ?
it is isnā€™t it ~looks at you~
well thatā€™s good and if you are pregnant I hope itā€™s a safe pregnancy
ik having a baby is so worth it but they grow up so fast I hope Cora stays little for a while
~nods~ even though I just had Cora I feel like just yesterday I had coast and now heā€™s 14 months old
yes and my oldest is 4 I canā€™t believe sheā€™s four and koda is 3
dang they need to stop growing. cause I know Charlie and I are done with babies cause I wonā€™t force him into doing anything he doesnā€™t want to do
~nods as I listen to you~ I mean if we do have more maybe one I wanna give my body a break
yes get at it I want another niece or nephew
I should come see them soon but Z has a really bad cold sheā€™s like me where she doesnā€™t get them in the winter but gets them in the summer
yeah if Charlie was on Iā€™d come over and have him watch the kids but he hasnā€™t been on for two weeks maybe I can find a friend to watch them and come over
my friend will watch her Iā€™m on my way do you want tropical smoothie Iā€™m stopping there first
alrighty any fruit you donā€™t like
okay Iā€™ll see you soon
I will see you soon also I have Cora and coast
~gets our drinks and comes to your house~
~gets out and gets baby girl~
~smiles and grabs our smoothies~ hi bestie westie
Iā€™ve missed you too we are going to have to be quiet she just fell asleep same as coast~
~nods carefully and hands you your smoothie~
~sets my smoothie down~ do you have a play pen or something I can set them in to sleep
ok thank ~sets the car seats down~
awww you didnā€™t have to cece
~takes it and opens it~
~giggles~ I definitely need this we have a threxnxger and two babies
itā€™s supposed to be a combination of three and teenager but it doesnā€™t allow it
alright I still feel bad cause I didnā€™t get you anything
~takes it and opens it carefully~
youā€™re pregnant ~looks at you~
hi itā€™s Anika she fell asleep sheā€™s not mad sheā€™s just sleeping
sorry I just woke up I was really tired but Iā€™m not mad Iā€™m happy for you cece
~smiles~ three of my besties are pregnant im so happy for you and thank you for the basket
well thereā€™s you, then Soleia sheā€™s on this account and Anika I just keep getting babies nieces and nephews
ik im so happy for you
keeping it a secret is hard
enjoy your baby moon I never got one
~nods~ I mean I got one and got super sick while traveling
yeah Carter took me the first pregnancy and I got really sick pregnancy and flying affects my POTS so thatā€™s why I donā€™t really go on them
I will when Charlie gets back on heā€™s been busy
me too I miss him and so does z and coast and Cora are still young to know whatā€™s going on and k doesnā€™t really care cause he had me
~nods~ yes it is just a good thing we didnā€™t plan anything
but the amount of times Iā€™ve needed his dxxk and heā€™s not here is way more that I can count
ik I had to use the dxldo I have and it wasnā€™t what I needed
making myself need Charlie but he isnā€™t on so let me stop šŸ˜­āœ‹šŸ¼
awwww thatā€™s sad you didnā€™t do it
no I know how you feel
yeah sometimes Iā€™m not in the mood
itā€™s quite rare If Iā€™m not in the mood
I need Charlie like read bad right now
he hasnā€™t been on for two weeks they graduated last week and theyā€™ve been busy since
yeah I just hope he comes on soon
how have you been
good Iā€™ve been smoking a little and having a drink occasionally and having fun with my babies as well
yeah Charlie and I occasionally smoke together when we go out
if you werenā€™t pregnant Iā€™d invite you over jack is coming over and we are gonna have a smoke
definitely so is there a specific gender you want
does he have a daughter or am I stupid and didnā€™t know you had two girls I thought you had two boys and 1 girl
awwww congrats you guys
awwwww you have to tell her in a special way than
I donā€™t know either cause sheā€™s technically already a big sister. you could have like a girls day or something and tell her idk šŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø
I can watch the kids and the three of you can go
the one I married if so yeah
yeah what about him
~face palms~ pregnant with Dylanā€™s baby and pais went back to Carter whatā€™s next
~nods~ just please donā€™t get hurt I care for you guys so much
~nods ~ paisley said sheā€™s getting married and they are already trying for a baby
yeah Iā€™m not stopping her from doing anything if thatā€™s what she wants then she can have it I just donā€™t want her getting hurt again. people say that they have changed but they really havenā€™t
but he could be the right person wrong time type of guy you know