awh I really hope you're doing better now. I hope you have the support you need to keep going and if not then I'm always here :) feel better soon gorgeous

that's amazing you're in recovery! keep pushing through the struggles and I promise it'll get infinitely better. maybe you're friends just didn't know how to react? try talking to them about the situation and it might clear up your uncertainty

Idk them personally or anything but if that's their reaction to something really serious concerning their friend then something's wrong. personally, I would message them straight up to tell them not to spread it around. in that way, you express clearly what you want done with the info you told them. if they do spread anything afterwards then clearly they're not good friends.