i’m depressed rn in the same way that i was last sunday. idk if it’s knowing that i have school tomorrow or if it’s just the “sunday blues”, but i feel so depressed. i can’t bring myself to be productive, i’m not doing anything but reading and i’m so angry bc i’m pretending to be fine but i’m wasting my time and everyone else’s time

i have things i need to do that take time but i don’t want to do them. i don’t want to do anything. i just want to get in bed and sleep forever. i hate feeling like this, it’s so yucky

i know if i start doing something i’ll feel better but to do something means i have to get up and i don’t know if i can do that

also my skin is so bad rn and i feel rlly self conscious about it, which i don’t usually feel but if i could hide in a bag that would be amazing

god i hate pitying myself

i'm soso sorry. if you know that it'll make you feel better, do it okay? you'll have to get it done eventually and you gotta have time to sleep as well. you can get through this slump i believe in you 💕😤

you’re beautiful and i love you!!

im sorry you feel like this:(( reading isn’t the most unproductive use of your time

what i do when i really need to do something is i count down from 3 and then i just do it